This is zaidi to the fanfic i wrote Rensmee C. Cullen. If wewe didnt read that then this probably wont make much sense (:
“Renesmee, what do wewe think of all this?” my mom asked.
“Well, I think it all makes zaidi sense now. I think I was ready to know this. I always thought of Jacob. I always missed Jacob. I always wanted to be with Jacob. I never knew why. Now that I know he imprinted, it makes zaidi sense.”
My mother nodded.
“We should probably get going,” I suggested. “I need to apologize to Uncle Emmett.”
I stood up and took Jacob’s hand. This felt natural. We ran through the forest at a jogging speed for us. My parents ran in front of us, holding hands and laughing.
Jacob and I stayed quiet. I guessed he didn’t have anything to say. I was just feeling his hand around mine and knowing what it meant now. I wanted to lean over a kiss him. I wanted that feeling back.
When we got to the house, I walked up to Emmett’s room and knocked quietly on the door.
“Come on in, Ness,”
I walked in. Emmett was sitting on his bed, typing something on his laptop.
“Uncle Emmett, I’m really sorry. I just didn’t like it when wewe pushed Jacob. Some instinct took over.”
“I know, Nessie. And wewe didn’t hurt me so it’s okay,” he smiled mockingly. “I didn’t hurt you, did I? I was trying not to hurt wewe but my instinct took over.”
“No, wewe didn’t hurt me,”
“So…you and Jacob now?”
“Can I talk to wewe about that?” I asked.
He put his laptop aside. “Sure. I’m here for you, kid,”
“When wewe first met Aunt Rosalie and realized wewe were in love, what was your…physical relationship like?” I looked away, blushing.
“Um,” he laughed. “Well, we were in upendo and we were attracted to each other so it was involved. Why are wewe asking me this?”
“It’s just…” I listened hard. I hoped and prayed my dad wasn’t listening to my thoughts. “I feel attracted to Jacob in that way. Like when we were kissing, I kind of wanted things to—”
“Say no more, kid,” he interrupted. “Just make sure your mom and dad don’t know and…well I’m not sure how that would work, but I guess use protection.”
I blushed. “It’s not like we’d ever be alone with my dad able to read both of our thoughts. And now that he’s allowed on the reservation…”
“I can help wewe out with that sometime. Just come talk to me,”
“Thanks, Uncle Emmett,” I hugged him for a minute, then went back downstairs.
Jacob was on the couch, watching a baseball game. My dad was sitting inayofuata to my aunt at the piano, teaching her. My mom was staring out the glass wall.
I went over and sat inayofuata to Jacob. He rest him arm around me and I laid against his chest.
We spent the rest of the siku just watching TV. My family came in and out. I fell asleep against Jacob’s chest.
When I woke up, I was still on the couch, but Jacob was gone. My aunt was sitting inayofuata to me, watching TV.
“Where’s Jacob?” I asked.
“He went home. So did your parents.”
I looked at her. “It Uncle Emmett here?”
“Yeah….why?”
“I need to talk to him. Thanks Aunt Rosalie!” I jumped off the kitanda and ran up to my uncle’s room.
“Yeah, Nessie?” he asked before I could knock.
“Uncle Emmett, wewe alisema if I ever wanted to see Jacob without my parents knowing you’d help me…well, don’t think about this then. Please.”
“Sure, kid, no problem,”
I ran over to his window and jumped out.
As I ran through the forest, I hoped my uncle wouldn’t think about this au tell my dad. In the dark forest, I could smell the bigger animal’s coming out at night.
The most peculiar smell was the smell of bats. They smelled of wanyama and bats. They get wewe all excited, thinking wewe found a giant carnivore, and then it’s just a wimpy bat. They don’t even taste good. I don’t know how many bats I crushed just out of frustration.
I was near the border line. I could smell the hint of werewolf in the breeze but I kept going.
I saw Sam and Jared on my way there. Their eyes tightened just the slightest bit, but didn’t try to stop me. I kept running through the trees so I could be fast.
When I got to Jacob’s house, I climbed up the nearest tree. There was no lights on and I wondered how late it was. When I was on the right branch, I launched myself downward. I landed on Jacob’s roof with a muted thud. If he was awake he could probably hear it, but Billy never would.
I crawled to the edge of the roof and sung my head down to look in his window. The lights were off, but the moonlight was bright enough that I could see Jacob. He was asleep in his bed, looking so peaceful and happy.
I tapped on the window lightly. Then a little harder. Jacob twitched in his sleep and sat up, confused. He shook his hair out, then looked at his window. I flashed him a smile.
He came over to the window and opened it. “Nessie?!” he hissed. “What are wewe doing here?”
“Back up,”
He sighed and took a few steps back.
I stood up on his roof. I took a deep breath then got on my hands at the edge. Then, I swung my legs down and through his window. I landed with another muted thud.
“Renesmee, what are wewe doing here? You’re parents are gonna kill us both.”
“I had my uncle cover for me and I’ll be back before sunrise. Just don’t think about it when they are around.” I shrugged.
Jacob moved over and laid down on his bed. “I’m really tired, Ness. And it’s almost midnight.”
“I know,” I went over and laid inayofuata to him. “I just have some maswali about imprinting.”
“Go ahead.”
“Well, I was wondering…if wewe are attracted to me in that way?”
Jacob’s eyes snapped open. “Um, well, yeah,” he laughed, embarrassed.
“Okay. And when someone imprints is that normal?”
Jacob nodded. “Yes.”
“Okay.”
“That’s all wewe wanted to know?” he asked.
“Yeah. I just thought I was different because I am attracted to you, too,” I looked away.
Jacob wound his arms around me and pulled me against him. “Nessie, I upendo you. And I always will. It doesn’t have to be now,”
“I know.”
Laying against Jacob’s chest, listening to his heartbeat was an unreal feeling. It made me feel like I could fly.
I turned my head and kissed his chest. He sighed, content.
“Nessie, wewe do realize your father is gonna kill me?”
“Just don’t think about it,” I breathed against his neck.
“Okay, Ness, you’re testing my self-control. As much as I don’t want to let wewe go, wewe have to leave.” he unwound his arms.
I sighed. “I know.” I stood up and walked to his window. “Come over when wewe wake up?”
“See wewe then.”
“I upendo you, Jacob.” I whispered then launched myself out his window. The moon was still bright and the animal’s still burned my throat. I looked up at the sky. I had enough time to hunt.
I darted up a tree, scattering a few bats and owls. When I inhaled I focus hard. I didn’t want to trace a scent to a bat and waste my time. I smelled what I thought was a small elk.
I took off through the trees, jumping from mti to tree, and followed the scent.
There was a small sleeping elk hiding in a bush. I slid down the mti and bit the elk before it even woke up.
After I was done, I ran back to the house. The moon was low now and my parent would be there soon. I pushed myself faster.
I climbed up the house again and back through Emmett’s window.
“Hi.” I said.
“Nessie, are you…”
“Uncle Emmett, I just had zaidi maswali about imprinting. I promise,”
“Okay. I swear not to think about it,” he grinned at me.
“Thanks,” I went back downstairs and sat inayofuata to my grandmother. She was drawing my dad sitting at his piano.
“That’s really pretty,” I said.
“Thank you, Renesmee,” she smiled warmly at me, then kept drawing.
I fell asleep.
“Renesmee, what do wewe think of all this?” my mom asked.
“Well, I think it all makes zaidi sense now. I think I was ready to know this. I always thought of Jacob. I always missed Jacob. I always wanted to be with Jacob. I never knew why. Now that I know he imprinted, it makes zaidi sense.”
My mother nodded.
“We should probably get going,” I suggested. “I need to apologize to Uncle Emmett.”
I stood up and took Jacob’s hand. This felt natural. We ran through the forest at a jogging speed for us. My parents ran in front of us, holding hands and laughing.
Jacob and I stayed quiet. I guessed he didn’t have anything to say. I was just feeling his hand around mine and knowing what it meant now. I wanted to lean over a kiss him. I wanted that feeling back.
When we got to the house, I walked up to Emmett’s room and knocked quietly on the door.
“Come on in, Ness,”
I walked in. Emmett was sitting on his bed, typing something on his laptop.
“Uncle Emmett, I’m really sorry. I just didn’t like it when wewe pushed Jacob. Some instinct took over.”
“I know, Nessie. And wewe didn’t hurt me so it’s okay,” he smiled mockingly. “I didn’t hurt you, did I? I was trying not to hurt wewe but my instinct took over.”
“No, wewe didn’t hurt me,”
“So…you and Jacob now?”
“Can I talk to wewe about that?” I asked.
He put his laptop aside. “Sure. I’m here for you, kid,”
“When wewe first met Aunt Rosalie and realized wewe were in love, what was your…physical relationship like?” I looked away, blushing.
“Um,” he laughed. “Well, we were in upendo and we were attracted to each other so it was involved. Why are wewe asking me this?”
“It’s just…” I listened hard. I hoped and prayed my dad wasn’t listening to my thoughts. “I feel attracted to Jacob in that way. Like when we were kissing, I kind of wanted things to—”
“Say no more, kid,” he interrupted. “Just make sure your mom and dad don’t know and…well I’m not sure how that would work, but I guess use protection.”
I blushed. “It’s not like we’d ever be alone with my dad able to read both of our thoughts. And now that he’s allowed on the reservation…”
“I can help wewe out with that sometime. Just come talk to me,”
“Thanks, Uncle Emmett,” I hugged him for a minute, then went back downstairs.
Jacob was on the couch, watching a baseball game. My dad was sitting inayofuata to my aunt at the piano, teaching her. My mom was staring out the glass wall.
I went over and sat inayofuata to Jacob. He rest him arm around me and I laid against his chest.
We spent the rest of the siku just watching TV. My family came in and out. I fell asleep against Jacob’s chest.
When I woke up, I was still on the couch, but Jacob was gone. My aunt was sitting inayofuata to me, watching TV.
“Where’s Jacob?” I asked.
“He went home. So did your parents.”
I looked at her. “It Uncle Emmett here?”
“Yeah….why?”
“I need to talk to him. Thanks Aunt Rosalie!” I jumped off the kitanda and ran up to my uncle’s room.
“Yeah, Nessie?” he asked before I could knock.
“Uncle Emmett, wewe alisema if I ever wanted to see Jacob without my parents knowing you’d help me…well, don’t think about this then. Please.”
“Sure, kid, no problem,”
I ran over to his window and jumped out.
As I ran through the forest, I hoped my uncle wouldn’t think about this au tell my dad. In the dark forest, I could smell the bigger animal’s coming out at night.
The most peculiar smell was the smell of bats. They smelled of wanyama and bats. They get wewe all excited, thinking wewe found a giant carnivore, and then it’s just a wimpy bat. They don’t even taste good. I don’t know how many bats I crushed just out of frustration.
I was near the border line. I could smell the hint of werewolf in the breeze but I kept going.
I saw Sam and Jared on my way there. Their eyes tightened just the slightest bit, but didn’t try to stop me. I kept running through the trees so I could be fast.
When I got to Jacob’s house, I climbed up the nearest tree. There was no lights on and I wondered how late it was. When I was on the right branch, I launched myself downward. I landed on Jacob’s roof with a muted thud. If he was awake he could probably hear it, but Billy never would.
I crawled to the edge of the roof and sung my head down to look in his window. The lights were off, but the moonlight was bright enough that I could see Jacob. He was asleep in his bed, looking so peaceful and happy.
I tapped on the window lightly. Then a little harder. Jacob twitched in his sleep and sat up, confused. He shook his hair out, then looked at his window. I flashed him a smile.
He came over to the window and opened it. “Nessie?!” he hissed. “What are wewe doing here?”
“Back up,”
He sighed and took a few steps back.
I stood up on his roof. I took a deep breath then got on my hands at the edge. Then, I swung my legs down and through his window. I landed with another muted thud.
“Renesmee, what are wewe doing here? You’re parents are gonna kill us both.”
“I had my uncle cover for me and I’ll be back before sunrise. Just don’t think about it when they are around.” I shrugged.
Jacob moved over and laid down on his bed. “I’m really tired, Ness. And it’s almost midnight.”
“I know,” I went over and laid inayofuata to him. “I just have some maswali about imprinting.”
“Go ahead.”
“Well, I was wondering…if wewe are attracted to me in that way?”
Jacob’s eyes snapped open. “Um, well, yeah,” he laughed, embarrassed.
“Okay. And when someone imprints is that normal?”
Jacob nodded. “Yes.”
“Okay.”
“That’s all wewe wanted to know?” he asked.
“Yeah. I just thought I was different because I am attracted to you, too,” I looked away.
Jacob wound his arms around me and pulled me against him. “Nessie, I upendo you. And I always will. It doesn’t have to be now,”
“I know.”
Laying against Jacob’s chest, listening to his heartbeat was an unreal feeling. It made me feel like I could fly.
I turned my head and kissed his chest. He sighed, content.
“Nessie, wewe do realize your father is gonna kill me?”
“Just don’t think about it,” I breathed against his neck.
“Okay, Ness, you’re testing my self-control. As much as I don’t want to let wewe go, wewe have to leave.” he unwound his arms.
I sighed. “I know.” I stood up and walked to his window. “Come over when wewe wake up?”
“See wewe then.”
“I upendo you, Jacob.” I whispered then launched myself out his window. The moon was still bright and the animal’s still burned my throat. I looked up at the sky. I had enough time to hunt.
I darted up a tree, scattering a few bats and owls. When I inhaled I focus hard. I didn’t want to trace a scent to a bat and waste my time. I smelled what I thought was a small elk.
I took off through the trees, jumping from mti to tree, and followed the scent.
There was a small sleeping elk hiding in a bush. I slid down the mti and bit the elk before it even woke up.
After I was done, I ran back to the house. The moon was low now and my parent would be there soon. I pushed myself faster.
I climbed up the house again and back through Emmett’s window.
“Hi.” I said.
“Nessie, are you…”
“Uncle Emmett, I just had zaidi maswali about imprinting. I promise,”
“Okay. I swear not to think about it,” he grinned at me.
“Thanks,” I went back downstairs and sat inayofuata to my grandmother. She was drawing my dad sitting at his piano.
“That’s really pretty,” I said.
“Thank you, Renesmee,” she smiled warmly at me, then kept drawing.
I fell asleep.
bella: edward we need to talk.................................................
edward: go ahead we have got all the time in the world.
bella: ok but i don't think your gunna like it.
edward: whats wrong
bella: its nothing really but i do have to say i don't upendo wewe and i never have. the only reason why i married wewe was cuz wewe have lots of money and cuz i wanted to be a vampire. now i have got that i don't need wewe anymore.
Edward: don't leave me.
bella: i have to cuz jacobs waiting for me in the car.
edward: thats my car
bella: buy a new one
bella: i am also taking renesmee with me. goodby edward. and thanks for the car
edward:noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. not the car
bella: hu hum i alisema goodbuy edward
edward: o sorry goodbuy bella.
and so bella, renesmee and jacob lived happily ever after
edward: go ahead we have got all the time in the world.
bella: ok but i don't think your gunna like it.
edward: whats wrong
bella: its nothing really but i do have to say i don't upendo wewe and i never have. the only reason why i married wewe was cuz wewe have lots of money and cuz i wanted to be a vampire. now i have got that i don't need wewe anymore.
Edward: don't leave me.
bella: i have to cuz jacobs waiting for me in the car.
edward: thats my car
bella: buy a new one
bella: i am also taking renesmee with me. goodby edward. and thanks for the car
edward:noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. not the car
bella: hu hum i alisema goodbuy edward
edward: o sorry goodbuy bella.
and so bella, renesmee and jacob lived happily ever after
10. Ask about Mike.
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that wewe and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her wewe are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Source: link
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that wewe and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her wewe are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Source: link
I thought I'd post this poem and try to get constructive feedback ;)
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To Know Her
She is who I see and all that I see.
Every dakika with her is a dakika to know her.
What does she like? What makes her angry?
What makes her laugh like no other?
I watch her songesha and learn her moods.
Her needs, I read like a book unbound.
I study her eyes as they speak to me
When words aren’t enough, when they can’t be found.
Her joy is mine, her emotions songesha me.
To be what she wants is no arduous task.
To protect her and know her – that’s what I do
So I find it amusing when she would ask:
“How is it that wewe know me so well?
Sometimes it seems wewe can read my mind.”
“Nah,” I smile. “I just pay attention.”
I become what she wants and needs, kwa design.
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To Know Her
She is who I see and all that I see.
Every dakika with her is a dakika to know her.
What does she like? What makes her angry?
What makes her laugh like no other?
I watch her songesha and learn her moods.
Her needs, I read like a book unbound.
I study her eyes as they speak to me
When words aren’t enough, when they can’t be found.
Her joy is mine, her emotions songesha me.
To be what she wants is no arduous task.
To protect her and know her – that’s what I do
So I find it amusing when she would ask:
“How is it that wewe know me so well?
Sometimes it seems wewe can read my mind.”
“Nah,” I smile. “I just pay attention.”
I become what she wants and needs, kwa design.