Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the kitanda with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat inayofuata to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, wewe will. I told him.
How do wewe know? He alisema looking up at me. I can barely keep wewe safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way wewe always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. wewe will be fine. wewe know wewe will be great. He alisema to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry au know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi wewe will be the best mother. He said.
wewe will be the best father. wewe can do everything with them. I said. wewe can go hunting and do mbwa mwitu things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a dakika and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the siku so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are babies they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the babies and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated nyumbani and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after chajio, chakula cha jioni inayofuata to Nathen.
The inayofuata morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on juu of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a shati from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He alisema with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank wewe honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He alisema giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the babies and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal wewe would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I alisema I would upendo too.
Nathen will wewe come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a shati that would actually look good on me.
Here wewe can wear this. Alice alisema handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.