Chapter 9
*Edward’s pov*
I was sitting on the couch, observing my dirty room. The broken vases, broken CDs, the pieces of paper, and the scattered clothes. I’ve realized that I’ve Lost my self control for how many days, since… since she left me.
I threw the glass of wine beside me. I jumped out the window and ran quickly, not knowing where I was going. I was screaming while running until I reached the meadow. I slowed down. I stopped at the middle and fell down my knees, while whispering Bella’s name.
Unexpectedly, the rain started to fall. The raindrops filled my face with water, like I was crying. I really wish that those raindrops were my teardrops. The sky was crying with me. I looked up and screamed Bella’s name, though I know that she won’t hear me no matter how loud my voice was. And if ever she heard it, it will be worthless because she doesn’t care.
I continued screaming until I heard something. I heard footsteps behind me. As the sound became closer, I heard a soft sob. I recognized the sound. That was… That was…. That was….
I stood up and as I turned around, Bella was standing beside a tree. Her face was filled with raindrops, like me, it looks like she was crying. I ran to her hurriedly. I can’t help it so I hugged her tightly, afraid to let her go. I kissed her hair. I didn’t want to pull her away.
I felt her hands on my back. She hugged me back tightly. I missed her so much, it’s like its been years since our last meeting. She pulled away softly.
I looked at her, as raindrops running down our faces.
“Bella,” I whispered as I kissed her forehead.
“Edward...” she murmured.
“I’m sorry, forgive me. I didn’t wan – “
She cut me off.
“Shhh. Alice explained everything to me. I’m sorry I didn’t listen to your explan – “
“Its okay. Thank wewe for coming back.” I whispered happily. Its like the angels were rejoicing, the sun was shining and the stars were falling for us. I touched her face. I miss her face, her eyes, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me and the way she smile.
I pulled her tightly to my chest.
Without a word, I kissed her passionately and she kissed me back. I lift her feet off of the ground. As I kiss her, my hands were at her back, about to take her clothes off.
All of a sudden, she took my hands off of her. I put her down as our kiss ended. I stared at her curiously.
She smiled.
“I think we better go home, this isn’t the right place for that. Don’t worry, I’ll fulfill my promise this time.” She alisema happily.
I was glad to hear that words from her
I put her at my back and ran fast, as fast as I could.
We reached nyumbani in just a few minutes.
As we entered the door, I hesitated.
I forgot to clean the room. The vases were still broken on the floor. What would I say to her?
She noticed my expression.
“What?” she asked.
I smiled as I spoke, “Its nothing.”
She ran quickly to the room. I closed my eyes, ready for whatever she would say.
She shouted, “EDWARD!!!!”
I ran upstairs.
“I’m sor – “
I hesitated.
The room was clean, the vases were replaced, the kitanda was fixed, and the floor was tidy.
Who did this?
“Wow, wewe cleaned this? You’re unbelievable.” She muttered, observing the room.
I looked at the vases, to the shelves until I saw a piece of paper beside the CDs.
Inside was a note, saying:
Edward,
I cleaned it up. I saw both of wewe in my vision. I don’t want her to get mad at wewe again. Sorry, I explained everything to her without telling you. I thought it’ll be better if she knew the real reason. It bothers me so much to see wewe hurt. She loves you, she was just hurt. Hope wewe like it. The vases were from England, I bought them from Jasper’s friend. It’s expensive. Pay me back! Enjoy yourselves...
Alice
I looked at the back part of the paper. I saw an arrow pointing on the mti outside. I looked out the window. Alice was sitting there, smiling. I smiled back as I got a paper and wrote a big message, THANK YOU.
I showed the paper to her and she smiled.
She jumped down the tree.
I crumpled the papers and put them on the trash can as I realized that Bella was laying down the kitanda facing the drawer beside the bed, covering herself. I lay down beside her as I took the blanket off. She closed her eyes. I kissed her hair, her ear and her neck.
Finally, she faced me. I went on juu of her. As I kissed her lips, her hands unbuttoned my shirt. I rolled back so she was on juu of me. I rolled back once again and I was on juu of her. I took off my shati and I took off hers.
And at that very moment, I wish that it will never end, until forever.
*Edward’s pov*
I was sitting on the couch, observing my dirty room. The broken vases, broken CDs, the pieces of paper, and the scattered clothes. I’ve realized that I’ve Lost my self control for how many days, since… since she left me.
I threw the glass of wine beside me. I jumped out the window and ran quickly, not knowing where I was going. I was screaming while running until I reached the meadow. I slowed down. I stopped at the middle and fell down my knees, while whispering Bella’s name.
Unexpectedly, the rain started to fall. The raindrops filled my face with water, like I was crying. I really wish that those raindrops were my teardrops. The sky was crying with me. I looked up and screamed Bella’s name, though I know that she won’t hear me no matter how loud my voice was. And if ever she heard it, it will be worthless because she doesn’t care.
I continued screaming until I heard something. I heard footsteps behind me. As the sound became closer, I heard a soft sob. I recognized the sound. That was… That was…. That was….
I stood up and as I turned around, Bella was standing beside a tree. Her face was filled with raindrops, like me, it looks like she was crying. I ran to her hurriedly. I can’t help it so I hugged her tightly, afraid to let her go. I kissed her hair. I didn’t want to pull her away.
I felt her hands on my back. She hugged me back tightly. I missed her so much, it’s like its been years since our last meeting. She pulled away softly.
I looked at her, as raindrops running down our faces.
“Bella,” I whispered as I kissed her forehead.
“Edward...” she murmured.
“I’m sorry, forgive me. I didn’t wan – “
She cut me off.
“Shhh. Alice explained everything to me. I’m sorry I didn’t listen to your explan – “
“Its okay. Thank wewe for coming back.” I whispered happily. Its like the angels were rejoicing, the sun was shining and the stars were falling for us. I touched her face. I miss her face, her eyes, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me and the way she smile.
I pulled her tightly to my chest.
Without a word, I kissed her passionately and she kissed me back. I lift her feet off of the ground. As I kiss her, my hands were at her back, about to take her clothes off.
All of a sudden, she took my hands off of her. I put her down as our kiss ended. I stared at her curiously.
She smiled.
“I think we better go home, this isn’t the right place for that. Don’t worry, I’ll fulfill my promise this time.” She alisema happily.
I was glad to hear that words from her
I put her at my back and ran fast, as fast as I could.
We reached nyumbani in just a few minutes.
As we entered the door, I hesitated.
I forgot to clean the room. The vases were still broken on the floor. What would I say to her?
She noticed my expression.
“What?” she asked.
I smiled as I spoke, “Its nothing.”
She ran quickly to the room. I closed my eyes, ready for whatever she would say.
She shouted, “EDWARD!!!!”
I ran upstairs.
“I’m sor – “
I hesitated.
The room was clean, the vases were replaced, the kitanda was fixed, and the floor was tidy.
Who did this?
“Wow, wewe cleaned this? You’re unbelievable.” She muttered, observing the room.
I looked at the vases, to the shelves until I saw a piece of paper beside the CDs.
Inside was a note, saying:
Edward,
I cleaned it up. I saw both of wewe in my vision. I don’t want her to get mad at wewe again. Sorry, I explained everything to her without telling you. I thought it’ll be better if she knew the real reason. It bothers me so much to see wewe hurt. She loves you, she was just hurt. Hope wewe like it. The vases were from England, I bought them from Jasper’s friend. It’s expensive. Pay me back! Enjoy yourselves...
Alice
I looked at the back part of the paper. I saw an arrow pointing on the mti outside. I looked out the window. Alice was sitting there, smiling. I smiled back as I got a paper and wrote a big message, THANK YOU.
I showed the paper to her and she smiled.
She jumped down the tree.
I crumpled the papers and put them on the trash can as I realized that Bella was laying down the kitanda facing the drawer beside the bed, covering herself. I lay down beside her as I took the blanket off. She closed her eyes. I kissed her hair, her ear and her neck.
Finally, she faced me. I went on juu of her. As I kissed her lips, her hands unbuttoned my shirt. I rolled back so she was on juu of me. I rolled back once again and I was on juu of her. I took off my shati and I took off hers.
And at that very moment, I wish that it will never end, until forever.
hey all i forgot to post this yesterday.All my Marafiki say its amazing so...Im gonna stop talking and let wewe read :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do wewe keep the people wewe upendo safe? When wewe have to keep yourself salama first? How do wewe keep the person wewe upendo safe? When that person doesnt upendo wewe anymore? How do wewe keep your upendo salama when your whole world changes?
So what do wewe think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do wewe keep the people wewe upendo safe? When wewe have to keep yourself salama first? How do wewe keep the person wewe upendo safe? When that person doesnt upendo wewe anymore? How do wewe keep your upendo salama when your whole world changes?
So what do wewe think? Hope ya like it!! :)
This story take place after Nessie is born. Zoey has been in the family since The begining of twilight. Although I don't cover anything from the books. Whatever happen to Bella it happen to Zoey accept getting pregant with a half vampire half human baby. Zoey is in upendo with Jacob Black but Jake is in upendo with Nessie. Alice and Jasper are practically her parents. She fill like the outsider because she is not a vampire, warewolf au like Nessie. The Volturi have dicided that she can be a human, until a siku after she turns 17. She has her GED so she doesn't have to go to school.
Ok don't get me wrong I upendo the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to tarehe a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big mti a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to tarehe a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big mti a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
This is for people who have been kusoma Esme's Story:
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please maoni and tell me which ones wewe like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If wewe can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a zaidi interesting name so it draws zaidi attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a orodha of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please maoni and tell me which ones wewe like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If wewe can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a zaidi interesting name so it draws zaidi attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a orodha of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
Bella's Pov.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme alisema wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing wewe all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking wewe out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper alisema calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will onyesha you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme alisema wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing wewe all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking wewe out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper alisema calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will onyesha you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.