I read the script, kusoma down the creased page, held kwa all the buffer men before me. WHAT I AM DOING HERE!, i seriously cant hope that I'm going to get this part. I mean, Edward Cullen is a perfection, i don't even see anything in myself. read further.
Edward and Bella passionately kiss on Bella's kitanda
WHAT? i gotta do what? With her? Kristen? oh god please help me and protect me from my embarrassment.This is the reason why i'm still single, because im a dork and cause well, i can't really kiss,. again adding to my hypothesis, why am i seriously here!! if there was a dawati in here i would be banging my head on it. I felt Kristen shift closer to me, her worn perfume growing near, almost warming my skin. Remembering that my character is madly in upendo with this girl, i am forced to look up at her. Her eyes are lustful.
"i wanted to try something, stay still"[Bella brings on the kiss, Edward holds back, in order to protect and refrain.
Kristen hand caught a tussle of my hair, sending the blood from my head to my toes, leaving me with nothing but my nerves, my moyo could possibly be mocking to tune of the Bella's lullaby.But my male instincts kicked in before my mind did, i pushed my chest higher bringing her closer in a way, that set her off, then she was on me, parting my lips with hers.
She was moist and sweet, with a hint of cigarette, and broken lip-gloss. I totally forgot my character and let go, what did wewe expect me to do, I'm a guy... But i knew she was still being professional, still in character. A human, in full lust with her uper hot vampire Boyfriend.Her nails snatched the collar, alama of my shati and forced me upon her, wow, now she's playing with fire.



The Flight home, was just a play -by-play of my audition, and a growing disappointment that i will properly never get the part. and therefore see her again. And unfortunately for me , LA to London is a long flight.... i hired one of those lame rental DVD screens, to ease my worries, flicking through the sinema i knew i wasn't actually going to pay attention too,
"She's the man"
"Pearl Harbour"
"Cat'n'dogs"
"Into the wild"

1. boring
2.not my style.
3.im 24?
4. alright.

ARE wewe KIDDING ME!
bangs head on chakula tray.