dedicated to ItsCherenne. for her kind comments.

"bella"
i rolled towards the voice, it was a instant recreation, a reflex, something my body always did for taht voice.
i fluttered my eyes to open, to see a fuzzy black shadow kneeled before me. I groaned, i was soo tired, i that i swear i could jsut crash in front of them.
"Bella" he whispered. i felt his cool breath on my face. oh the smell. I swear the smell was jsut intoxicating, the smell that i remembered anywhere no matter how long i had been without it.
It was somthing no matter how much to lenght of time, this habit never died out.
the figure in the shadow slowly became into focus. it was edward. again.
i had no time to take in what was happening, he seized my hand from under to covers, and snatched me out of kitanda and we sprinited out the door. As soon as we got outside, adn stopped , about to look at each, with the pregnant silence, we heard jacob yellking from inside.
"BELLA!!!, BELLA!!!! WHERE ARE YOU? BELLA!,"he was scared, i heard to fright in his voice. He would assume the worst , with the scent of a vampire in the room and me missing from our large bed. what with my past history. and ones who still seek me out.
I heard his stoopstep thunder down the hallway, like two drums, i felt edward tighten his hand around mine and in a flash he flung me over his back and ran straight into the forest.like he once before. He diddnt stop. He just kept running. going deeper and deeper into the forest.
I could see a slight opening in the the trees ahead. i remembered this place, and the time it took for us to get there and the time we took off coming back.
Our meadow. OUR. edward's and I's.
when we finally reached out meadow, it was filled with the wildflowers the way it had the last time i was here.
nothign had changed, it was still so beautiful in the darkness. wewe could hear every sound of the birds and the swaying of grass.edward stopped, adn reached for me arm that tightly wrapped around his neck that would quite easily strangled a human. like me.
he flung me over so i was stand right in front of him. i took a deep breath, taking as much as i could of him, i dot know when this would end.
When i would wake up. when this dream would turn into a nightmare, ad he would fade ot, but still he had not. this is one good dream, so far.
he brought out his hands and wrapped them around my waist and tugged me towards body.
absolute bliss. many people say that they dont know where they fit in the world, where their place is. for three years , i had been apart of the crowd. i surfed it, i was the was the mayor, i wa the senator, the person who run the samaki &chip duka i was the milked the cows at that farm.
I was the lengend in that crowd. but now all that universe washed away, became a fictional land from a book that sat in my bookshelf that held the most dust.
This was my place, right here. he brought he head and rested it on mine.
"hmm, oh bella" he sighed of relief, she grapped me closer to his body. and tugged on my legs, he lifed me up, onto him. I diddnt weight i thing to that.
I diddnt know what i was thinking when i responding to the things the did, all i know is that i just couldnt stop.
He eyes was scaleing every part of my pale, boring face. As thought he was trying to spot the differance.
he brought face closer to mine, and i felt his lips brush mine. argh, omg. this cant be real, its just cant be, was too real toi be true.i felt the spazem rokc over my whole body. it jerked me to him, i had wanted this for so long, and i wasnt going to let anything take au ruin uit for me. i had pictured this moment for so long, each time different.
He replied back, he was zaidi feirce than i was.
his ice cold marble lips were in perfect cordination with mine, as though we were pro. like we ahd only jsut done it only a sekunde ago.
he groaned. adn pushed me out, i know that wa not what he wanted,thank god for that, i had wanted to feel like this, for three years.
"bella,, my love, wewe have your family. which I am not in."
"You are my family. wewe have always been my family"
"you daughter?, and jacob."
he losened hs grip on me. Oh no, this was became the nghtmare.
"im sorry."
"please edward, please dont! NOT AGAIN!!"
"what are wewe saying?"
"i want to stay, let me gt Tanna, and we can go."
"no, waht about jacob, wewe belong to him"
"goodbye bella. im sorry i broke my promise"
"NOOO!! please, please, edward. please, stay, i wont bare it this time!" the sobs were breaking their way now.