Rated PG 13.
Chapter 1
I woke up that morning, not even wanting to get out of bed. I was so tired and I had a major hangover from last night's party. I looked down. I was really relieved that I still had my clothes on. I didn't want a repeat of last time. Brianna still isn't over me. She's freaking stalking me right now.
After my head stop spinning which was about twenty dakika later, I got out of bed. God I was a mess. Stupid Ken with a party on a school night. I looked at the clock beside the meza, jedwali and it read "8:30". I really didn't care if I was late. My record could take one zaidi late.
I stayed in kitanda for even longer. My headache was major and I could barely what happened the last day.
After two dakika of thinking, I realized something; I was at Ken's house and I never left. How the hell did I get back home? Now that is freaky.
After trying to fall back asleep again, but not suceeding, I decided to get dressed and go to school. Right now it was about 10:00 and if I get ready and go to school it'll be 10:30. That's great I missed almost half the siku of school. I would've stayed longer but I can't stay in kitanda very long.
I quickly put on a pair of jeans and a white t-shirt. I put on my leather koti, jacket on. It was my style, along with half the guys who want to be me.
I walked downstairs and got into my car. My mom has a job at an office which requires her to leave really early in the morning. She takes my little sister to karate practice later and let's her walk with her little ninja Marafiki to school after karate.
Actually Penelope is my half-sister. My biological father left me a long time zamani and my step-father lives in Iraq. I'm not sure why my mom is still with that dickhead. It is so obvious he is cheating on her. Even Penelope knows what's going on and he hates her father too.
When I finally got to school I heard the kengele ringing indicating third period. Wait what did I have again? Damn where's my backpack. Stupid headache.
I got out of the car and just walked into school. Maybe I would see someone from my class au one of my friends. They would know probably.
When I got inside the school I immediately saw Jake. "Yo... Jake. What's up dude? wewe look freaky..." He had this weird sparkle in his eyes. It looked really strange, like he was going all ga-ga over someone. Maybe it was Lady GaGa... Haha I'm hilarious.
"Dude... Look right there..." He pointed to the direction and I saw this girl... She was beautiful! She had sparkling green eyes, really white teeth, and very short clothes. She looked exactly like the kind of girl I would be going all over, if I was like Jake, Ken and all the other guys I hang out with.
"Oh wow. Another girl for wewe to be crushing on?" This was the nineth this mwezi I think. And the mwezi just started two days ago.
"What's your point? And I'm not crushing... I think this may be love." he alisema with his Lady Ga-Ga eyes again.
"Yeah but didn't wewe say that about Brianna and Lilia?" I asked. He was really dumb... And if he actually could keep Brianna to himself I bet she wouldn't be stalking me right now.
"Well I would until a certain friend decided that he wanted to bang her..." Eww. Why did he say that word? It's so gross.
"Okay I was drunk, I can't contol how I am when I have alchol inside my body. I'm really sorry that I never learned how to not get drunk yet..." I sighed. Well that wasn't nice of him. And it was extremely gross.
"I think we should head to class now..." he said. Maybe he didn't have a comeback. au maybe he'd tell me a comeback after school way after the conversation was over and when he finally got a good comeback.
"Sure... kwa the way, which class do we have right now?" Was he even in my class?
"Phys. Ed." Shit! I hate the class. It was sucks so much, and it's not because I stink in sports. I'm great in all sports we play but the fact that all the girls stare at my butt the whole time. They are pervs. And they say we are whenever we stare at their boobs au something.
"Great..." I alisema sarcastically. He enjoys it when girls look at his. But I hate it because remember... I'm not into girls unless I'm drunk. I'm not a player... It's just those parties that Ken throws... too good to pass.
"Oh guess what? The new girl, my love, is in our class. I so can't wait to onyesha her my skills." he told me.
"What skills do wewe have? wewe suck at this subject. You're the only guy in our class that got 50. Seriously and wewe pass every other subject." Idiot.
"Whatever dude. I got skills and wewe just don't want to admit it. Fine whatever. But I'm pretty sure Megan would like to talk about it."
We went to the guys changeroom to see alot of guys already out. Well we had to hurry. Oh wait, I forgot my shorts and shirt. Oh well.
"Hey wewe have an extra shati au something?" I asked. I normally bring my clothes to my favourite subject, something that doesn't involve any mental thinking at all.
"Nah. Go get your own." He grinned.
"Ah, screw you." I alisema and I walked out of there leaving him all alone.
I don't care. But running in jeans is really hard. When I got out I was immediatly surrounded kwa girls saying how hot I was last night. Well I had to admit... Those new jet black jeans did look pretty good on me.
When Jake came out he pulled me out of the crowd. "Let's go to Megan!" I walked with him.
"Hey Meg. I'm Jake, your lover here at Ackermean High." Wow... Way to be smooth.
"Hey. I'm your friend's girlfriend, his lover here." What was she talking about? "Hello." She alisema directed to me.
I walked away. Not another one of these girls! Great. It's just my luck to get a new girl to have a crush on me.
Chapter 1
I woke up that morning, not even wanting to get out of bed. I was so tired and I had a major hangover from last night's party. I looked down. I was really relieved that I still had my clothes on. I didn't want a repeat of last time. Brianna still isn't over me. She's freaking stalking me right now.
After my head stop spinning which was about twenty dakika later, I got out of bed. God I was a mess. Stupid Ken with a party on a school night. I looked at the clock beside the meza, jedwali and it read "8:30". I really didn't care if I was late. My record could take one zaidi late.
I stayed in kitanda for even longer. My headache was major and I could barely what happened the last day.
After two dakika of thinking, I realized something; I was at Ken's house and I never left. How the hell did I get back home? Now that is freaky.
After trying to fall back asleep again, but not suceeding, I decided to get dressed and go to school. Right now it was about 10:00 and if I get ready and go to school it'll be 10:30. That's great I missed almost half the siku of school. I would've stayed longer but I can't stay in kitanda very long.
I quickly put on a pair of jeans and a white t-shirt. I put on my leather koti, jacket on. It was my style, along with half the guys who want to be me.
I walked downstairs and got into my car. My mom has a job at an office which requires her to leave really early in the morning. She takes my little sister to karate practice later and let's her walk with her little ninja Marafiki to school after karate.
Actually Penelope is my half-sister. My biological father left me a long time zamani and my step-father lives in Iraq. I'm not sure why my mom is still with that dickhead. It is so obvious he is cheating on her. Even Penelope knows what's going on and he hates her father too.
When I finally got to school I heard the kengele ringing indicating third period. Wait what did I have again? Damn where's my backpack. Stupid headache.
I got out of the car and just walked into school. Maybe I would see someone from my class au one of my friends. They would know probably.
When I got inside the school I immediately saw Jake. "Yo... Jake. What's up dude? wewe look freaky..." He had this weird sparkle in his eyes. It looked really strange, like he was going all ga-ga over someone. Maybe it was Lady GaGa... Haha I'm hilarious.
"Dude... Look right there..." He pointed to the direction and I saw this girl... She was beautiful! She had sparkling green eyes, really white teeth, and very short clothes. She looked exactly like the kind of girl I would be going all over, if I was like Jake, Ken and all the other guys I hang out with.
"Oh wow. Another girl for wewe to be crushing on?" This was the nineth this mwezi I think. And the mwezi just started two days ago.
"What's your point? And I'm not crushing... I think this may be love." he alisema with his Lady Ga-Ga eyes again.
"Yeah but didn't wewe say that about Brianna and Lilia?" I asked. He was really dumb... And if he actually could keep Brianna to himself I bet she wouldn't be stalking me right now.
"Well I would until a certain friend decided that he wanted to bang her..." Eww. Why did he say that word? It's so gross.
"Okay I was drunk, I can't contol how I am when I have alchol inside my body. I'm really sorry that I never learned how to not get drunk yet..." I sighed. Well that wasn't nice of him. And it was extremely gross.
"I think we should head to class now..." he said. Maybe he didn't have a comeback. au maybe he'd tell me a comeback after school way after the conversation was over and when he finally got a good comeback.
"Sure... kwa the way, which class do we have right now?" Was he even in my class?
"Phys. Ed." Shit! I hate the class. It was sucks so much, and it's not because I stink in sports. I'm great in all sports we play but the fact that all the girls stare at my butt the whole time. They are pervs. And they say we are whenever we stare at their boobs au something.
"Great..." I alisema sarcastically. He enjoys it when girls look at his. But I hate it because remember... I'm not into girls unless I'm drunk. I'm not a player... It's just those parties that Ken throws... too good to pass.
"Oh guess what? The new girl, my love, is in our class. I so can't wait to onyesha her my skills." he told me.
"What skills do wewe have? wewe suck at this subject. You're the only guy in our class that got 50. Seriously and wewe pass every other subject." Idiot.
"Whatever dude. I got skills and wewe just don't want to admit it. Fine whatever. But I'm pretty sure Megan would like to talk about it."
We went to the guys changeroom to see alot of guys already out. Well we had to hurry. Oh wait, I forgot my shorts and shirt. Oh well.
"Hey wewe have an extra shati au something?" I asked. I normally bring my clothes to my favourite subject, something that doesn't involve any mental thinking at all.
"Nah. Go get your own." He grinned.
"Ah, screw you." I alisema and I walked out of there leaving him all alone.
I don't care. But running in jeans is really hard. When I got out I was immediatly surrounded kwa girls saying how hot I was last night. Well I had to admit... Those new jet black jeans did look pretty good on me.
When Jake came out he pulled me out of the crowd. "Let's go to Megan!" I walked with him.
"Hey Meg. I'm Jake, your lover here at Ackermean High." Wow... Way to be smooth.
"Hey. I'm your friend's girlfriend, his lover here." What was she talking about? "Hello." She alisema directed to me.
I walked away. Not another one of these girls! Great. It's just my luck to get a new girl to have a crush on me.
Well wewe see
I'm not myself anymore
Well wewe can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
kwa myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things wewe don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
kwa myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
kwa myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa myself
kwa myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well wewe can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
kwa myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things wewe don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
kwa myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
kwa myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
kwa myself
kwa myself
An Angel
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing wewe makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because wewe can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because wewe make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because wewe can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world wewe keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me wewe were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need wewe is
because I'll always upendo you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing wewe makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because wewe can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because wewe make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because wewe can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world wewe keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me wewe were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need wewe is
because I'll always upendo you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives wewe the roads
and leaves wewe choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and wewe live it
wrapped kwa sadness
au happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
wewe pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves wewe not,
that's wewe who upendo
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives wewe choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the swali is
will wewe remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will wewe remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.