Jake and I haven't been really speaking today. He thinks I messed up big time yesterday kwa telling the truth. I think he messed up big time kwa being rude. Sometimes girls just get moody, and he should know that kwa now.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair duka is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few sekunde I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a sandwich, sandwichi in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy au what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the duka getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can wewe put down the sandwich, sandwichi for like five minutes? Because I can't take wewe seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the sandwich, sandwichi on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, au what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair duka is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few sekunde I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a sandwich, sandwichi in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy au what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the duka getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can wewe put down the sandwich, sandwichi for like five minutes? Because I can't take wewe seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the sandwich, sandwichi on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, au what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
We were together, meant forever
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared kwa a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He alisema I could
But 1 condition he carried
He alisema he'd do it
But only if we got married
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared kwa a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He alisema I could
But 1 condition he carried
He alisema he'd do it
But only if we got married
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then wewe took me
To your special hideaway
So wewe could onyesha me what you're like
In the light of day
My moyo was racing
I was falling for you
My only swali was
Do wewe feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then wewe took me
To your special hideaway
So wewe could onyesha me what you're like
In the light of day
My moyo was racing
I was falling for you
My only swali was
Do wewe feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he alisema he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he alisema he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.