There I am... Gabby Raptor.... " I miss him" I say to myself standing on a montain... alone. Then I hear a voice..." Mike...?" I say.... Nothing there... Mike was an old family friend... He was like a father to me.... The father that left me when I was five... My mother she went after him and eventuly died... I found that out 3 years later after the acedent.... Mike was a good friend.... All I have left of him is his horse "Boxer". It was my fault the killer got to Mike... It always is my fault.... I'm nothing but trouble... But what sadens me zaidi is that I'm rejected...My 3 brothers and my grandfather... The only people I have left..... The upendo of my life.... The only person I will ever love" ... I bet he doesn't notice me at all... To busy with training" I said... Then I hear someone calling my name... I turn around quickly... Still nothing there.... I fall on the floor... Then begin crying....." Why do I even live? " I alisema Then the same voice that called my name alisema " Because in life there's always something to live for..." I jumped to my feet... A bit startled actully. Then just start thinking about my life... Mike .... and the upendo of my life.... Even though I'm 16... Life is very complicated....
I hate you
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want wewe here?
Do I want wewe gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are wewe real?
Are wewe fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
wewe spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of wewe mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are wewe worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now onyesha me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
au do I leave you?
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want wewe here?
Do I want wewe gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are wewe real?
Are wewe fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
wewe spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of wewe mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are wewe worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now onyesha me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
au do I leave you?