Chapter 20
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see wewe look at you!!! wewe havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He alisema and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro alisema and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably kusoma my thoughts and then smiled and alisema
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are wewe staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I alisema cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella wewe can stay with us if wewe like au visit sometimes??
Esme alisema hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella barbie again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She alisema and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot kuoga and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I alisema thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward alisema and closed the door behind him
-what are wewe doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave wewe ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself wewe never cared about what I wanted!have wewe ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted wewe to leave?huh? au wewe didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with wewe no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the siku jasper Lost it!because I would have died happy knowing wewe loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew wewe didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted wewe to have a big family…
-and die!
I alisema anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met wewe I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t fair to wewe that would have been selfish of me
-havnt wewe thought maybe I wanted what wewe didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track wewe down but wewe kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I upendo wewe I cant leave without wewe and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I alisema bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget wewe live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if wewe don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see wewe look at you!!! wewe havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He alisema and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro alisema and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably kusoma my thoughts and then smiled and alisema
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are wewe staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I alisema cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella wewe can stay with us if wewe like au visit sometimes??
Esme alisema hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella barbie again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She alisema and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot kuoga and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I alisema thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward alisema and closed the door behind him
-what are wewe doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave wewe ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself wewe never cared about what I wanted!have wewe ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted wewe to leave?huh? au wewe didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with wewe no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the siku jasper Lost it!because I would have died happy knowing wewe loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew wewe didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted wewe to have a big family…
-and die!
I alisema anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met wewe I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t fair to wewe that would have been selfish of me
-havnt wewe thought maybe I wanted what wewe didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track wewe down but wewe kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I upendo wewe I cant leave without wewe and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I alisema bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget wewe live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if wewe don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
Buff wolfman Alex Meraz (Paul) revealed at a Twilight convention this weekend that he may have played his role a bit too intensely during a run-in with lead heroine Kristen Stewart–
“I decided, all right, the mbwa mwitu Pack stay up all night looking for who’s killing people on the res, so we don’t sleep very much. So I thought it would be a great idea if I stayed up for 10 days straight.” What should have been a simple scene — a confrontation between Bella (Stewart) and the mbwa mwitu Pack — became, in Meraz’s mind, his “Brando moment.” Wanting to try something different, the actor played the scene overly aggressive: screaming, grabbing Stewart kwa the throat, hurtling his line at her.
“[Director] Chris Weitz comes off-set like, ‘Yeah, I like the energy Alex, but just take it down a little,’ ” Spencer chimed in: “Meanwhile the producers are freaking out back there.”
” ‘Cause nobody touches Kristen Stewart,” joked Meraz.
“I decided, all right, the mbwa mwitu Pack stay up all night looking for who’s killing people on the res, so we don’t sleep very much. So I thought it would be a great idea if I stayed up for 10 days straight.” What should have been a simple scene — a confrontation between Bella (Stewart) and the mbwa mwitu Pack — became, in Meraz’s mind, his “Brando moment.” Wanting to try something different, the actor played the scene overly aggressive: screaming, grabbing Stewart kwa the throat, hurtling his line at her.
“[Director] Chris Weitz comes off-set like, ‘Yeah, I like the energy Alex, but just take it down a little,’ ” Spencer chimed in: “Meanwhile the producers are freaking out back there.”
” ‘Cause nobody touches Kristen Stewart,” joked Meraz.