chapter 4
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he alisema in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle alisema questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of zaidi stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when wewe were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. wewe Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The inayofuata time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I alisema excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, wewe wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? wewe dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the kitanda roughly. "Don't wewe ever say that again." he hissed "Do wewe want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are wewe [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why wewe dont want to look at me. Isnt it because wewe cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are wewe going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im salama from [i] wewe [i/] there!"
"How will wewe get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. wewe just want to drive me so wewe can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think wewe loved me zaidi than wewe wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got zaidi than 15 dakika into the forest before I collasped
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he alisema in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle alisema questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of zaidi stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when wewe were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. wewe Lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The inayofuata time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I alisema excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, wewe wouldn't have Lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? wewe dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the kitanda roughly. "Don't wewe ever say that again." he hissed "Do wewe want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are wewe [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why wewe dont want to look at me. Isnt it because wewe cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are wewe going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im salama from [i] wewe [i/] there!"
"How will wewe get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. wewe just want to drive me so wewe can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think wewe loved me zaidi than wewe wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got zaidi than 15 dakika into the forest before I collasped
As Close To Tristan As I Can Get.
Preface:
I lived alone in this neverending universe.
It wasn't fair being the only one of your kind. It wasn't fair to have no one to talk to au relate to. I'm scared, even though I'm stronger than any other human au animal, I had no choice of this life but sometimes i didn't mind it. I had forever to find a family au friends, but i wasn't going to wait that long. I didn't have to wait really but I didn't wont those people to end up like me au even worse I didn't want to kill them in the process. But if I wanted a better life than sitting around and wasting it I had to try, succeed au not I would still keep trying.
I hope wewe like the start of my new story Midnight crest. Plz maoni and rate.
Thanks for reading. Stepphy XD
I lived alone in this neverending universe.
It wasn't fair being the only one of your kind. It wasn't fair to have no one to talk to au relate to. I'm scared, even though I'm stronger than any other human au animal, I had no choice of this life but sometimes i didn't mind it. I had forever to find a family au friends, but i wasn't going to wait that long. I didn't have to wait really but I didn't wont those people to end up like me au even worse I didn't want to kill them in the process. But if I wanted a better life than sitting around and wasting it I had to try, succeed au not I would still keep trying.
I hope wewe like the start of my new story Midnight crest. Plz maoni and rate.
Thanks for reading. Stepphy XD
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2.I went to do my first big movie when I was 17. I was in South Africa for three and half months, and I was kwa myself.
3.I was just taking out my trash and I had, like, 300 cans of Diet Coke. It was just like, "How did that happen?" I don't even remember buying them. I also like Cinnamon toast Crunch. My addictions are pretty much the only things I consume.
4.I've got a terrible memory -- I end up repeating myself quite a lot. The only thing I can remember is that I'm going to repeat myself!
