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men's brains vs. women's brains

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I Am.../If In Life

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i am lonely and sad...
i wonder how no one notices au sees the tears
i hear open mouths and...
i see open hands
i want to help them, but can't because
i am lonely and sad.

i pretend not to care but...
i feel the pain, whether wewe know it au not.
i've touched the flame, and...
i fear i have burned, but...
i cry...whether wewe care to notice au not.
i am lonely and sad

i understand wewe don't care about me...
i say i don't care about what wewe say but...
i dream of the siku the line is true.
i try to make wewe understand and
i hope wewe will but...until then...
i am lonely and sad

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what if I...

Short Poems

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~The Gun~
we all have one...
if it slips, you're done.
some carry it deep within.
for some, it's just beneath the skin.
we all own one,
let it slip, you're done.
sound like fun?
then just shun...
everyone.
you'll see the result...
it's always the same.
it will always end...
with a bang!

~Truth~
before the lie seeps in,
truth is soon at it's fin.
the lies bury the truth deep.
and the truth...doesn't always seep...

~When wewe Left~
the siku was long and dreary
you have left me weary
my eyes are often teary
so let me say one last thing...
i take back everything I've said

~Nightmare~
my dream
fear that i fight
a nightmare

~Love...

I Believe/Final March/The Dead

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I believe in the power of love
the influence of music
the fact that words can't hurt you
the evil we all poses
the fact that some things won't stop, even if they should;
war, fighting, killing

but the ndoto that upendo always will come isn't true.

I believe in the strength of hate
I believe in the light at the end
I believe in a life after death
Memories, flowers, smiles

and I believe in the fact that no one can set wewe free...they can only help

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the headstone says
the fresh flowers bloom
the still and silence
lose and loneliness
words on my tongue
"another soldier is gone forever"

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nothingness
fear in the air
screams of Lost souls, wings always beating
heat of the flames melting me
the hate and uchungu, chungu loneliness
I'm in Hell

Kem's Story 2, when Meshrew laughs

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Have wewe ever wondered what it'd be like to have someone who looks exactly like wewe around wewe at all times? Unfortunately, I don't have to wonder. My name's Kem Senef, Black Blood in Egyptian. Some may say having a twin is like having 2 of the same person. I say it's zaidi like taking one person and taring him in half. My twin is Meshrew Hesep, Evening Garden. Sounds angelic compared to my name, doesn't it? wewe have no idea...Our parents may as well have just been his, it would have saved me a lot of pain in the long run.
I HATE my brother because he was treated like...

Awake and Alive

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In Your Arms

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*ok, this is a song i wrote....i'm no pro at this so i hope it works....

Chorus:
i finally found a place where i belong...
in your arms
a place where it's ok to cry...(Male Verson: a place where i don't have to try)
in your arms
the place i feel at home...
in your arms

it's almost like this is the 1st
love i've ever had....
my last upendo ended in pain...
a million tears have past by...
these blue eyes have seen so much,
but not 2 b noticed kwa them...
but with u it seems fine 2 cry...
i don't understand y but...

~Chorus~

you're the only one left...
that can heal this moyo of mine.
the scars may never go away,
but...

Remember To Forget/Summer Is Gone/The Past Bites

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I remember
as much as i forget.
but no mater what i remember...
i never remember to forget you

i know wewe well enough to know...
wewe never loved me...
no matter what wewe said.
so now...
i must remember to forget...
you.

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summer is gone
wewe had to go back home.
so, now what do i do?
wewe left me here all alone...
so now i watch,
so now i wait,
as my moyo aches,
as my moyo breaks.

will i be able...
to wait?
au was this all...
just fake?

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i'd like to forget
what i've been through.
and what my life's been like.
i'd like to see a light at the end of the tunnel...
but every time i forget...
the past jumps back in front of me.

Nightmare

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The Only Exception

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This is The Call

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Julian and/or Erlking

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Time 2 Go

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(Chorus)
i loved u so
but it was time 2 go
u spoke my name
i never came
'cos it was time 2 go
so i showed no pain
even though it hurts again...

is it possible 4 u...
2 c the upendo i'm hidin'?
is it possible u know....
all the pain i keep...
bottled up inside?
can u even c...
all the upendo inside of me?
i've tried but i can't leave....because...

(Chorus)

u never so much...
as looked at me b4
so how can i believe...
u actually care about me?
but this pain, it just won't end.
you're never truly gone.
i feel u beside me every step i take
trying 2 call me back.
but long ago...

(Chorus)

oh, i cried and cried and cried 4 u but...

From The Inside

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me and/or Blackheart

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Look Through My Eyes/Life/What's Life

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found strength inside,
even though i cried.
not overcome with pride,
it'll eat me from inside.
can't say i haven't tried,
can't say i haven't lied.

my life is like crud...
but u wouldn't know it...
just looking into my eyes.

so...why don't wewe try
to take a look
through my eyes

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Life.
What's Life?
Faith, Love, Hate, Hope, Lust, Trust, Truth, Lies, Pain, Pride, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Loneliness, Try, Strength, Hard, Hate, Grief, Longing, Peace, War, Sports, Friends, Family, Ememys, Fun, Brave, Goin' on, Anger, Revenge, Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place, Not everybody...

The siku I Was Imprisoned...

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There was a time when I was locked away...in a sepulchre in the forest....by now wewe should all be familiar with the Halloween parties a throw every year...the masquerades I host with the small stone building as the entrance 2 to ever changing, always scary themes. That small stone building....was my own grave sight...which I modified to be such an entrance 2 an underground massive ball room. Turn my sorrow in2 something grand...that's why I did it. There was another reason, 2, though....I kept it there as a constant reminder that no matter how human I may feel...or act au look...I'm still...

Unpretty

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Through The Glass

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