E|POV
2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking dakika I would sit at the dawati and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best Marafiki with her for. About 15 dakika later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her dawati with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do wewe want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what wewe done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And wewe don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! wewe treat her like a bloody ngumi, punch bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do wewe mean kwa that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I upendo her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! wewe told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason wewe didn’t. Because wewe didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer wewe know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had alisema about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him alisema goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, kiss me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my kitanda to read the letter.
Dear Edward, kwa the time wewe receive this letter wewe will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk wewe after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed wewe this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from wewe for quite a while. Im in upendo with you. So there wewe have it, as much as I wish wewe feel the same way it’s evident wewe don’t and never will. I will see wewe when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So wewe can barua pepe me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say wewe upendo me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in upendo with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the jikoni and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…
Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope lol maoni etc ! <3
Lisa.
