“Neisse, I was thinking that your father and I would tell wewe how we meet. What do wewe think?” I asked. She looked really truly happy and Edward looked confused but happy that we were going to tell her.
“Mommy, daddy I think it’s awesome!” She alisema jumping up and down.
“Okay. I was think we will go to the meadow. Where wewe father and I went to a lot.” I said. Edward nodded his head and Neisse was just too excited.
“YAY!” She screamed.
Okay then we better get going. Neisse get on my back. And we will be off.” Edward said. Neisse got on his back and we started running to the meadow that Edward and I upendo so much. It holds so many memories for us good and bad.
Chapter 11:
It took us about 5 au 10 dakika to get to the meadow because Edward and I weren’t in any hurry to get there but I could tell Renesmee was getting very excited and impanation because I can see her basally jumping up and down on Edward’s back. We were almost there when I had a bunch of little voices in my head asking questions...Like...What am I going to do without my daughter?...What will I do without my husband?...What will I do without my whole family?....What will Neisse do without her parents?......How am I suppose to explain to her that her parents and family might die kwa the people she has nightmares from?....Who would want..Why would they want….What did they expect… These were all maswali that kept popping into my head but unfortunately I didn’t have answer for any of them. Except that I was going to do everything I can to help save this family even if it caused me to die….I would rather me then my husband and daughter and family and friends. I was just about to go deeper into thinking when we entered the meadow entrance.
When we walk into the meadow Neisse was already jumping off Edwards back full of excitement. She was looking around the meadow with complete happiness and understanding in her eyes. She looks a lot like me when I first came here with Edward. She was jumping up and down and running around the small little area. When she finally stopped she sat down and looked up at Edward and me with total understanding and wondering in her eyes. I can tell that Neisse has so much excitement because Edward and I are finally telling her how we met and why we never showed her the meadow. I can tell Neisse has wonder in her eyes because we have never told her about the meadow au how her father and I met and now she wondering why we chose now to tell her now. I also think she knows something is wrong.She might be 5 but she has the mind of a 15 au 16 mwaka old girl. When she was looking up at me I started to think of the reasons why I need to tell her what’s going on, I think I stood there staring at her for about 2 point 5 sekunde before I realized something. I was going to tell her anything she asks me. Just the thought of her not knowing how her father and mother met au how my mother was au how her father’s fun life and my human life were changed when we met each other au even better how it changed both our lives when we had her… because she become our life… No our world. She will also need to know we upendo her with all our hearts and that she deserves a happy life even if something happens to us all. I’m going to tell her what’s going on because she needs to know. I don’t want her to grow up thinking that she was the reason her parents and family were dead au that this is her fault. Then I broke out of my thinking and started the conversation with her.
“Honey, what do wewe want to hear first?” I asked looking at her. While I took a sit inayofuata her and I noticed Edward was sitting inayofuata to me. I smiled up at him and then smiled at my daughter.
“Can I hear how wewe and daddy met? Please?” She asked with total excitement and pleading in her eyes.
“Yes of course” I said. I looked at Edward and he started the topic.
“Your mother and I met at Forks High School, were in our junior mwaka and she was just moving in with her father from Phoenix with her mother. Your mother and I had two classes’ together Lunch period and Biology. We would talk and then I realized over a week that I loved her with all my life and trust me I do now too but I also have wewe to know.” He alisema pointing to Neisse nose.
“After we started talking and hanging out I started to realize I loved your father too. I started to learn that he was a vampire and I didn’t care what he was. I loved all of Cullen’s before I even got to know them every well. After awhile your father and I were inseparable but most of the reason was because your father was so protective of me but I needed it. So I don’t blame him. Even though I used to get mad at him for it sometimes. ”I alisema . I can remember meeting him all over again in my mind. I upendo that smile that mu husband gives me when he’s trying to get me to go breathless.
“Yes wewe did need it. That’s how your mother and I met. Any other things wewe would like to know, Honey?” Edward said… He also has that smile of smile of happiness like he has just gotten it off his chest. Like he has been holding this in for a life time.
“Well daddy and mommy! What’s going on lately around the house? Everyone seems like they were when those mean men and women were here when I was first born. Everyone is here from then too! What going on?” She asked. She had those brown eyes that used to what mine looked like and she was using them against Edward and me to get her answers. Like I used to. Her grandfather must have told her. I will have to talk to him.
“Sweetheart, Those men and women are called the Volture. Yes honey wewe are right! Things have been odd around here lately. When the Volture were here 5 years zamani they came to see what wewe were because they have never seen someone so special before. They told mommy and me that they were going to come and check on wewe again! They wanted to see how special wewe really are. Everyone is here again because they well missed us and they needed to be here just on case something goes wrong.” Edward alisema this slowly enough so that she can understand it. She doesn’t need to know they whole reason why they are coming and the swali she just asked blew me from my thoughts. I don’t even think I heard her right.
“I understand. Mommy? Why is Auntie Alice so worried about you? Well actually why is the whole family worried about you?” She asked me. I didn’t believe she actually was noticing that! My little girl is growing up so fast. How do I answer that?
“Well honey, they are worried about everyone including you. They just care about me and the rest of our family. Do wewe remember Jane?” She nodded her head.” Sweetheart, Jane and I don’t get along very well. We disagree with some things and therefore Jane is mad at me. Now honey. I’m not trying to tell wewe this so that you’re scared because wewe have no reason what’s so ever to be scared au afraid. Jane wants to make sure I’m dead. I’m the only thing stopping her from getting to wewe and the rest of the family because of my gift. I don’t want wewe to be scared because I’m going to do everything in my power to let nothing happen to wewe au anyone else apart of this family. Also wewe have daddy, your grandparents, Aunties and Uncles and the mbwa mwitu pack and Jake that all upendo wewe and want let nothing happen to wewe either. Along with all of our Marafiki that have come to see wewe and the rest of the family. They are here to help us to. So wewe are salama and as any other child in the world. Do wewe understand better what is happening now?” I asked her. She looked like she was about to cry and I would be perfectly fine with her doing that. Fore haven sakes I wish I could cry my feelings away.
“Yes mommy. I understand perfectly now. So is this all my fault?”She asked me and I couldn’t believe she thinks this all her fault because It isn’t her fault at all.
“I’m glad wewe understand and no honey none of this is your fault this is just something that is coming up and if anything happens to your father au I au both of us. I don’t want wewe to blame yourself. I want wewe to live your life like wewe always would with your father and me here. We upendo wewe with our lives because wewe are our life. None of this is your fault at all. Do wewe understand that none of this is your fault? Don’t lie either because your father can tell if wewe are au not.” I alisema this all meaning every word. I had to just tell her that this wasn’t her fault and that if anything happened to Edward and me I want her to live her life. I don’t want her to mope and blame this all of herself.
“Yes mom. I understand. I’m not lying and wewe now I’m not good at it because I got it from you. So wewe shouldn’t need dad to read my mind even though he dose anyway.”She said. I can tell she understands because she has that look in her eyes and she is right she did get that from me.
“Your right I suppose. I should know. I did give wewe that lovely trait from me.” I alisema with full of joy because I finally told her I wasn’t hiding things from her anymore and that felt good to be off my chest and shoulders.
“You suppose. upendo wewe really sucked at lying but wewe have gotten better at it over the years but I am still good at finding out if wewe au not.” Edward is saying between laughing. So Neisse and I started laughing with him. I felt good to laugh. I haven’t done that in a while because of all the stress.
After that we just stayed there and talked for awhile. I guess Neisse loves Edward and I meadow. So we alisema that it is hers too now. She was so excited and happy. It was good to see her laughing and jump up and down. I was happy for her. After a couple zaidi hours it was already 10 at night and Neisse was fallen asleep in Edwards’s arms.
Love, I think it’s time to go back to the house. It’s starting to get kind of cold out here for her. Plus it’s very late. We should head back and talk to the other people. wewe haven’t talked to anyone expect Zafrina. I know that you’re not in the talking mood lately I get that but can wewe try. Please?
“Your right. She must be cold. Let’s get her nyumbani and fine I will but I’m not all night. I have had a couple tough days between fighting with Jane and that guy and now telling my daughter that we might die. Not what I really wanted to do tonight but it needed to be done.” Then started laughing so did I because its better then the sex talk lr boyfriend talk I suppose if wewe look at it as a positive side and not bad.
I’m sorry. I know wewe have. Let’s get nyumbani and then I will just tell everyone wewe will talk about tomorrow.” He said. I nodded and then we ran home. I alisema my hi’s and good nights to everyone. Then I went to one of the rooms after putting Neisse down to kitanda in Edwards’s old room. Then I spent the rest of the night with my husband. It hasn’t been just him and me in a while it’s kind of nice but then its ruined but a high pitch scream coming from Neisse’s room.
“MOMMY!! DADDY!! HELP ME!!” She screamed. Jane was in her room and I could tell no one else was in the house they are all outside. Talking so that’s how they didn’t catch the smell. Right when I opened the door Jane looked at me and jumped out the window and I went right after her. I heard Edward calling my name and calling for everyone else to come in the house. So I ran faster and and whispered “Don’t come after me. I will come when I am back. I upendo wewe Edward and Tell Neisse and Everyone else that I upendo them and that I’m sorry!” I alisema and I went after her scent and it lead me to the place where we have all of our bad moments of battles. The field and I turned around to see Jane staring at me and she just started to run at me and so I just moved out of the way.
