Ok so this is my first Song Fiction so please not so many hate comments, but critscism is respected. This is a story of how i felt after my guy friend got mad at me and alisema that that he hated he. I am making a lot of post about to get my feelings out. So please enjoy! The song is Cold As wewe kwa Taylor Swift.


Sydney's P.O.V
hujambo Sydney...wait up, Alecia yelled while running toward Sydney. When Alecia caught up she asked
"Are wewe excited for the performance"
"Yeah", I alisema "We've been working on it and were definitely ready."
Are wewe inviting anyone, Alecia asked.
"Um, well i invited Jalyn, Aliyah, and Ben. Aliyah's out of town, Jalyn alisema maybe, and i haven't checked recently with Ben."
"Oh your inviting Ben", Alecia alisema in a lovey dovey voice.
"Yeah so?!"
"So I know wewe like him" she said
"Yeah whatever, i got to go i will call wewe when i get home."
"ok bye"
"Bye Alecia"
Was it that obvivious that I liked him? Oh well i will call him when i get nyumbani to see if he's still coming.
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You have a way of
coming easily to me
And when wewe take wewe
take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause
I need to feel something
wewe do what wewe want
Causes I'm not what wewe
wanted
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Sydney's P.O.V.

At Home
I grabbed my phone and i dialed Ben's number. I waited as the phone rang several times. Just then there was a pause and then a hello in a lowish voice, that i knew was Ben's.
"Hey",
"Hey",He answered back.
So ar-I was cut off kwa his voice.
"Hey can wewe call back in 20 minutes.
"Um yeah sure, bye.
He had hung up the phone, and left me on the other line just wondering silently to myself what had happened.

20 dakika later
I got the phone and called Ben...again. I wonder what was going on because he would ususally answer. I called at least 5 times, but just because the performance was important to me and none of my Marafiki could come. I guess he wasn't coming i had to get ready to perform. I hope everything was ok with him.
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The inayofuata Day
All i did today was worry about why he didn't come, if he was mad, and was everything ok with his family. Then i got a text from Ben that read:
GOD STOP CALLING ME
I quickly texted back knowing he was mad.
Sorry I had called wewe back in 20 dakika like wewe said. i wasnt trying to annoy you.
He texted back:
[b]Well don't call back, cause i hate talking to you, cause wewe never stop talking.
I began to get sad and i could feel tears beginning to form.
Well..whatever I don't need wewe and your crap!!!
And with that I began to cry, with big tears were rolling down my face.
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Oh what a shame what a
rainy ending aliyopewa to a perfect day
Just walk away, Ain't no use
defending words that wewe will
never say
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Sydney's P.O.V

How could he do that to me?!I've known him since 5th grade, and we've been the best of buddies ever since.

I called Alecia and told her about what happened, and she alisema that he had no reason to treat me like that. We continued to talk and tried to make me happy, but there was no use i was really hurt kwa Ben. I thought:
Does he really mean this, au was it the spur of the moment and what I did? I sure hope it was because i cant afford to lose him, not now!
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But no matter what the excuse was what he did was pretty mean. If it was the worng time for ne reason he could have easily picked up the phone and told me
A- Can't talk now
OR
B- I can't make the performance
If he told me that I would have easily stopped calling him and we wouldnt be in this problem.
All my Marafiki think he's a BIG JERK for doing that, and I guess i agreedbut i feel that there's something else I'm feeling besides hate. Thinking about it now it still doesnt give him the right to treat me like that, that was like the meanest things anyone had done to me!!!
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And know that I'm sitting
here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere
as cold as you
wewe put up walls and paint
them all a shade of grey
And i stood there loving wewe
and wished them all away
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I went to my room and looked at a picture of me and all my friends, I was standing kwa him smiling my moyo out, i looked at his smile and he looked happy too. Then I thought about the times when
his life was grey and sad and i had told him stuff to cheer him up, au made jokes au cards.
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I went down the line of pictures and the smiles seemed bright but the farther i got the zaidi they faded and he seemed bored.
Should i have saw this coming
I remember him recently telling me that my dreams were really big, but did he mean it in a bad way??
I was too smitten to even wonder au realize.

And wewe come away
with a great little story
Of the mess of a dreamer with
the nerve to adore you
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After realizing he could be a big jerk i realized it was not MY loss but HIS own loss, because now he no longer has a great Marafiki who cares, supports, au is there for him anymore. I'm gonna let him walk out of my life because apparently he doesn't care about my feelings.

Oh what a shame what a
rainy ending aliyopewa to a perfect day
Just walk away, Ain't no use
defending words that wewe will
never say, And know that I here
thinking it through I've never
been anywere as cold as you
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I thought about the times when i talked to him about series things like family, school, and people being mean. He often gave me advice when i needed it au cheered me up when i was down...but did he mean it??? And whenever i did something for him he kinda seemed happy, but looking back it seemed like he could have faked it. I was always happy for him no matter what, and i would have done anything to be his girl.

You never did give a
dang thing honey but I
cried, Cried for wewe and
I know wewe wouldn't have
told nobody if I died,died
Died for you
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I decide to forget most of the memories we had together, like phone calls, pictures, school classes anything. I thought of when we talked on the phone when he laughes and the pictures we took of us smiling and having a good time was just faking smiles? If he was then its not fair that he played me like that, and smiling and acying like he was having a good time is bogus and wont make up for how he hurt me. I just think its just a shame we had to end our friendship over nonsense

Oh what a shame
what a rainy ending
aliyopewa to a perfect day
Every smile wewe fake
Is so condescending counting
all the scars wewe made
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Sydney's P.O.V.

As much as I hate him being out of my life its an opportunity to put the past behind me and songesha on. But if he wants to appologize I'm zaidi than fine with that, but i don't think that our friendship will be the same because we hit a COLD spot that changed our lives and relationship.

[i]Now that I'm sitting
here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere
As Cold As You
Ooooooooooo
Wooooahhhhh
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Hey how did wewe guys like it, leave me a maoni on how i can improve cuz i would be happy to now so i could do better. This was my first and definitly not my last SongFiction. If wewe like my uandishi let me know if there's aong wewe want me to do! I will be glad to try and attempt it. Thanks For Reading!!!!!!!!