renesmee's pov

i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans

i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it

"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call wewe dog ok?" noah alisema
jake sigh and alisema "ok look i just wanted to explain wewe what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like upendo at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the siku she was born " jake alisema paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are wewe sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah alisema i laugh quietly
"no no agh could wewe shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can upendo YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are wewe going to let me explain"jake ask

"sure" noah said

"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's zaidi powerful that upendo at first sight it is zaidi absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i upendo her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."

noah was speechless for the fist time

"so do wewe see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug

noah was silent

"blood-noah "jake alisema expecting an answer

"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if wewe and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in upendo with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't wewe think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"

"imprinting doesn't is that it work au didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like wewe alisema that because wewe are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake alisema sure of himself

really ??he sounded so sure but the upendo i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion au a silly crush it was zaidi i remember the moto of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused

"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one zaidi thing,"noah alisema slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as wewe are"

jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't wewe just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but wewe are fighting something that wewe already lose ok "

"you wish dog and kwa the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said

and opened the door of my room before jake could answer

"hi noah "i alisema sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and alisema
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and kiss my forehead he sat kwa my kitanda and took my hand.

then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and kiss my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 kiss jake gave me in all my live.

but i realize i didn't felt the moto i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong

noah's grip on my hand became a little harder

"hey jake"

"Jacob, billy arrived he says that wewe need to come down" alice yelled

Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly

jake get up and run to the door

"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to Wanyonya damu and wewe know that"
he sigh "yeah wewe are right so i know wewe hear our conversation out there so what do wewe think about it?" noah ask

what did i think about imprinting au on noah's fellings about me au how i was going to chose au on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it

i look down "i dont know"

noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do wewe upendo well like me i know yesterday wewe alisema wewe did upendo me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"

"No Noah i don't only upendo jake i also upendo wewe and it is true i truly upendo wewe but i also truly upendo jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of wewe "

i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days

noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on moto kwa that simple touch

"its ok"he smile "i would stay here kwa your side until wewe want me to go away"

"so do wewe think that i could kiss wewe again ness?" he ask innocently

of course i wanted to kiss him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him

i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and kiss my cheek
"thank wewe ness "

then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for wewe " he alisema
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand

and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask wewe something about well your eating desicions well if wewe hunt hum"
"im coming " noah alisema
"tell ya" jake alisema smugly

be right back
ok i alisema
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed