"Put your hands up!" the cop shouted. My breaths came out short and quick. Trembling, I put my hands up. "The neighbors reported a break in. Do wewe live here?"
"No," I breathed, unthinkingly. Why didn't I just say yes? Dammit! I at least have the right to remain silent! My moyo was thudding in my ears; I couldn't think straight.
"Stand up," the cop said, still holding the gun in one hand. He walked over to me, and pulled me up. He patted me down, pulling out the money. It was a fairly large amount, so it was obvious I'd stolen it. "Put your hands behind your back," he ordered. I heard the click of the handcuffs. I whimpered. What a great day... I wanted to plead with him to let me go, but I couldn't.
He shoved me into the police car, even though I was cooperating. I rolled my eyes. He still had to look tough and make a scene. He alisema nothing throughout the car ride. I bit my lip. Paige was seriously going to murder me.
They put me in a cell, with a very tough looking woman. I gulped. She sat on the bench, arms folded, and nodded at me.
"What're wewe in for?" she asked. My eyes were wide with fear, and I sat on the other side of the cell.
"Uh... Nothing. It was just a misunderstanding," I alisema quickly. She nodded at me, then stared at me for the rest of the time. I tried not to notice, but it was really scaring me.
"You got one call," the cop alisema after an hour. He let me out of the cell, which I was very thankful for, and I dialed the nyumbani phone number.
"Hello?" Sage asked after a couple rings.
"Sage," I alisema quickly. "You need to tell Kirsten to go and get Paige. I need her to come get me."
"Where are you?"
"The police station." There was a long pause.
"Kirsten!!" she screamed at the juu of her lungs. The cop heard it too; he gave me a confused look.
"What," Kirsten sighed, answering the phone.
"Go find Paige, and have her bail me out."
"What, are wewe in jail au something?"
"Yes." Another long pause. Then she hung up on me. I bit my lip. Hopefully she did what I asked of her, and didn't think it was a joke. The cop placed me back in the cell. I sat on the bench, away from the freaky lady, and brought my knees up to my chest. I had a real bad feeling I just screwed things up even more.
I was at the jail for a couple hours, when finally Paige showed up. She looked so pissed, I'd rather hug Freaky Lady than go near her. Thankfully, Paige cleared it with the cop that it was my mother's boyfriend's house. She then lied and alisema she was trying to bring him money he had asked for, when he was out our house. So there was no bail.
"Then why didn't wewe say anything?" the cop accused me. I gulped.
"Umm... I was scared," I said, my voice shaking a little. At least that made it zaidi believable. He sighed, and then let us go. The police station is a little over two miles from our house, and it was late now, so we started walking.
"You are so..." Paige started.
"I was only trying to help!" I said.
"You're lucky wewe didn't make things worse!" she screamed at me. I cowered away from her. She was quiet after that. She sighed. "Mom's still not back." I whimpered.
"What're we going to do?"
"You are going home. I need to go back to work," she said.
"I hope I get that job," I sighed. "Then I can actually help."
"You do help," she alisema confidently. "You watch the kids."
"Yeah, but that doesn't do much. You're stuck supporting the family all kwa yourself, while Mom gets to go off and be a little kid."
"It's not her fault," she said. "She's just happy to have someone who actually loves her." I raised an eyebrow.
"You don't actually think he loves her, do you?"
"Yes. Why don't you?"
"I don't know. There's just something about him..."
"He just doesn't really like us. That's all that bothers you."
"Well, not all of it... But seriously. How many times has he been over to see Auburn?" Paige didn't speak. "Once. That's it. How can he not want to see his own daughter? wewe know he only wants her for one thing..." I shuddered.
"Well, there's nothing we can do."
"Yeah. So we're just gonna sit here, and wait for him to break her heart? Like they all did?" I countered. Paige didn't say anything. "Well, it doesn't matter," I alisema sarcastically. "It's happened before, so she should be used to it kwa now?"
"I never alisema that," she sighed. "I just... She makes her own mistakes. It's not our fault she can't learn from them." I shook my head. "Well, some good things from this are, we have a nice family. You, me, Kirsten Sage, and now Auburn." I pouted.
"Yeah, but sometimes... it feels like wewe guys aren't even my sisters. Sure, we have the same mom, but she's never around so it's like we don't even have one. We're all just... there. With no one but each other. And it's all so messed up."
"I know it is, but... At least we do have each other. We're there for each other. Otherwise, you'd still be in jail," she added at the end. I bit my lip, as my thoughts returned to why this whole siku happened. She patted my shoulder. "Hey. I told you. We're going to be fine." I sighed, then nodded. Paige had to go then. We parted ways a couple blocks away from home. I was terrified to walk nyumbani alone, but I didn't tell her. I didn't want her to need to walk me home, and plus I didn't want her to think I was a wimp.
I walked down the sidewalk, which seemed to glow from the moonlight. Almost no one had their lights on, so the mitaani, mtaa was very dark and intimidating. My moyo skipped at every little noise, which was zaidi than often the sound of me tripping over my own feet. I stopped for a moment, and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I just needed to calm down.
Just then, an arm wrapped around my neck, pulling me close to someone's body. I was about to scream, when a hand covered my mouth. I kicked and thrashed around, but the person was too strong. I felt a gun placed up to my temple. I froze, tears pouring out of my eyes, and onto the person's hand.
"Don't songesha au scream, au I'll kill you," the deep voice said.
"No," I breathed, unthinkingly. Why didn't I just say yes? Dammit! I at least have the right to remain silent! My moyo was thudding in my ears; I couldn't think straight.
"Stand up," the cop said, still holding the gun in one hand. He walked over to me, and pulled me up. He patted me down, pulling out the money. It was a fairly large amount, so it was obvious I'd stolen it. "Put your hands behind your back," he ordered. I heard the click of the handcuffs. I whimpered. What a great day... I wanted to plead with him to let me go, but I couldn't.
He shoved me into the police car, even though I was cooperating. I rolled my eyes. He still had to look tough and make a scene. He alisema nothing throughout the car ride. I bit my lip. Paige was seriously going to murder me.
They put me in a cell, with a very tough looking woman. I gulped. She sat on the bench, arms folded, and nodded at me.
"What're wewe in for?" she asked. My eyes were wide with fear, and I sat on the other side of the cell.
"Uh... Nothing. It was just a misunderstanding," I alisema quickly. She nodded at me, then stared at me for the rest of the time. I tried not to notice, but it was really scaring me.
"You got one call," the cop alisema after an hour. He let me out of the cell, which I was very thankful for, and I dialed the nyumbani phone number.
"Hello?" Sage asked after a couple rings.
"Sage," I alisema quickly. "You need to tell Kirsten to go and get Paige. I need her to come get me."
"Where are you?"
"The police station." There was a long pause.
"Kirsten!!" she screamed at the juu of her lungs. The cop heard it too; he gave me a confused look.
"What," Kirsten sighed, answering the phone.
"Go find Paige, and have her bail me out."
"What, are wewe in jail au something?"
"Yes." Another long pause. Then she hung up on me. I bit my lip. Hopefully she did what I asked of her, and didn't think it was a joke. The cop placed me back in the cell. I sat on the bench, away from the freaky lady, and brought my knees up to my chest. I had a real bad feeling I just screwed things up even more.
I was at the jail for a couple hours, when finally Paige showed up. She looked so pissed, I'd rather hug Freaky Lady than go near her. Thankfully, Paige cleared it with the cop that it was my mother's boyfriend's house. She then lied and alisema she was trying to bring him money he had asked for, when he was out our house. So there was no bail.
"Then why didn't wewe say anything?" the cop accused me. I gulped.
"Umm... I was scared," I said, my voice shaking a little. At least that made it zaidi believable. He sighed, and then let us go. The police station is a little over two miles from our house, and it was late now, so we started walking.
"You are so..." Paige started.
"I was only trying to help!" I said.
"You're lucky wewe didn't make things worse!" she screamed at me. I cowered away from her. She was quiet after that. She sighed. "Mom's still not back." I whimpered.
"What're we going to do?"
"You are going home. I need to go back to work," she said.
"I hope I get that job," I sighed. "Then I can actually help."
"You do help," she alisema confidently. "You watch the kids."
"Yeah, but that doesn't do much. You're stuck supporting the family all kwa yourself, while Mom gets to go off and be a little kid."
"It's not her fault," she said. "She's just happy to have someone who actually loves her." I raised an eyebrow.
"You don't actually think he loves her, do you?"
"Yes. Why don't you?"
"I don't know. There's just something about him..."
"He just doesn't really like us. That's all that bothers you."
"Well, not all of it... But seriously. How many times has he been over to see Auburn?" Paige didn't speak. "Once. That's it. How can he not want to see his own daughter? wewe know he only wants her for one thing..." I shuddered.
"Well, there's nothing we can do."
"Yeah. So we're just gonna sit here, and wait for him to break her heart? Like they all did?" I countered. Paige didn't say anything. "Well, it doesn't matter," I alisema sarcastically. "It's happened before, so she should be used to it kwa now?"
"I never alisema that," she sighed. "I just... She makes her own mistakes. It's not our fault she can't learn from them." I shook my head. "Well, some good things from this are, we have a nice family. You, me, Kirsten Sage, and now Auburn." I pouted.
"Yeah, but sometimes... it feels like wewe guys aren't even my sisters. Sure, we have the same mom, but she's never around so it's like we don't even have one. We're all just... there. With no one but each other. And it's all so messed up."
"I know it is, but... At least we do have each other. We're there for each other. Otherwise, you'd still be in jail," she added at the end. I bit my lip, as my thoughts returned to why this whole siku happened. She patted my shoulder. "Hey. I told you. We're going to be fine." I sighed, then nodded. Paige had to go then. We parted ways a couple blocks away from home. I was terrified to walk nyumbani alone, but I didn't tell her. I didn't want her to need to walk me home, and plus I didn't want her to think I was a wimp.
I walked down the sidewalk, which seemed to glow from the moonlight. Almost no one had their lights on, so the mitaani, mtaa was very dark and intimidating. My moyo skipped at every little noise, which was zaidi than often the sound of me tripping over my own feet. I stopped for a moment, and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I just needed to calm down.
Just then, an arm wrapped around my neck, pulling me close to someone's body. I was about to scream, when a hand covered my mouth. I kicked and thrashed around, but the person was too strong. I felt a gun placed up to my temple. I froze, tears pouring out of my eyes, and onto the person's hand.
"Don't songesha au scream, au I'll kill you," the deep voice said.
Darkest light, brightest sight
Midnight sky, Nyx's day
That navy ribbon shall lead the way
Full moon, Selene's sun
It soon shall be the only one...
heres another one
No red,
No yellow,
No blue,
No white,
Nature is gone,
The flowers are dead,
There be no zaidi light,
Black!
Everywhere around.
Scream!
There is no other sound.
All is lost.
And then another:
Fly,
So high,
HIgh as the sky,
Into seeping blackness.
No light is upon us,
And nothing is ever clear.
Diamond bright,
Beauty in there eyes,
The stars are alive.
AND THEN ANOTHER!!!!
Midnight sky,
Burning ice,
No more, no more, no more,
Say it thrice.
Light will be engulfed in a black haze.
We have gone through the Council's faze.
BLOODY HELL!!!!!!
what yu think it means?
yu think its a prophesy?
idk! HELP!!!! i sometimes write poems in my sleep!! i dont memba riting them but they in my handwriting!! TELL ME WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!
Midnight sky, Nyx's day
That navy ribbon shall lead the way
Full moon, Selene's sun
It soon shall be the only one...
heres another one
No red,
No yellow,
No blue,
No white,
Nature is gone,
The flowers are dead,
There be no zaidi light,
Black!
Everywhere around.
Scream!
There is no other sound.
All is lost.
And then another:
Fly,
So high,
HIgh as the sky,
Into seeping blackness.
No light is upon us,
And nothing is ever clear.
Diamond bright,
Beauty in there eyes,
The stars are alive.
AND THEN ANOTHER!!!!
Midnight sky,
Burning ice,
No more, no more, no more,
Say it thrice.
Light will be engulfed in a black haze.
We have gone through the Council's faze.
BLOODY HELL!!!!!!
what yu think it means?
yu think its a prophesy?
idk! HELP!!!! i sometimes write poems in my sleep!! i dont memba riting them but they in my handwriting!! TELL ME WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!
Most Irritating Moments
- Morning Alarm
Most Difficult Task
- To find Socks
Most Dreadful Journey
- Way to Class
Most Lovely Time
- Meeting Friends
Most Tragic Moments
- Surprise Test in 1st Period
Most Wonderful News
- TEACHER IS ABSENT
Maybe this happens with everyone.Nobody likes school life but it get interesting with our Marafiki playing tricks with others,not doing homework,tests ect.We learn lots of things from school and we doesn't know how time get pass spending time with our friends.
It's fun.
- Morning Alarm
Most Difficult Task
- To find Socks
Most Dreadful Journey
- Way to Class
Most Lovely Time
- Meeting Friends
Most Tragic Moments
- Surprise Test in 1st Period
Most Wonderful News
- TEACHER IS ABSENT
Maybe this happens with everyone.Nobody likes school life but it get interesting with our Marafiki playing tricks with others,not doing homework,tests ect.We learn lots of things from school and we doesn't know how time get pass spending time with our friends.
It's fun.
Water
My only escape
Where for once my arms that are too pale and scrawny bend perfectly
Where I feel perfect
This is where my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
Where my legs that are too chubby au fat kick so strong
I feel perfect
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
Where pain only makes me only go faster
Better
Prettier
Perfectly
Water
Where my face that's not pretty in never seen
Hidden in waves that make me feel free
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
When I used to stab myself with needles
And let the blood bleed out
Suddenly is the last thing on my mind
And when I do spill blood
It's only on the days my mom says I can't go
To the water
Where my spirit will stay
When my body grows old and dies away
My only escape
Where for once my arms that are too pale and scrawny bend perfectly
Where I feel perfect
This is where my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
Where my legs that are too chubby au fat kick so strong
I feel perfect
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
Where pain only makes me only go faster
Better
Prettier
Perfectly
Water
Where my face that's not pretty in never seen
Hidden in waves that make me feel free
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away
Water
When I used to stab myself with needles
And let the blood bleed out
Suddenly is the last thing on my mind
And when I do spill blood
It's only on the days my mom says I can't go
To the water
Where my spirit will stay
When my body grows old and dies away
I sit and wonder…
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and Lost with Charles,
Playing nyota Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg saladi sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my Marafiki at KU, and what great Marafiki they were.
Whatever happened to the days?
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and Lost with Charles,
Playing nyota Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg saladi sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my Marafiki at KU, and what great Marafiki they were.
Whatever happened to the days?