Help Me Please for i am on my knees begging beyond a beggar praying beyond a saint lying zaidi than a sinner i need someone to set me free from my chains of life, time and time again the same old routine i dont need the same thing over and over again please before my eyes become raw sore for i fear i can see no zaidi sore for every siku that leads to night i fear for wewe and me the temptation to leave them behind everything and everyone, all i know is that i need someone braver and stronger than me mentally, save me for i can not save myself help me for my future health
(Today)
I have felt the wind blow
Whispering Your name
I have seen Your tears fall
When I watch the rain
How could I say there is no God
When all around creation calls
A imba bird, a mighty tree
The vast expanse of open sea
Gazing at a bird in flight
Soaring through the air
Lying down beneath the stars
I feel Your presence there
I upendo to stand at ocean’s shore
And feel the thundering breakers roar
To walk through golden fields of grain
Neath endless blue, horizon’s frame
Listening to a river run
Watering the earth
Fragrance of a rose in bloom
A newborn’s cry at birth
I believe
I believe
I believe
I believe
Just like a child
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I sat alone.
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded kwa my thoughts, but no people. kwa my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat kwa me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
(I wrote this because I see some many people sitting all alone everyday, and all it takes is a simple "hello" to brighten their spirits)
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded kwa my thoughts, but no people. kwa my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat kwa me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
(I wrote this because I see some many people sitting all alone everyday, and all it takes is a simple "hello" to brighten their spirits)
Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.
Sometimes
wewe need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
wewe need someone
to be there for you,
so wewe could feel
safe,
so wewe could know
that you're still
there.
wewe don't want
to disappear,
wewe don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what wewe used to be.
Sometimes
wewe need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
wewe need someone
just to see you.
Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make wewe feel
exhausted
wewe cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.
Sometimes
wewe need someone
to onyesha you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
wewe call a hope.
wewe need someone
who cares,
although
wewe feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
wewe need someone
who cares.
just say the words and forget
But Not for me
Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin
Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The kisu that walkin' through ur words
And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."
but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?
Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...
Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..
Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me
Diamond studded tears and broken cries
moyo full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as wewe look out and wewe watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One wewe don't play to take the blame
Without wewe here, nothing's the same
So we set moto and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep wewe safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no zaidi bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel salama here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
moyo full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as wewe look out and wewe watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One wewe don't play to take the blame
Without wewe here, nothing's the same
So we set moto and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep wewe safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no zaidi bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel salama here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did wewe leave me? why did wewe go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to tafuta the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
Why did wewe leave me? why did wewe go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to tafuta the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
I am outside.
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where wewe pushed where wewe shoved me.
away from where I long to be kwa your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved wewe so hard that wewe were scared. scared of loving me back. So wewe threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
wewe won't bring me back. I know wewe won't. wewe pushed me away.
I would find my way back to wewe if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where wewe pushed where wewe shoved me.
away from where I long to be kwa your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved wewe so hard that wewe were scared. scared of loving me back. So wewe threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
wewe won't bring me back. I know wewe won't. wewe pushed me away.
I would find my way back to wewe if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
