Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do wewe remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make popcorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid video together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do wewe remember that?
Do wewe remember when I took wewe to see Green Day?
au all those parties we went to together?
Do wewe remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
au when wewe alisema we'd songesha in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do wewe remember how wewe alisema how proud wewe were of me? How thankful wewe were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do wewe remember that?
...
It's been over a mwaka now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how wewe suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse wewe could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily wewe threw me away.
How easily wewe broke my heart.
How easily wewe gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
wewe were there for me in my darkest times.
wewe were what kept me going.
wewe were the light at the end of the tunnel.
wewe were everything to me.
And I gave wewe all that I had.
And as I watched wewe throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away kwa the same person who gave it to me,
As the world Lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my moyo that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish wewe nothing but the best.
And if a siku comes where wewe need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do wewe remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make popcorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid video together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do wewe remember that?
Do wewe remember when I took wewe to see Green Day?
au all those parties we went to together?
Do wewe remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
au when wewe alisema we'd songesha in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do wewe remember how wewe alisema how proud wewe were of me? How thankful wewe were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do wewe remember that?
...
It's been over a mwaka now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how wewe suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse wewe could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily wewe threw me away.
How easily wewe broke my heart.
How easily wewe gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
wewe were there for me in my darkest times.
wewe were what kept me going.
wewe were the light at the end of the tunnel.
wewe were everything to me.
And I gave wewe all that I had.
And as I watched wewe throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away kwa the same person who gave it to me,
As the world Lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my moyo that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish wewe nothing but the best.
And if a siku comes where wewe need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend