nessie's pov
after 2 days i was perfectly fine so i was able to walk out of my room.
i was still confused about noah and jacob
but when i went down from my room the first night jake was at la push and noah was sleeping in what used to be my dad's room.
So in the living room they were only my regular family
(except my dad and mom they were probalby at our house....)
i realize that my aunts and uncs had taken sides on noah au jacob.. they were impossible
first ofcourse unc emmet would find funny my miserable situation
"So nessie wewe only need a human and a vampire to fall in upendo with wewe and wewe got them all!" he laugh i look at him with narrow eyes
"o emmet stop that but really nessie i think noah is the one" aunte rose alisema smiling
"o no wewe would chose anyone before approving jake no no i think it should be jake" unc jasper alisema
my mouth was open did they really thought this was a game ?
i look at aunt alice "no no i dont chose no one i cant see niether of them" she alisema i laugh
"im not going to vote yet im still waiting for the human and the vampire" unc emmet alisema and laugh again
now i was really angry
"you now im kidding ness dont worry i now wewe are going to make the right pick" unc emmet alisema and kubeba hug me
"thanks" i whispered still a bit angry
"but let it be anyone but the dog darling" aunt rose whispered
"rose "jasper alisema
alice and i laughed at them
*****
after that the inayofuata couple of weeks pass the same
i had breakfast with noah and all my family
at first my mom and my dad didn't like him my mom was clearly team jacob but after a few days they started to like him and my mom started also to be team noah a bit my didn't take any side but although he didn't admit it he like noah
everybody was surprized that rose was so kind to him when she usualy is... well as she is with others
carlisle always wanted to spend time with him to learn from his gifts especially the shifting esme well she likes everybody
emmet also liked him because he like to fight with him and noah was also funny they become zaidi than Marafiki zaidi like brothers
*
Then i went to school with noah
everybody thought we were a couple noah always smiled smugly and then laughed when someone ask us
i would thought the same we always were together except for some class he always hold my hand and touch my face in school.
i was still very good Marafiki with emma and the other girls still ignore me
then sometimes jake would pick me up and we would go to la push au we would hang at my house but when noah was around jake acted like a total jerk.....
when we were alone jake was the normal jake that i upendo
while i was with jake noah would be with my family
**
i knew that we couldn't continue to live like this but when i bring it up noah would say smiling
"nessie i don't mine at all this weeks are the happiest of my life. im with wewe and your family is great so dont worry i told wewe that as long as wewe upendo me i would be here"
and jake would say
if noah was around
"well i know ness i also think noah should leave but well he doesn't gets that wewe are mine"
and when we were alone
"its ok nessie i upendo wewe and i'll wait sorry for bieng a jerk sometimes"
***
but everything change one siku
alice had a vision
"the volturi are coming and elezar jiunge them again but well not all the volturi only aro and jane they will come in peace"
everybody couldn't belive the in peace part but well....
noah put his lips in my ears
"emm ness what are the volturi why are wewe so scare of them ?" and hold my hand
i laugh and also emmet that had heard
then everybody exlain what they were
"jezz bloodsucker before wewe came here and ruin everything where wewe were living under a rock" jake said
after 2 days i was perfectly fine so i was able to walk out of my room.
i was still confused about noah and jacob
but when i went down from my room the first night jake was at la push and noah was sleeping in what used to be my dad's room.
So in the living room they were only my regular family
(except my dad and mom they were probalby at our house....)
i realize that my aunts and uncs had taken sides on noah au jacob.. they were impossible
first ofcourse unc emmet would find funny my miserable situation
"So nessie wewe only need a human and a vampire to fall in upendo with wewe and wewe got them all!" he laugh i look at him with narrow eyes
"o emmet stop that but really nessie i think noah is the one" aunte rose alisema smiling
"o no wewe would chose anyone before approving jake no no i think it should be jake" unc jasper alisema
my mouth was open did they really thought this was a game ?
i look at aunt alice "no no i dont chose no one i cant see niether of them" she alisema i laugh
"im not going to vote yet im still waiting for the human and the vampire" unc emmet alisema and laugh again
now i was really angry
"you now im kidding ness dont worry i now wewe are going to make the right pick" unc emmet alisema and kubeba hug me
"thanks" i whispered still a bit angry
"but let it be anyone but the dog darling" aunt rose whispered
"rose "jasper alisema
alice and i laughed at them
*****
after that the inayofuata couple of weeks pass the same
i had breakfast with noah and all my family
at first my mom and my dad didn't like him my mom was clearly team jacob but after a few days they started to like him and my mom started also to be team noah a bit my didn't take any side but although he didn't admit it he like noah
everybody was surprized that rose was so kind to him when she usualy is... well as she is with others
carlisle always wanted to spend time with him to learn from his gifts especially the shifting esme well she likes everybody
emmet also liked him because he like to fight with him and noah was also funny they become zaidi than Marafiki zaidi like brothers
*
Then i went to school with noah
everybody thought we were a couple noah always smiled smugly and then laughed when someone ask us
i would thought the same we always were together except for some class he always hold my hand and touch my face in school.
i was still very good Marafiki with emma and the other girls still ignore me
then sometimes jake would pick me up and we would go to la push au we would hang at my house but when noah was around jake acted like a total jerk.....
when we were alone jake was the normal jake that i upendo
while i was with jake noah would be with my family
**
i knew that we couldn't continue to live like this but when i bring it up noah would say smiling
"nessie i don't mine at all this weeks are the happiest of my life. im with wewe and your family is great so dont worry i told wewe that as long as wewe upendo me i would be here"
and jake would say
if noah was around
"well i know ness i also think noah should leave but well he doesn't gets that wewe are mine"
and when we were alone
"its ok nessie i upendo wewe and i'll wait sorry for bieng a jerk sometimes"
***
but everything change one siku
alice had a vision
"the volturi are coming and elezar jiunge them again but well not all the volturi only aro and jane they will come in peace"
everybody couldn't belive the in peace part but well....
noah put his lips in my ears
"emm ness what are the volturi why are wewe so scare of them ?" and hold my hand
i laugh and also emmet that had heard
then everybody exlain what they were
"jezz bloodsucker before wewe came here and ruin everything where wewe were living under a rock" jake said
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million zaidi for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how wewe smile when wewe blush
au how wewe curl your lip when wewe concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your upendo is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who wewe are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw wewe well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million zaidi for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how wewe smile when wewe blush
au how wewe curl your lip when wewe concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your upendo is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who wewe are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw wewe well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms wewe better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before wewe go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
wewe start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms wewe better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before wewe go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
wewe start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
That is a not easy choice for Bella,espically face Edward and Jacob.
Edward is like an antiquated and gentlest brand,such as link.
But Jacob,who is new arisen,just like link.
That is really a difficult choice for Bella.
Feeling?Emotion?What is the measurement?
Woman is very strange,includig Bella.They want to be loved,and want a happy ending with her prince.Eactly,that person should be everyone's prince.
To go along with feeling is not always right.
May be we could know what is her finally choice in the ending.
Edward is like an antiquated and gentlest brand,such as link.
But Jacob,who is new arisen,just like link.
That is really a difficult choice for Bella.
Feeling?Emotion?What is the measurement?
Woman is very strange,includig Bella.They want to be loved,and want a happy ending with her prince.Eactly,that person should be everyone's prince.
To go along with feeling is not always right.
May be we could know what is her finally choice in the ending.