as i aprouched the car i could hear jacob mutter to himself
"should of stayed, what would sam think? i am the worst excuse for werewolf"
"jacob are wewe ok?" i asked as i climbed in
"are wewe ok? dont ask me i should of stayed its my job to protect humans humans like wewe from them" he spat the word. best tell him now before he hates me.
"jacob i can handle my self i am not what wewe think i am"
"no your zaidi your smart funny and beautiful nessie and i upendo you" he leaned in and i couldnt stop him onse he started when he did start so before his lips could touch mine
"i am half vampire" he stopped and pulled back
"what?"
"i am half vampire half human" i looked down surly he couldnt be mad.
i was wrong
"nessie what?! your one of them your part them your vihle kind should exsist"
"there not vihle well not all of them" i was still looking down.
"yes they are and and well so are you" i looked up into the anger filled eyes and i shot out of the car running with all my speed to charlies.
charlie
i am sorry to walk out like this i just feel its better and well there are a few things wewe dont know what i carnt tell wewe but it is hard to explain and even harder to keep from wewe so here goes.
when mum met dad she knew something about him knew that him and the rest of the cullens are, well vampires.
mum fell in upendo anyway and well she became one to but before that she got pregnant with me and if dad didnt change her she would of died wewe remember when she was ill right? well thats why. so yes i am really going to stay this way for ever now and i am sorry.
so i am part vampire part human.
im sorry charlie and i upendo wewe
all my best and upendo and apolagies
nessie
renesmee
xx
i tapped it to the landing mirror and ran ran as fast and as long as i could till i reach home.
but what was waiting for me i wasnt expecting.
"mum? dad? alice? anyone?" no answer just silence where were they all??
"hello nessie" oh no i knew that voice i would know it anywhere it haunted my dreams at night it stayed beside me for my dumping him yes. alec.
"alec what are wewe doing here? where is everyone?" i asked while slowly turning not wanting to meet the blood red eyes.
"well i was still thinking about wewe and thought ill come and see wewe and must say wewe have never looked better" he stepped forard while i stepped back.
"get out now alec it was over months ago" i stuttered.
"well the thing is ness is that i have found a new gift and with that we could rule rule everything all wewe have to do is say wewe still upendo me"
"alec i could never upendo you" i stepped back again
"well if i carnt have wewe no one can" his hands suddenly flicked out while i crumbled in pain to the floor the last thing i heard was a deep voice screaming "noooo!"
and the pain stopped
life is harder now last week was a distant but painfull memorie looking back over it everything went wrong.
i woke to the sound of screaming someone was in pain.
who was it? i tried to open my eyes feeling a little pain in that move.
looking to my left i saw who was making the noise and i sat and crawled over to were he lay
"jacob"
"nessie im sorry i didnt mean what i alisema i was stupid and im sorry" he gasped and screamed again.
"its ok i didnt mean to hurt wewe i should of told wewe sooner then maybe this wouldnt be happerning" i cupped his face in my hands.
"you know what it feels right dieing in your arms ness it feels right" he started to close his eyes.
"no jacob look at me look your not going anywhere your going to be allright your going to survive" i cried
"no i m not i can feel it but i have one zaidi thing to say and give wewe its its in my pocket" as i reach for it his hand grabbed mine "dont read it yet read it after when im gone" he chocked and slowly and peacefully his eyes closed.
thats how jacob black died in my arms.
hours later they returned
"nessie?! whats happened ?? who is this" i was still crying as mum rushed over to me and my dead love.
"oh my edward look i i dont belive it" she alisema this like she knew him.
"bella bella hunny its going to be fine lets just help renesmee right now. baby can wewe move" i nodded and stood up letting him go out of my life for ever.
a week later
"nessie are wewe sure wewe want to read this?" mum asked me for the last time i hoped i had putten kusoma what jacob has wrote for a week now and it was time for me to hear that he hated me and that he never wanted to see me again
"renesmee i mean nessie" i began to read out loud thinking it would be easier to do if they knew.
"the past week au few times i guess has been the best times of my life. wewe have changed my life in so many levles. when wewe told me what wewe were half vampire and human i didnt get mad at wewe i promise how could i i was mad at them. your mum and dad. bella and edward. wewe see i use to know them and well time moved i started to upendo your mum and she loved edward i didnt know they would have a daughter and well what she would be and also that i would fall inlove and inprint with her. when i found out i was so happy that night i spoke to sam about how much i wanted to be with wewe and that i had inprinted and wondered if wewe wonted to stay with me. i couldnt bare it if i Lost you. every siku i would upendo and protect wewe and no matter what your life means zaidi to me then mine. and if i died tonight in your arms it would be a beautiful death
i upendo wewe nissie
all my upendo and moyo
jacob" i chocked the last part out not able to.
life would never be the same.
au would it?
thank wewe for being great and all the nice maoni please maoni and sadly this is the last beautiful death story i will write but i may write another what do wewe think??
hope wewe liked it
and sorry about the spellings :)
its long because i havnt wrote in a while :)
"should of stayed, what would sam think? i am the worst excuse for werewolf"
"jacob are wewe ok?" i asked as i climbed in
"are wewe ok? dont ask me i should of stayed its my job to protect humans humans like wewe from them" he spat the word. best tell him now before he hates me.
"jacob i can handle my self i am not what wewe think i am"
"no your zaidi your smart funny and beautiful nessie and i upendo you" he leaned in and i couldnt stop him onse he started when he did start so before his lips could touch mine
"i am half vampire" he stopped and pulled back
"what?"
"i am half vampire half human" i looked down surly he couldnt be mad.
i was wrong
"nessie what?! your one of them your part them your vihle kind should exsist"
"there not vihle well not all of them" i was still looking down.
"yes they are and and well so are you" i looked up into the anger filled eyes and i shot out of the car running with all my speed to charlies.
charlie
i am sorry to walk out like this i just feel its better and well there are a few things wewe dont know what i carnt tell wewe but it is hard to explain and even harder to keep from wewe so here goes.
when mum met dad she knew something about him knew that him and the rest of the cullens are, well vampires.
mum fell in upendo anyway and well she became one to but before that she got pregnant with me and if dad didnt change her she would of died wewe remember when she was ill right? well thats why. so yes i am really going to stay this way for ever now and i am sorry.
so i am part vampire part human.
im sorry charlie and i upendo wewe
all my best and upendo and apolagies
nessie
renesmee
xx
i tapped it to the landing mirror and ran ran as fast and as long as i could till i reach home.
but what was waiting for me i wasnt expecting.
"mum? dad? alice? anyone?" no answer just silence where were they all??
"hello nessie" oh no i knew that voice i would know it anywhere it haunted my dreams at night it stayed beside me for my dumping him yes. alec.
"alec what are wewe doing here? where is everyone?" i asked while slowly turning not wanting to meet the blood red eyes.
"well i was still thinking about wewe and thought ill come and see wewe and must say wewe have never looked better" he stepped forard while i stepped back.
"get out now alec it was over months ago" i stuttered.
"well the thing is ness is that i have found a new gift and with that we could rule rule everything all wewe have to do is say wewe still upendo me"
"alec i could never upendo you" i stepped back again
"well if i carnt have wewe no one can" his hands suddenly flicked out while i crumbled in pain to the floor the last thing i heard was a deep voice screaming "noooo!"
and the pain stopped
life is harder now last week was a distant but painfull memorie looking back over it everything went wrong.
i woke to the sound of screaming someone was in pain.
who was it? i tried to open my eyes feeling a little pain in that move.
looking to my left i saw who was making the noise and i sat and crawled over to were he lay
"jacob"
"nessie im sorry i didnt mean what i alisema i was stupid and im sorry" he gasped and screamed again.
"its ok i didnt mean to hurt wewe i should of told wewe sooner then maybe this wouldnt be happerning" i cupped his face in my hands.
"you know what it feels right dieing in your arms ness it feels right" he started to close his eyes.
"no jacob look at me look your not going anywhere your going to be allright your going to survive" i cried
"no i m not i can feel it but i have one zaidi thing to say and give wewe its its in my pocket" as i reach for it his hand grabbed mine "dont read it yet read it after when im gone" he chocked and slowly and peacefully his eyes closed.
thats how jacob black died in my arms.
hours later they returned
"nessie?! whats happened ?? who is this" i was still crying as mum rushed over to me and my dead love.
"oh my edward look i i dont belive it" she alisema this like she knew him.
"bella bella hunny its going to be fine lets just help renesmee right now. baby can wewe move" i nodded and stood up letting him go out of my life for ever.
a week later
"nessie are wewe sure wewe want to read this?" mum asked me for the last time i hoped i had putten kusoma what jacob has wrote for a week now and it was time for me to hear that he hated me and that he never wanted to see me again
"renesmee i mean nessie" i began to read out loud thinking it would be easier to do if they knew.
"the past week au few times i guess has been the best times of my life. wewe have changed my life in so many levles. when wewe told me what wewe were half vampire and human i didnt get mad at wewe i promise how could i i was mad at them. your mum and dad. bella and edward. wewe see i use to know them and well time moved i started to upendo your mum and she loved edward i didnt know they would have a daughter and well what she would be and also that i would fall inlove and inprint with her. when i found out i was so happy that night i spoke to sam about how much i wanted to be with wewe and that i had inprinted and wondered if wewe wonted to stay with me. i couldnt bare it if i Lost you. every siku i would upendo and protect wewe and no matter what your life means zaidi to me then mine. and if i died tonight in your arms it would be a beautiful death
i upendo wewe nissie
all my upendo and moyo
jacob" i chocked the last part out not able to.
life would never be the same.
au would it?
thank wewe for being great and all the nice maoni please maoni and sadly this is the last beautiful death story i will write but i may write another what do wewe think??
hope wewe liked it
and sorry about the spellings :)
its long because i havnt wrote in a while :)
