ok just want wewe to know that I just started uandishi poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know wewe will never upendo me the was I upendo you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes krisimasi bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
au answering why upendo is so moyo breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope wewe liked them!

for those of wewe that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with upendo and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a upendo at nyumbani to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write makala on all my klabu so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe au Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of makala about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical wewe want wrote just maoni and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I upendo him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what wewe did,
wewe took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Angel of death takes me?

Is there a heaven au hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in tafuta for peace au will I return to this world to haunt au live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over wewe
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what wewe see,
what wewe feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who wewe really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
au not.
wewe know who wewe are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
wewe yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who wewe are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
au not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our upendo

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our upendo

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug wewe but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our upendo

I think about wewe at night
wewe give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our upendo

I long to hear your voice
To see wewe face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our upendo

pain sadness upendo happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our upendo

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our upendo

wewe and me
This is our upendo

All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if wewe are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
wewe no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
wewe no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what wewe are going through.
wewe begin to take your pain out on others.
wewe forget those who wewe once knew as sisters and brothers.

wewe are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
wewe don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now wewe are too far in.
you'll never remember those wewe upendo again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My moyo is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging kwa a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring wewe back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and imba with joy...birds of all colors fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every mbwa mwitu howls and if wewe listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy siku
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the siku is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the upendo of my life
and so much zaidi
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of wewe
wewe are my bree
wewe are my happiness
wewe are all I see
wewe keep me alive
wewe keep me going
wewe are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
wewe are my best friend i do not know
wewe are my motavation
will I ever give wewe up!No!
wewe are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
wewe are my life
the thing i upendo
I wish wewe were my wife
I upendo wewe so much bree
so dahling
will wewe marry me

Where are wewe at this moment
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me

I'm Lost now without wewe
I don't know where wewe are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring wewe back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of wewe will stay

If I could be close beside wewe
If I could be where wewe are
If I could reach out and touch wewe
And bring wewe back nyumbani

Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring wewe back home?

To me...

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