You're upendo is just like falling
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with wewe is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
wewe cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If wewe really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at wewe laughing at me
Covered in blood I push wewe down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As wewe break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
wewe homicidal maniac
wewe have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now wewe see
That the ending wewe has set me free
So now I can fly
As wewe touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
wewe were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with wewe is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
wewe cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If wewe really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at wewe laughing at me
Covered in blood I push wewe down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As wewe break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
wewe homicidal maniac
wewe have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now wewe see
That the ending wewe has set me free
So now I can fly
As wewe touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
wewe were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
My Death
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit kwa parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and wewe don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see wewe soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I upendo you
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit kwa parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and wewe don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see wewe soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I upendo you
The warmth of your embrace
My wild man
Oh how I upendo you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
Kiss my nose as wewe wrap, upangaji pamoja me in your muscular arms
I upendo my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this siku doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a mti branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
My wild man
Oh how I upendo you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
Kiss my nose as wewe wrap, upangaji pamoja me in your muscular arms
I upendo my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this siku doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a mti branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
As I slip onto unconsciousness
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn au move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope wewe try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When wewe sleep wewe can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn au move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope wewe try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When wewe sleep wewe can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
What would wewe do if everything in my life was a lie
Would wewe Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would wewe Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would wewe not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
wewe wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
wewe Started The lies
With the three simple words
I upendo u
was ur biggest lie
and wewe alisema it with a smilebon your lieing Face
Would wewe Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would wewe Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would wewe not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
wewe wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
wewe Started The lies
With the three simple words
I upendo u
was ur biggest lie
and wewe alisema it with a smilebon your lieing Face
A thousand fears I kept inside all these years,
Afraid to live a lie,
A thousand stars are shining bright,
A thousand endless wars,
A thousand kids have died,
A thousand people have died,
We have to run as fast as we can,
From the past,
Say good-bye,
We have to travel a thousand miles,
So wide,
Please don’t die.
A thousand stars are passing by,
There's nothing and no one in this,
One siku we'll look back with no regrets,
A thousand endless years have passed us by,
Please dont drift away.
We have to run away,
A thousand miles...
A thousand years...
A thousand months...
A thousand days...
There's no diffrence in how it makes,
A thousand mistakes,
We need to run,
Please dont give up your faith in me.
Guessing Who's behind The Curtain,,
Who Walks along Besides U
Who always Dream about U
She Dancing without Music,,,
She sleeps without Dreams
waiting for a reason for walking,,,Even just to see u Smile once
See..Who Hiding behind ME..
She's The Lover
She's The dreamer
she's not even ordinary
and
she Needs u
'Im Only wanting your smile besides me....every morning got u smile awaiting from my widows was the Miracle for ME'
they Teasing about togetherness..
just Ignore them..
Im feeling Lucky to have a hearth mate in this Earth
u only can see me Dance,,fall out the Songs.
But u CAn jiunge
Who Walks along Besides U
Who always Dream about U
She Dancing without Music,,,
She sleeps without Dreams
waiting for a reason for walking,,,Even just to see u Smile once
See..Who Hiding behind ME..
She's The Lover
She's The dreamer
she's not even ordinary
and
she Needs u
'Im Only wanting your smile besides me....every morning got u smile awaiting from my widows was the Miracle for ME'
they Teasing about togetherness..
just Ignore them..
Im feeling Lucky to have a hearth mate in this Earth
u only can see me Dance,,fall out the Songs.
But u CAn jiunge
Coz I am not as hard as stone
Yes I am not a new grown bud
That doesn't mean wewe can throw on me that dirty mud
I know we can share something other than smile
But I think sharing is not your style
If I am complicated
au if I am not sophisticated
upendo me and care me as I am
No one is like me and I am like none
I accept wewe as wewe are
Stand beside me so that I can see my power
Look there is something deep heart
But leaving that behind I am ready to stand up with wewe and make a brand new start
I am just a simple person to upendo wewe and care you
But don't try to crush my feelings from your branded shoes
*This poem is dedicated to HouseMindfreak. A truly awesome Godsmack fan, and a good friend. Enjoy Godsmack mashabiki out there!!!*
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
au behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My moyo always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the muziki rise
The tamasha maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me au behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
au behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My moyo always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the muziki rise
The tamasha maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me au behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
failing to swim
Succeeding to sink
Downing in the red ink
Slipping falling beneath the waves
Drowning in the red ink
Crying out but choking
Drowning in the red ink
kicking screaming not escaping drowning
dying life is seaping
Drowning in the red ink
Slipping into unconisness losing all senses of life
Head is throbing moyo is raceing
The end is near so say good bye AND..........
Air Land Safety free at last
Free of the tourture the pain the struggle
Free to breath free to live
Free to ..........
GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!!
A place to hide
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of upendo and peace
The only place where the wild red roses grow.
I see wewe standing there
People call wewe my stalker
I call wewe my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person wewe truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My moyo never grows weary here
My upendo blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of upendo and peace
The only place where the wild red roses grow.
I see wewe standing there
People call wewe my stalker
I call wewe my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person wewe truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My moyo never grows weary here
My upendo blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
