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I had a feeling that that was some kind of signal and that they might be tricking me but what were am i going to do.I didn't know in the first place if i was planning to walk over, take her kwa the hand and walk her away au if the Qsix were the ones who were gonna walk away, all knew was that i just wanted to tell them to leave her alone.
But i had no other option of what to do so i started walking over to where she was standing planing to take her away, but as i took the fourth step, one of the Qsix guys pushed a book bag that was on the floor in my way. Before i saw it i was on the ground and all the kids where laughing so hard, i knew one of the teachers might hear them come to find me in the center of all this.
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As i struggled to get on my feet with all the heavy vitabu that i was carrying in my book bag, all the Qsix began making a mduara, duara around me so that they could trap me.I realized what they were planning to do immediately because i had seen them do it to a lot of people, but i was too late and i couldn't get away.Making a mduara, duara around a person and pushing them from side to side until that person was dizzy that they fall on the ground was one of the Qsix's easy methods of bulling a person if they were inside the school grounds and could get in trouble with the teachers.
When they started pushing me,i began getting dizzy and dropped one of the vitabu that i was holding in my hands. I knew that if anything happened to that book i would get in trouble with my English teacher and she would make me pay for a new one even if it was just a small scratch on it.So i instinctively bent over quickly to pick it up, and when i came up, i wasn't ready and one huge guy who was standing right in front of me pushed me back so hard -one girl who was standing behind me jumped out of the way- and i stumbled back into one of the lockers and hit my head on it.
At that moment I felt like screaming out aloud because of two reasons:first of all i had hit my head so hard that i was sure i would have a bump there, secondly i felt like screaming because five dakika zamani i had thought that i was going to help someone, but instead i had made things worse and it looked like i was the one who needed help. I turned around to look in the direction where the girl had been standing two dakika zamani but there was no one there.
"looking for your friend?" alisema a girl who was standing the closest to me with a smirk."there she goes," she alisema pointing over the heads of the people and when i looked i saw the girl running into a class ."you wanted to help her but she apparently doesn't really care about.." she didn't finish her sentence because then we heard one kid yell, "Mrs.copcon coming!! run for your lives!!" Mrs.copcon was our principal, and everyone new that if she caught wewe in trouble once, wewe would be in trouble with her for the rest of the mwaka and she didn't give any warnings au anything.
When i turned around to look in the direction where she was coming from, i saw that nearly all the people who had been standing there were gone.I looked around and saw some of the kids running into the bathrooms, others entering classrooms which they were not supposed to be in.I thought about hiding in one room that was on the left side near the locker i had hit my head on but before i could even move, i had Mrs.copcon say, "Everyone stop where they are standing".
I had a feeling that that was some kind of signal and that they might be tricking me but what were am i going to do.I didn't know in the first place if i was planning to walk over, take her kwa the hand and walk her away au if the Qsix were the ones who were gonna walk away, all knew was that i just wanted to tell them to leave her alone.
But i had no other option of what to do so i started walking over to where she was standing planing to take her away, but as i took the fourth step, one of the Qsix guys pushed a book bag that was on the floor in my way. Before i saw it i was on the ground and all the kids where laughing so hard, i knew one of the teachers might hear them come to find me in the center of all this.
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As i struggled to get on my feet with all the heavy vitabu that i was carrying in my book bag, all the Qsix began making a mduara, duara around me so that they could trap me.I realized what they were planning to do immediately because i had seen them do it to a lot of people, but i was too late and i couldn't get away.Making a mduara, duara around a person and pushing them from side to side until that person was dizzy that they fall on the ground was one of the Qsix's easy methods of bulling a person if they were inside the school grounds and could get in trouble with the teachers.
When they started pushing me,i began getting dizzy and dropped one of the vitabu that i was holding in my hands. I knew that if anything happened to that book i would get in trouble with my English teacher and she would make me pay for a new one even if it was just a small scratch on it.So i instinctively bent over quickly to pick it up, and when i came up, i wasn't ready and one huge guy who was standing right in front of me pushed me back so hard -one girl who was standing behind me jumped out of the way- and i stumbled back into one of the lockers and hit my head on it.
At that moment I felt like screaming out aloud because of two reasons:first of all i had hit my head so hard that i was sure i would have a bump there, secondly i felt like screaming because five dakika zamani i had thought that i was going to help someone, but instead i had made things worse and it looked like i was the one who needed help. I turned around to look in the direction where the girl had been standing two dakika zamani but there was no one there.
"looking for your friend?" alisema a girl who was standing the closest to me with a smirk."there she goes," she alisema pointing over the heads of the people and when i looked i saw the girl running into a class ."you wanted to help her but she apparently doesn't really care about.." she didn't finish her sentence because then we heard one kid yell, "Mrs.copcon coming!! run for your lives!!" Mrs.copcon was our principal, and everyone new that if she caught wewe in trouble once, wewe would be in trouble with her for the rest of the mwaka and she didn't give any warnings au anything.
When i turned around to look in the direction where she was coming from, i saw that nearly all the people who had been standing there were gone.I looked around and saw some of the kids running into the bathrooms, others entering classrooms which they were not supposed to be in.I thought about hiding in one room that was on the left side near the locker i had hit my head on but before i could even move, i had Mrs.copcon say, "Everyone stop where they are standing".
"I need you." I quietly whispered, Ari looked at me with his wide green eyes. "I need wewe Ari, we all need you." I alisema as Carli and Marli started to cry. "You need no one, only yourself." Ari said, glaring. That peirced a hole right through my aching heart... "Maybe you're right." I mumured, I hated inaonyesha weakness infront of the group. Allina put her hand gently on my shoulder. "Ari, listen." She said.
Ari snarled, we backed away slightly.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" He screamed, taking off down the sidewalk.
Ari snarled, we backed away slightly.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" He screamed, taking off down the sidewalk.
it can put the moyo at ease au under strain
and as that word to each other we spoke
it made our hearts complete and not broke
a feeling unlike any other i felt
as wewe heavenly eyes made my moyo melt
wewe were always the one, i could tell
cause from the moment i saw wewe in upendo i fell
the words to describe wewe a poet can never posses
wewe were always the one that was hard to impress
wewe wanted zaidi than poetry and flowers could give
because only on true upendo your moyo could live
to capture my moyo for wewe it only took
one moment one smile and one unforgettable look