In other words...I have a lot of feels right now and despite watching really violent stuff at the moment, I still feel the need to kuinua, kunyanyua people's spirits and spread joy and upendo and— Okay now I think I'm going a little overboard with the optimism facade. Anyways, I still feel the need to post something happy and that's what I am doing right now. I don't really know how I'm going to set this up, since I'm just uandishi it during the heat of the moment (aha Supernatural joke *is shot*) so...just roll with it guys.
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"Can wewe still see the moyo of me?
All my agony fades away,
When wewe hold me in your embrace.
Don't tear me down for all I need,
Make my moyo a better place,
Give me something I can believe.
Don't tear it down, what's left of me,
Make my moyo a better place." - Within Temptation
So, I'm sure that everyone has dealt with their own little drama in the past week. (As I have seen it happen) Mainly what I want to do in this makala is establish a calm and serene mood. I want wewe to know that you're not alone when dealing with certain bumps in your life. I want wewe to know that talking to someone is all wewe really need. I want wewe to know that their will always be people there to back wewe up and support you. I want wewe all to have and onyesha respect to others because everyone is fighting their own battles.
So yeah, this all seems like stuff we should all know and be doing instantly, right? Yeah this seems kind of redundant and me being this nice is a bit strange and...even a bit mushy sounding in my own opinion. But, fuck it, I'm feeling generous and motivational tonight.
I now think I know the true purpose of this article; for me to explain my feelings on people and this site in general. This is zaidi of a reflection of the sort so, I hope wewe enjoy.
First of all, I want to discuss the people I've known for awhile au whom I've spoken to personally. I understand that I know some of wewe a lot zaidi than others and that I honestly like a few of wewe zaidi than others, but I still care for wewe all none the less. wewe all have been here for me; have supported me; joked with me; and have been Marafiki with me. I appreciate everything that wewe all have done for me. I have never been the type au person to really feel much empathy towards others. I can feel empathy towards animals, fictional characters and maybe, strangely, even inanimate objects. But people are always the...things that I've had trouble connecting with. Unless I've known wewe for zaidi than half of my existence, I probably won't care about wewe very much. Sorry to say so, but that's just how it is. But...for some reason, I tend to feel zaidi compassion towards people on the internet and I don't really know why. Even if we've only met once, and you're having some issues, I will always feel bad for wewe and try to help wewe out. Due to this tendency of mine, I have had various Marafiki of mine ask me to back them up when someone is bothering au bullying them. (Either of which I cannot stand) I am this way with people I am really close with as well, though. If wewe start bothering/bullying someone I know personally, I will kick your punda and make sure wewe shut your trap. If wewe start doing the same to someone via the internet, I will give wewe a run for your money and make sure wewe shut the fuck up and never even dare gaze upon their mere user ikoni again. My Marafiki are very important, and I'm actually glad that I have this protective side of me towards wewe guys. It gives me some sort of purpose, and makes me smile when I see that you're happy once again. I know that a certain few of wewe would do the same for me, and that just makes me so glad. I will never understand people who say those on the internet are not your friends, because they've obviously never met people like you. *cries because of chick-flick moment...I seriously need to stop with the SPN jokes*
"So thank wewe for standing right kwa me (I will always upendo you),
So thank wewe for being behind me (You are just so amazing),
And watching me grow and letting others know,
That wewe still believe in what I'll be." - Christina Aguilera
Second, I want to talk about this spot in particular. When I first joined it, it was only a mere size of what it is today. I had a lot less than 5,000 mashabiki and wasn't as active as some had liked it to be. I was a little nervous being on here since I had no idea how things worked and I knew absolutely nobody. (And when I clicked on other spots, I saw that everyone was pretty familiar with one another and were pretty well acquainted already) I remember posting this really stupid and poorly written story on here and thought absolutely no one would read it. But, surprise surprise, someone ametoa maoni on my ukuta and alisema that I was "good" and she asked me if I would like to be Marafiki with her. I was really happy, and of course we started chatting, and that is how I met pandawinx—one of the nicest girls wewe will ever meet on here. She soon started up this role-play, and I joined, along the way meeting a lot of the users who would be very close Marafiki of mine. (One of them even being Zannie!) But, that eventually calmed down, and I started my own role-play; meeting a lot of other awesome users and becoming zaidi comfortable and affiliated with others I knew already. I'm still Marafiki with the majority of those people and still greatly care for them. Of course, that role-play died down too and while I was still going on fanpop, I met a lot of others on this site who were just as nice and fun. So, all in all, this site has always been my favorite. Everyone here is so nice, we all know each other and it's just a great place to be. It was the spot where I received my first medal; my first friends; and even when I am long gone from fanpop, the memories will still remain.
"I'm on the edge of glory,
And I'm hanging on a moment with you,
I'm on the edge with you." - Lady GaGa
Finally, I want to talk about fanpop in general. Yeah, it's got it's faults and of course the obvious trolls and what-not, but all in all, it's a great site. I've met so many awesome people on here and the whole thing has just been a great big experience that I will never forget. The creators are nice, helpful and do what they need to do to make this place awesome. This is why I'm so defensive when people bad-mouth the spot. It's my sekunde inayopendelewa social networking sites (The first being tumblr) and it's where I spend the majority of my time and energy while I am on the internet. I'm so happy that this site exists. I would have never met all the people I know without it, and it even helps me out on fandom news, which I just awesome. Despite some of it's changes in layout not making much sense sometimes, it's a great site that I hope to still be apart of for years to come. *oh look im a suck up hahaha—no*
"Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine,
Stars in our eyes 'cause we're having a good time,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die.
Be your best friend yeah I'll upendo wewe forever,
Up in the clouds we'll be higher than ever,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die and it's alright." - Lady GaGa
So that pretty much wraps up all the feels and goodness that I wanted to spread here. I hope that this made wewe feel better if wewe were sad, au just made wewe happy. (Because that's really the point) This isn't my best work but...it's to make people feel appreciated so, I don't really care if it sucks completely; I still feel good that I wrote something positive. On that note, I guess I'll just leave wewe with this,
"Deep in my moyo I'm concealing,
Things that I'm longing to say,
Scared to confess what I'm feeling,
Frightened you'll slip away.
wewe must upendo me,
wewe must upendo me." - Madonna
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"Can wewe still see the moyo of me?
All my agony fades away,
When wewe hold me in your embrace.
Don't tear me down for all I need,
Make my moyo a better place,
Give me something I can believe.
Don't tear it down, what's left of me,
Make my moyo a better place." - Within Temptation
So, I'm sure that everyone has dealt with their own little drama in the past week. (As I have seen it happen) Mainly what I want to do in this makala is establish a calm and serene mood. I want wewe to know that you're not alone when dealing with certain bumps in your life. I want wewe to know that talking to someone is all wewe really need. I want wewe to know that their will always be people there to back wewe up and support you. I want wewe all to have and onyesha respect to others because everyone is fighting their own battles.
So yeah, this all seems like stuff we should all know and be doing instantly, right? Yeah this seems kind of redundant and me being this nice is a bit strange and...even a bit mushy sounding in my own opinion. But, fuck it, I'm feeling generous and motivational tonight.
I now think I know the true purpose of this article; for me to explain my feelings on people and this site in general. This is zaidi of a reflection of the sort so, I hope wewe enjoy.
First of all, I want to discuss the people I've known for awhile au whom I've spoken to personally. I understand that I know some of wewe a lot zaidi than others and that I honestly like a few of wewe zaidi than others, but I still care for wewe all none the less. wewe all have been here for me; have supported me; joked with me; and have been Marafiki with me. I appreciate everything that wewe all have done for me. I have never been the type au person to really feel much empathy towards others. I can feel empathy towards animals, fictional characters and maybe, strangely, even inanimate objects. But people are always the...things that I've had trouble connecting with. Unless I've known wewe for zaidi than half of my existence, I probably won't care about wewe very much. Sorry to say so, but that's just how it is. But...for some reason, I tend to feel zaidi compassion towards people on the internet and I don't really know why. Even if we've only met once, and you're having some issues, I will always feel bad for wewe and try to help wewe out. Due to this tendency of mine, I have had various Marafiki of mine ask me to back them up when someone is bothering au bullying them. (Either of which I cannot stand) I am this way with people I am really close with as well, though. If wewe start bothering/bullying someone I know personally, I will kick your punda and make sure wewe shut your trap. If wewe start doing the same to someone via the internet, I will give wewe a run for your money and make sure wewe shut the fuck up and never even dare gaze upon their mere user ikoni again. My Marafiki are very important, and I'm actually glad that I have this protective side of me towards wewe guys. It gives me some sort of purpose, and makes me smile when I see that you're happy once again. I know that a certain few of wewe would do the same for me, and that just makes me so glad. I will never understand people who say those on the internet are not your friends, because they've obviously never met people like you. *cries because of chick-flick moment...I seriously need to stop with the SPN jokes*
"So thank wewe for standing right kwa me (I will always upendo you),
So thank wewe for being behind me (You are just so amazing),
And watching me grow and letting others know,
That wewe still believe in what I'll be." - Christina Aguilera
Second, I want to talk about this spot in particular. When I first joined it, it was only a mere size of what it is today. I had a lot less than 5,000 mashabiki and wasn't as active as some had liked it to be. I was a little nervous being on here since I had no idea how things worked and I knew absolutely nobody. (And when I clicked on other spots, I saw that everyone was pretty familiar with one another and were pretty well acquainted already) I remember posting this really stupid and poorly written story on here and thought absolutely no one would read it. But, surprise surprise, someone ametoa maoni on my ukuta and alisema that I was "good" and she asked me if I would like to be Marafiki with her. I was really happy, and of course we started chatting, and that is how I met pandawinx—one of the nicest girls wewe will ever meet on here. She soon started up this role-play, and I joined, along the way meeting a lot of the users who would be very close Marafiki of mine. (One of them even being Zannie!) But, that eventually calmed down, and I started my own role-play; meeting a lot of other awesome users and becoming zaidi comfortable and affiliated with others I knew already. I'm still Marafiki with the majority of those people and still greatly care for them. Of course, that role-play died down too and while I was still going on fanpop, I met a lot of others on this site who were just as nice and fun. So, all in all, this site has always been my favorite. Everyone here is so nice, we all know each other and it's just a great place to be. It was the spot where I received my first medal; my first friends; and even when I am long gone from fanpop, the memories will still remain.
"I'm on the edge of glory,
And I'm hanging on a moment with you,
I'm on the edge with you." - Lady GaGa
Finally, I want to talk about fanpop in general. Yeah, it's got it's faults and of course the obvious trolls and what-not, but all in all, it's a great site. I've met so many awesome people on here and the whole thing has just been a great big experience that I will never forget. The creators are nice, helpful and do what they need to do to make this place awesome. This is why I'm so defensive when people bad-mouth the spot. It's my sekunde inayopendelewa social networking sites (The first being tumblr) and it's where I spend the majority of my time and energy while I am on the internet. I'm so happy that this site exists. I would have never met all the people I know without it, and it even helps me out on fandom news, which I just awesome. Despite some of it's changes in layout not making much sense sometimes, it's a great site that I hope to still be apart of for years to come. *oh look im a suck up hahaha—no*
"Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine,
Stars in our eyes 'cause we're having a good time,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die.
Be your best friend yeah I'll upendo wewe forever,
Up in the clouds we'll be higher than ever,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die and it's alright." - Lady GaGa
So that pretty much wraps up all the feels and goodness that I wanted to spread here. I hope that this made wewe feel better if wewe were sad, au just made wewe happy. (Because that's really the point) This isn't my best work but...it's to make people feel appreciated so, I don't really care if it sucks completely; I still feel good that I wrote something positive. On that note, I guess I'll just leave wewe with this,
"Deep in my moyo I'm concealing,
Things that I'm longing to say,
Scared to confess what I'm feeling,
Frightened you'll slip away.
wewe must upendo me,
wewe must upendo me." - Madonna
