sorry if my grammar is not the best but english is not my native language
renesmee pov
noah wasnt in any of the inayofuata classes.
i was grateful but also each class i hope that he would be there so i could see his face...
o come on renesmee cullen get a grip of yourself was he even that good looking??
i remember in my head...yep yeah he was zaidi like GOD LOOKING
But it was a good thing i was alone in those classes so i could think about what was happening i look at my bracelete it was a gift from jacob like a promise bracelete i sigh
my thoughts were interrupted buy the teacher
mr. hara "ok kids i was planning that today we could work in teams of three but i am going to make the groups ok" i heard all the boys and girls getting excited i was groaning in my head
o great this is just great
mr. hara make the groups and i was with 2 other girls emma (she was tall slender with blue eyes and black hair) and julia(had curly brown hair smaller also slender and brown eyes).
when mr. hara alisema our team emma just smile lightly at me and julia give me the ugliest look making me look down
o great this is just great
and then ask the teacher
"mr. hara do wewe think i can change teams?"
"ooo no no no changing teams" he smile at her
"well can i go to the nursery, im not felling my best "
"ooo ok ok but dont take too long"
she gave me another look "yeah yeah" and left the class
o great this is just great
i was still looking down when emma laughed and alisema "julia is usually not like that but is just that she is jealous because wewe had lunch with her noah "
i was shock
emma keep speaking "dont get me wrong is not that noah ever even look at her well at anyone but still " she look at me waiting to alisema something but what was i suppose to say at that
"but it look to me that wewe already knew him au something like that ,do you??"
"mmm something like that he knew a relative of me" i alisema that was not true but i couldnt say the truth
well not exactly i had never saw noah in my life but we are the same strange kind half vampire half human wewe know yeah that would be the prefect answer
"o but dont mind julia au any of the other girls in a few days thing will calm down"she smile
well i think this is the closest thing of a friend that i might have...
through the class we chat of other thing mostly about emma she was only child and she is sure she will be a director of movies.
She says that everything in life is just like sinema i laughed at that. then the kengele sounded
"do wewe need a ride home??"emma said
"no thanks but emma can i ask wewe something"
"sure nessie"
"well dont wewe think that if wewe speak to me your Marafiki will stop talking to you?'"
"nah if that happens in a few days they will talk to me again and i am not a follower just because every girl is jealous and ignores wewe well then i am going to talk to wewe thats just who i am an my Marafiki know that and wewe are one of the nicest Marafiki a have"
"well thanks wewe too "i smile
kwa then we had arrived to the parking lot and noah was standing kwa a car my moyo stared to beat faster.
ugh he was even zaidi beautiful than i remember was that even possible??
emma saw him but just alisema bye ness and get in her car and drive away.
i walk slowly to noah when i nervously and undecieded look up his beautiful green eyes were worried again but also sad
"do wewe still want that i ride wewe nyumbani ness??"he ask polietly softly and sad like already expecting a denial
but looking at him my worries went away and a alisema quickly
"YES of course a still want a ride" i smile he was back to his happy self that i love
.... wait that I upendo no nono i cant i no
he opened the door "pretty ladies first"he smile brightly at me i laugh "thanks "
there was nobody in the parking lot now so he really run to his door and was sitting in a few seconds.
"where to " he ask immitating a cab driver
i told him my adress laughing
renesmee pov
noah wasnt in any of the inayofuata classes.
i was grateful but also each class i hope that he would be there so i could see his face...
o come on renesmee cullen get a grip of yourself was he even that good looking??
i remember in my head...yep yeah he was zaidi like GOD LOOKING
But it was a good thing i was alone in those classes so i could think about what was happening i look at my bracelete it was a gift from jacob like a promise bracelete i sigh
my thoughts were interrupted buy the teacher
mr. hara "ok kids i was planning that today we could work in teams of three but i am going to make the groups ok" i heard all the boys and girls getting excited i was groaning in my head
o great this is just great
mr. hara make the groups and i was with 2 other girls emma (she was tall slender with blue eyes and black hair) and julia(had curly brown hair smaller also slender and brown eyes).
when mr. hara alisema our team emma just smile lightly at me and julia give me the ugliest look making me look down
o great this is just great
and then ask the teacher
"mr. hara do wewe think i can change teams?"
"ooo no no no changing teams" he smile at her
"well can i go to the nursery, im not felling my best "
"ooo ok ok but dont take too long"
she gave me another look "yeah yeah" and left the class
o great this is just great
i was still looking down when emma laughed and alisema "julia is usually not like that but is just that she is jealous because wewe had lunch with her noah "
i was shock
emma keep speaking "dont get me wrong is not that noah ever even look at her well at anyone but still " she look at me waiting to alisema something but what was i suppose to say at that
"but it look to me that wewe already knew him au something like that ,do you??"
"mmm something like that he knew a relative of me" i alisema that was not true but i couldnt say the truth
well not exactly i had never saw noah in my life but we are the same strange kind half vampire half human wewe know yeah that would be the prefect answer
"o but dont mind julia au any of the other girls in a few days thing will calm down"she smile
well i think this is the closest thing of a friend that i might have...
through the class we chat of other thing mostly about emma she was only child and she is sure she will be a director of movies.
She says that everything in life is just like sinema i laughed at that. then the kengele sounded
"do wewe need a ride home??"emma said
"no thanks but emma can i ask wewe something"
"sure nessie"
"well dont wewe think that if wewe speak to me your Marafiki will stop talking to you?'"
"nah if that happens in a few days they will talk to me again and i am not a follower just because every girl is jealous and ignores wewe well then i am going to talk to wewe thats just who i am an my Marafiki know that and wewe are one of the nicest Marafiki a have"
"well thanks wewe too "i smile
kwa then we had arrived to the parking lot and noah was standing kwa a car my moyo stared to beat faster.
ugh he was even zaidi beautiful than i remember was that even possible??
emma saw him but just alisema bye ness and get in her car and drive away.
i walk slowly to noah when i nervously and undecieded look up his beautiful green eyes were worried again but also sad
"do wewe still want that i ride wewe nyumbani ness??"he ask polietly softly and sad like already expecting a denial
but looking at him my worries went away and a alisema quickly
"YES of course a still want a ride" i smile he was back to his happy self that i love
.... wait that I upendo no nono i cant i no
he opened the door "pretty ladies first"he smile brightly at me i laugh "thanks "
there was nobody in the parking lot now so he really run to his door and was sitting in a few seconds.
"where to " he ask immitating a cab driver
i told him my adress laughing
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what wewe think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what wewe think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when wewe say one of the maoni -and you've probably alisema one of the maoni zaidi then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure wewe can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so maarufu if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Marafiki just don't understand lol). How many do wewe think wewe can fill, maoni below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what wewe think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure wewe can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so maarufu if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Marafiki just don't understand lol). How many do wewe think wewe can fill, maoni below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what wewe think please.
So these are, kwa far, my inayopendelewa nukuu from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I upendo you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I upendo you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD