I raced through the forest, my breath coming in gasps, my legs acging, and blood began ozzing from a wound on my shoulder. Everything was so complicated now. I had run away from my clanmates, It had all been to much, I couldnt take the whispering, the piteiful eyes, StormClans humiliation because of me! An enemy clan had offered to have there medicane cat heal me! What, did they think Pinegrowth was not good enough au somthing? Did they think she wasnt trying? Did they think they were better then StarClan even though StarClan declaired the wounds were unhealable? No! I was not willing to let StormClan suffer because of me! My memory flashed back to the simplier times. When did it all start to go wrong? I wondered........

I remembered, opening my eyes to the world for the first time. I was the first born, and I was first to open my eyes. I laid against my mother, Stormstars cozy stomach, I could feel the warmth of the nursery against my fluffy kit-fur, smell the soothing maziwa coming off Stormstar, I knew her mussels were still straining, she was still exhausted from giving birth. Then i heard a squeak besides me, I slighly turned and saw a little ginger boundle, the size of me, whiping his tounge over his little pink nose, he opened his amber eyes slolwy and once fully open he smiled at me. Then I heard my mother, Stormstar talking with Swiftbreeze, her stomach had recently become heavy with kits, although wewe could hardly tell at the moment, her mate, Shrewclaw quarded the entrance to the nursery. "So what are wewe gona name them?" Swiftbreeze asked Stormstar. "We'll I'll call them Parchkit and Foxkit" I declaired. Then I notcied Sparrowbeak and Sharpthistle enter, while Swiftbreeze left the den, it was getting crowded anyway. "Wow there beautiful!" Sharpthistle exclaimed, his tone unusualy soft. He rubbed muzzles with Stormstar, while Sparrowbeak sniffed us. "there beautiful" she purred. I slowly drifted off into a soothing sleep.
When I woke up, there were two zaidi newborn kits besides me and Foxkit, they were later known as Bluekit and Jaykit.
As I grew up, and reached five moons old, I enjoyed life and believed all life was sacred, even the tiniest buibui caught in its own trap. I remember finding that, I clawed at the snall web very gently until the buibui was realesed then it went on my paw, it looked up at me for a few heartbeats, as if it was saying thank you, then i lowered my paw and i crawled off and dissapeared into the undergrowth. I felt so proud that day. Then I remember Foxkit leaping on my back and us playfighting.
Soon, i remember, every time I saw Tanglepaw, my moyo soared, I complimented him in every way I could. I tried to make him like me zaidi then just a silly kit too, but he always seemed so blind back then.
Then, Finally the siku came where I was made an apprentace, I was so excited to be sharing a pango with Tanglepaw. And when the siku came where Tanglescars warrior cerimony entered, I led the cheering and called the loudest. I was so thrilled for him, but then, I thought i was losing my upendo to Dreampaw, they soon starting sharing meals, and looking at each other with shinning eyes filled with love. I was jelous of Dreampaw, jelous that she was so close to the cat i loved, but i was not one to hold a grudge, and felt zaidi despare than rage.
I soon began to wonder whether It'd be better if I dissapeared and let them be together in peace, but then, Tanglescar alisema he loved me. I couldnt believe it! He really alisema he loved me! I cried that day, but not from sadness, but from happiness. Although, Dreampaw was not like me, she felt heartbroken and it blocked her chee and judgement. She brutaly attacked me in my nest, and left me with scars that would never heal. Everyone thought i was furious with her and would never forgive her. "revenge...revenge" I echoed the word outloud, everyone thought it meant i would try and get revenge on her, but they were all wrong, when i echoed it, I wasnt say that, I was repeating her words, "revenge...revenge" I repeated, I knew i should have been zaidi prepared, but i didnt take her seriosuly when i should have. Then, Pinegrowth alisema she recieved a dream from StarClan, and I would never be a warrior. Although, Dreampaw never thought i had forgiven her for the scars, I was not one to hold a grudge, and wanted to tell her that I was never truley made at HER but myself, for putting both her and Tanglescar through so much pain. Soon, Foxpaw told me that he secretly loved Dreampaw, but wasnt sure how she would react since I took her mate, "that just makes her availible for a new mate" I reassured him. He nodded to my words and promised to tell her the truth once he got back from the patrol. I was proud of my little brother. Then on the Patrol to rescue a rouge kit, Foxpaw pushed me out of the way, and died saving me! We had a close bond, and I wish that after he pushed me out of the way, I hadnt looked back to see what happened, I watched his spine get cracked kwa the badger, and watched him die, i watched the light die from his eyes but did nothing. That should have been me! I had never truley recovered from the shock, Pinegrwoth offered me herbs but i had pushed them away. Nothing could truley heal my sorrow. Soon, I realized that Tanglescar was all i had left, he was the only one who cared about me anymore, not because i was the piteiful cat in camp but because he loved me! And i felt the same. I was last to go to sleep ever since foxpaws death, I always watched the stars and then, i had a vision. I was running through the forest, blood ozzing from my wounds as i tore through thorns, i soon fell to the ground and bled to death. I knew Foxpaw had sent it to me, I could sense his presence. "Tanglescar" I told my mate "I cant go on like this......."

Now, I raced through the forest, my vision blurred kwa leaves, then i felt torns scarring me from all sides, my scars sliced open, blood ozing everywhere! I felt the presence of a ginder tom cat, smaller then me, racing at my side, through the thorns. "Stop!" He exclaimed. I knew it was Foxpaw. He jumped towards me and i felt weight knocking me over, I gasped and looked up in amazement but then realized Foxpaw was gone and Jaypaw stood over me. "your insane!" Jaypaw exclaimed. "What are wewe doing! Your losing alot of blood!" "Maybe its for the best!" I yowled. He let me stand up and I faced my brother and realized he had been hunting when he found me! "Why should wewe care! Ever since I became an apprentace you've done nothing but ignore me!" I hissed. Jaypaw remained silent for a moment then spoke so low, i was shocked i could hear him. "No" He whispered, without looking at me. "Im not your brother, were not even kin." I stared at him an amazement. "But thats impossible! wewe were there! A couple hours after me and Foxpaws birth! But then again......." I remember i had never SEEN him b born like i had Foxpaw. "Parchpaw......" Jaypaw whispered. I followed his gaze to my paws and saw a huge pool of blood everywhere! I screeched and fell to the ground, the life leaving me. "b-but......w-who are-re wewe then......." I choked out. His eyes were cold as he spoke, "were Pinestripes kits." Before I could say anymore the life left me and I died. Last I knew I was waking up in StarClan, Foxpaw sat infront of me, "did wewe know?" I asked. Foxpaw looked down at his paws, "no" he whispered, "Im just as shocked as you."