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Aro looked me up and down. A wicked smile taking over his dark expression. “ hello young friend how can i help you?” he muttered pleasantly. Rising up from the dhahabu guild chair at the end of the room. Caius and Marcus sat silently- scrutinising me. Their minds concentrating mainly on my eye colour. I alisema nothing to Aro as he approached me. “ wewe are part of Carlisle’s coven? Correct?” he asked- him also observing my eyes closely. A responded with one stern nod. My body and mind not allowing me to respond in any other way. My mind was hardly there- nothing in my body functioning- my lungs, my moyo – all my internal organs completely removed – now i was hollow- but not just hollow- it was as if acid had taken its place- every part of me ached and burned.

“so what is it that wewe enquire from us on this day? What is your name?” i looked up at his face, His skin chalky and translucent. “Edward” The words made a gusting sound from my lips, the three minds in the room took in my tortured expression, the emptiness of my voice- the dead look in my eyes. Aro looked at his brothers for a second, then the floor- then he turned his vile red eyes in my direction. “ has Carlisle told wewe about my gift?” he asked in a fake sense of politeness- his mind bent around a way to kill me as quickly as possible if i pose a threat. I nodded again- and held my hand out in front of my torso. He nodded a slight smile crossing his face, his brittle skin touched mine- watching my everythought that had ever crossed my mind.

My gift allowed me to view them also- the ancient perception of my mothers face, my first memory of carlilse- Aro’s mind enjoying the uchungu, chungu memory of my vigilante days, the crimson in my eyes. The memorys of alice’s gift came then- Which i regretted instantly- Aro dwelled upon her, he was viewing her as an acquisition. Then popped up bella. Reliving everything through his mind was probably the most excrutiating thing i could have ever imagined. Him now experiencing the feeling of her in my arms in the meadow,the first time i caught her scent in biology, the warmth and taste of her lips the first time i kissed her, the pain of seeing her mangled and broken after james’s attempt at murdering her. It was nothing close to the pain i was feeling at living back these memories. He looked at me wearily as i felt my knees buckle.

I would never experience any of these things again. Never see her blush, stroke the beautifull delicate skin across her cheekbones. Never hold her in my arms- and feel her soft breathing against my chest i would never get to save her life. I drowned in the pain- my bella, my poor bella. Aro let go of my hand. Already knowing what i wanted he walked over to his brothers but was back in front of me within seconds.

“ so what is it that wewe desire Edward?” he asked. His voice almost stabbing me. I lifted my head up – knowing my face would already portray exactly what it was i wanted “i want” i alisema not sure if i would be able to finish “to die” i said. My fists clenching as i read his mind. “ and why is that?” he said. “i have Lost something. That it is not possible to live without” i alisema the words burning like acid as they flew from my mouth.

He nodded and started to mduara, duara me. Like a vulture- feeding from the misery and pain that circled through my body. “ a human girl”he said. And i nodded once. His thoughts pondering around why i could possibly be drawn to her. I glared at him. A growl escaping my lips he put too hands in front of himself palms facing towards me “ apologies. Im afraid im not good at controlling my thoughts my young friend. I should probably have seen in coming. Carlilse’s opinion of humans always baffled me”. He laughed slightly. My fists clenched tightly “ i should have known eventually one of his coven would end up falling in upendo with one of them. Still its still very much a suprise “ he said.

As if he was discussing kusoma a good book. He walked up to me and put his hand on my shoulder standing in front of me- it took all the streghnth in my body not to shrug it off. “ please wait through there Edward whilst i ponder your request with my brothers. I nodded and walked away. Knowing the inayofuata few dakika would be pure torture. Praying that they would say yes