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Hello, guys. Sorry for not posting for so long - I was totally busy with my studying in the university.
“Oh,” She said.
I couldn’t understand the expression on her face while she was staring at the bruises. She was silent for a long moment. The feeling of guilt filled me with even zaidi force.
“I’m… so sorry, Bella. I knew better than this. I should not have—” I couldn’t find words to describe how sorry I felt for that. All the words couldn’t even begin to cover it. My voice broke.
“I am zaidi sorry than I can tell you.”
I couldn’t watch her any more. This beautiful body of my Angel was so hurt. Her whole ribs were covered with dark spots. I couldn’t see all the bruises before, when the feathers partly covered Bella. I even noticed a big dark spot on her neck – my hungry kiss. I shut me eyes and threw my arm over my face. I couldn’t imagine any worse. So, now I was just waiting for her anger, knowing that I can’t do anything to save the situation, there were no solution. I hated myself with such force….I was damning the siku when I became this too strong monster, that hurt my only love.
After a long silent torturing moment I felt Bella’s warm soft fingers on my arm. The wave of her tasty scent filled my lungs. If I was human, I’d probably be crying.
She tried to songesha my hand off my face but I couldn’t meet her gaze.
“Edward?” She alisema in a soft voice. I didn’t respond. I was waiting for her words.
“I’m not sorry, Edward. I’m… I can’t even tell you. I’m so happy. That doesn’t cover it.
Don’t be angry. Don’t. I’m really f—”
She was surprising me with her reaction as always. I made me angry. Fine?! She was FINE?! Covered with dark spots all over her body, but trying to comfort me! I was the last person now who she needed to care about. I was a terrible monster, hurting even my wife, loving her.
“Do not say the word fine.” My voice was rough and cold of disgust of myself. “If wewe value my sanity, do not say that wewe are fine.”
“But I am,” She whispered. Yeah, she was worrying how to make me feel better. She was the kindest person in the whole world. My lovely Bella!But nothing now could make me feel any better.
“Bella,” I almost moaned. “Don’t.” Her efforts made me feel even worse. If she screamed and be angry and blamed me that I ruined our honeymoon, it’d be fair, and I’d know that I deserve it.
“No. wewe don’t, Edward.” Her uigizaji finally made me songesha my hand and meet her gaze.
“Don’t ruin this,” She told. “I. Am. Happy.”
“I’ve already ruined this,” I whispered. There was no doubt au way back.
“Cut it out,” She snapped.
My anger returned – I was angry with myself - I wanted to crash something immediately. But she was lying over me, so I couldn't songesha not hurting her feelings. I forced myself not to songesha and my teeth grind together.
“Ugh!” she groaned. “Why can’t wewe just read my mind already? It’s so inconvenient to be
a mental mute!”
What?! This whole situation made no sense – vampire, making upendo with human, hurt Bella, trying to comfort the one who hurt her, kwa the way, she was always happy that I can’t read her mind, but now she regretted it?! Did the whole world go crazy this night? Maybe I missed the moment?
“That’s a new one. wewe upendo that I can’t read your mind.”
“Not today.”
I was stuck. “Why?”
She threw my hands up and than her warm palms fell against my chest .
“Because all this angst would be completely unnecessary if wewe could see how I feel right now! au five dakika ago, anyway. I was perfectly happy. Totally and completely blissed out. Now—well, I’m sort of pissed, actually.”Oh, this was closer to the situation, actually.
“You should be angry at me.”
“Well, I am. Does that make wewe feel better?”
I sighed. Of course not, but it makes sense and I deserved her anger.
“No. I don’t think anything could make me feel better now.” Maybe, if she acted as she was supposed to - crying, blaming me and screaming, I’d beg her to forgive me, but I didn’t deserve it. Her moyo beat accelerated. She became angry.
“That,” She snapped.
“That right there is why I’m angry. wewe are killing my buzz, Edward.”
I rolled my eyes and shook my head. No sense again. I was dying here of my guilt, that I hurt her, but she wanted me to feel good au happy. Ridiculous.
She took a deep breath. Like she was collecting her thoughts. What zaidi can she say? I had no idea. All I knew – was that there was no way out of this situation. Everything was completely perfect – I loved her zaidi than my life, than everything in the world, she loved me back, she married me and now she was completely mine, she did everything to make me happy. The only thing she demanded was physical love, before I turn her to immortal. It was supposed to be pleasant, beautiful, all upendo that I can give her, but I ruined everything. There was nothing to make me feel any better
“We knew this was going to be tricky. I thought that was assumed. And then—well, it was a lot easier than I
thought it would be. And this is really nothing.” She brushed her fingers along my arm. My mind couldn’t deal with this. What was she talking about? Like she was expecting something like that… “I think for a first time, not knowing what to expect, we did amazing. With a little practice—” maybe my expression gave me away, but she broke off. Yeah, she was expecting that there might be any injury!!! My God! Suddenly my breathing became rough and I was almost screaming:
“Assumed? Did wewe expect this, Bella? Were wewe anticipating that I would hurt you?
Were wewe thinking it would be worse? Do wewe consider the experiment a success
because wewe can walk away from it? No broken bones—that equals a victory?”
She was silent for a long moment. I calmed down. I was uigizaji in the worst way I could - she wasn't the one who ruined everything. That was me.
Hello, guys. Sorry for not posting for so long - I was totally busy with my studying in the university.
“Oh,” She said.
I couldn’t understand the expression on her face while she was staring at the bruises. She was silent for a long moment. The feeling of guilt filled me with even zaidi force.
“I’m… so sorry, Bella. I knew better than this. I should not have—” I couldn’t find words to describe how sorry I felt for that. All the words couldn’t even begin to cover it. My voice broke.
“I am zaidi sorry than I can tell you.”
I couldn’t watch her any more. This beautiful body of my Angel was so hurt. Her whole ribs were covered with dark spots. I couldn’t see all the bruises before, when the feathers partly covered Bella. I even noticed a big dark spot on her neck – my hungry kiss. I shut me eyes and threw my arm over my face. I couldn’t imagine any worse. So, now I was just waiting for her anger, knowing that I can’t do anything to save the situation, there were no solution. I hated myself with such force….I was damning the siku when I became this too strong monster, that hurt my only love.
After a long silent torturing moment I felt Bella’s warm soft fingers on my arm. The wave of her tasty scent filled my lungs. If I was human, I’d probably be crying.
She tried to songesha my hand off my face but I couldn’t meet her gaze.
“Edward?” She alisema in a soft voice. I didn’t respond. I was waiting for her words.
“I’m not sorry, Edward. I’m… I can’t even tell you. I’m so happy. That doesn’t cover it.
Don’t be angry. Don’t. I’m really f—”
She was surprising me with her reaction as always. I made me angry. Fine?! She was FINE?! Covered with dark spots all over her body, but trying to comfort me! I was the last person now who she needed to care about. I was a terrible monster, hurting even my wife, loving her.
“Do not say the word fine.” My voice was rough and cold of disgust of myself. “If wewe value my sanity, do not say that wewe are fine.”
“But I am,” She whispered. Yeah, she was worrying how to make me feel better. She was the kindest person in the whole world. My lovely Bella!But nothing now could make me feel any better.
“Bella,” I almost moaned. “Don’t.” Her efforts made me feel even worse. If she screamed and be angry and blamed me that I ruined our honeymoon, it’d be fair, and I’d know that I deserve it.
“No. wewe don’t, Edward.” Her uigizaji finally made me songesha my hand and meet her gaze.
“Don’t ruin this,” She told. “I. Am. Happy.”
“I’ve already ruined this,” I whispered. There was no doubt au way back.
“Cut it out,” She snapped.
My anger returned – I was angry with myself - I wanted to crash something immediately. But she was lying over me, so I couldn't songesha not hurting her feelings. I forced myself not to songesha and my teeth grind together.
“Ugh!” she groaned. “Why can’t wewe just read my mind already? It’s so inconvenient to be
a mental mute!”
What?! This whole situation made no sense – vampire, making upendo with human, hurt Bella, trying to comfort the one who hurt her, kwa the way, she was always happy that I can’t read her mind, but now she regretted it?! Did the whole world go crazy this night? Maybe I missed the moment?
“That’s a new one. wewe upendo that I can’t read your mind.”
“Not today.”
I was stuck. “Why?”
She threw my hands up and than her warm palms fell against my chest .
“Because all this angst would be completely unnecessary if wewe could see how I feel right now! au five dakika ago, anyway. I was perfectly happy. Totally and completely blissed out. Now—well, I’m sort of pissed, actually.”Oh, this was closer to the situation, actually.
“You should be angry at me.”
“Well, I am. Does that make wewe feel better?”
I sighed. Of course not, but it makes sense and I deserved her anger.
“No. I don’t think anything could make me feel better now.” Maybe, if she acted as she was supposed to - crying, blaming me and screaming, I’d beg her to forgive me, but I didn’t deserve it. Her moyo beat accelerated. She became angry.
“That,” She snapped.
“That right there is why I’m angry. wewe are killing my buzz, Edward.”
I rolled my eyes and shook my head. No sense again. I was dying here of my guilt, that I hurt her, but she wanted me to feel good au happy. Ridiculous.
She took a deep breath. Like she was collecting her thoughts. What zaidi can she say? I had no idea. All I knew – was that there was no way out of this situation. Everything was completely perfect – I loved her zaidi than my life, than everything in the world, she loved me back, she married me and now she was completely mine, she did everything to make me happy. The only thing she demanded was physical love, before I turn her to immortal. It was supposed to be pleasant, beautiful, all upendo that I can give her, but I ruined everything. There was nothing to make me feel any better
“We knew this was going to be tricky. I thought that was assumed. And then—well, it was a lot easier than I
thought it would be. And this is really nothing.” She brushed her fingers along my arm. My mind couldn’t deal with this. What was she talking about? Like she was expecting something like that… “I think for a first time, not knowing what to expect, we did amazing. With a little practice—” maybe my expression gave me away, but she broke off. Yeah, she was expecting that there might be any injury!!! My God! Suddenly my breathing became rough and I was almost screaming:
“Assumed? Did wewe expect this, Bella? Were wewe anticipating that I would hurt you?
Were wewe thinking it would be worse? Do wewe consider the experiment a success
because wewe can walk away from it? No broken bones—that equals a victory?”
She was silent for a long moment. I calmed down. I was uigizaji in the worst way I could - she wasn't the one who ruined everything. That was me.
This seemingly minor blip of news is going to be very exciting for a lot of wewe readers. The third movie entry in the “Twilight” series, “Eclipse,” will shoot at Vancouver Film Studios between August 17 and October 31 (Halloween wrap!), Coming Soon reports. The David Slade-directed adaptation of Stephanie Meyer’s novel will come from a script kwa series scribe (and occasional “Dexter” writer) Melissa Rosenberg.
The Halloween wrap, upangaji pamoja is perfectly timed to coincide with what will likely be the start of a massive publicity push leading into the release of “New Moon” on November 20. “Eclipse” is currently set for a June 30, 2010 release, a fact which I’m sure that many of wewe readers are already well aware of. So mark those calendars if wewe haven’t already, and prepare for an increasing onslaught of “Eclipse” news as the wheels spin faster and faster.
Yeah i get it its short Chibimoongirl leave the suspends
Renesmee's POV
I was walking to my parents meadow but i was wasnt paying attention to the beauty i was uandishi a poem:
A winter night,
Cold and harsh
He only holds me in his too hot hands
Our upendo is like a blooming rose
Only ten times faster
And zaidi sweeter
He disolves in darkness,
My handsome knight is gone
But he doesnt come back
LIke i thought he would
Back to the meadow
Here I am
Flowers growing so vibrantly
But my meadow is gone
And so is he.
I was so deep inside this poem like it was worth everything to me. But at the same time i was listening to my ipod the song was My Immortal kwa Evanescence and it just reminded me of him. I heard noises even with the muziki on full blast but i didnt care i just sat there waiting for sleepiness take over me. But the pain of staining in my moyo was just to much and i saw bare feet in front of me.
Renesmee's POV
I was walking to my parents meadow but i was wasnt paying attention to the beauty i was uandishi a poem:
A winter night,
Cold and harsh
He only holds me in his too hot hands
Our upendo is like a blooming rose
Only ten times faster
And zaidi sweeter
He disolves in darkness,
My handsome knight is gone
But he doesnt come back
LIke i thought he would
Back to the meadow
Here I am
Flowers growing so vibrantly
But my meadow is gone
And so is he.
I was so deep inside this poem like it was worth everything to me. But at the same time i was listening to my ipod the song was My Immortal kwa Evanescence and it just reminded me of him. I heard noises even with the muziki on full blast but i didnt care i just sat there waiting for sleepiness take over me. But the pain of staining in my moyo was just to much and i saw bare feet in front of me.
-Emmett-
I knew Rosalie'd be mad when Edward 'suggested' the idea of taking a camping trip. She hated those things. Dunno why, I liked them, but that probably just meant that Rosalie wouldn't.
Anyway, I thought Rose got over it, but she apparently hadn't, 'cause when we were running there, she must've been thinking some really angry thoughts, because Edward started laughing.
Rosalie was apparently not in the mood for that, because she caught up with him and hit him across the chest with her arm. She hit him so hard he flew back a couple of meters before he fell to the ground. He didn't see it coming, she must've not been thinking much.
Now THAT someone shoulda caught on camera. It was REALLY funny, everyone was laughing, even Ed.
I had a feeling Rosalie would never let him forget this.
I knew Rosalie'd be mad when Edward 'suggested' the idea of taking a camping trip. She hated those things. Dunno why, I liked them, but that probably just meant that Rosalie wouldn't.
Anyway, I thought Rose got over it, but she apparently hadn't, 'cause when we were running there, she must've been thinking some really angry thoughts, because Edward started laughing.
Rosalie was apparently not in the mood for that, because she caught up with him and hit him across the chest with her arm. She hit him so hard he flew back a couple of meters before he fell to the ground. He didn't see it coming, she must've not been thinking much.
Now THAT someone shoulda caught on camera. It was REALLY funny, everyone was laughing, even Ed.
I had a feeling Rosalie would never let him forget this.