When I woke up, I felt like Emmet au another Vampire was sitting on my shoulder. I can't describe the pain.When my vision was clear Alice, Carlisle, Esme and Jasper were in the room. Carlisle walked over to me and said.
Addi, how do wewe feel? He ask.
My shoulder its hurting really badly. I told him.
Okay. Carlisle alisema and then walked out of the room.
Where is Nathen? I ask.
Alice looked at me and said, He's fine.
Oh okay. I said.
I didn't know where he was but I shouldn't have to know where he was as long as he was okay. I didn't want to be so clingy, like always asking what are wewe doing, where are wewe going. I didn't want to be like that. I thought maybe that he didn't want to be around me anymore. I didn't let him get through the walls I built up sinse Cody au Michael had dumped me. I had to protect myself now, I can't let each guy get me down to a bottomless pit like Michael and Cody created and the filled and then cause for it to open back up. Carlisle had walked back into my room and put something in my I.V. I noticed that my room had turned into a hospital room, except I was still in my bed. I started looking around again I had oxygen and an iv. I didn't know what to think.
Before I could ask, How hurt I was, Edward walked into and totally read my mind and told Carlisle what I was thinking.
Your going to be fine, Addi. Just minor injuries. Carlisle said.
Oh okay, I told him.
I tried sitting up kwa myself and edward and Alice rushed over to help me.
Thanks. I said.
Esme alisema That she had to go do some stuff and Alice and Jasper left and carlisle. Edward stayed behind knowing what I was thinking and pretty much answered all my maswali for me that I had.
Like, Does Nathen like me?, au Why did Alice tell me something completely different than what I had asked.
Yes, Nathen does like you, Addi. Edward said.
I'm just scared that I'm gonna get hurt again, I don't want that whole to open up again. I told him.
Its hard, I know but trust him. He said.
I will, its gonna take some time though I think. I said.
Where is he? I ask Edward.
He is runnign. Edward said.
Oh. I said.
Once me and Edward sat there in silence Nathen walk through the door.
hujambo Nathen. I alisema smiling.
Hey, How ya feelin'? He ask.
Pretty good, Carlisle gave me some medicine for my shoulder so I'm happy now. I said.
Good. Nathen alisema walking over to my kitanda and kissing me on juu of the head.
wewe can sit on my bed. I told him while patting a place on the bed.
I didn't want to hurt you. He told me.
Your not going to hurt. I said.
I'm going to try and not to hurt you, wewe are so fragile! He said.
Nathen, please just treat me normal. I alisema while continuing. I don't feel like I belong here. Everyone is way stronger than me. I said.
Addi, wewe are human. Its fine with me and wewe do belong here. he said.
Nathen wewe don't get, I have everyone looking after me, I feel like I'm in the way with everyone's lives. I continued. Like two days zamani everyone had to stop their own lives just to protect me, I hate when people have to take care of me its like I'm cutting their lives off au something, Nathen. I said.
Addi, wewe are wonderful, we want to take care of wewe we upendo you. He said.
I upendo ya'll too, but wewe had to stop your life for 2 days just because of me, I don't want that. I told him.
Addi, we don't mind. Nathen said.
Nathen, I'm sorry but I don't want wewe to have to stop your whole life because of me. I said.
I looked away from him and decided that I needed to get out of the house. I pulled my I.V. off and the oxygen and went to my bathroom. I saw a pair of jeans and a longsleeved shati in the floor I pulled off my pajamas and then I looked at my shoulder for a while and then put on my clothes. As I was walking into the karakana I got my koti, jacket and kofia, chapeo and got onto my motorcycle. I pulled out of the karakana and saw Nathen in his mbwa mwitu form following me. I started crying and I drove faster. I knew how to handle a bike, my dad use to race and always let me ride with him when I ask. I keept going for miles, I headed south.