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posted by EmoKidSteven
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need zaidi and zaidi and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me au to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
posted by TDIlover226
It was Halloween eve and we had nothing to do.
My sister, Lee was on the computer searching for haunted places, it was a saturday night and her and her buddies we're bored and needed something to do, we were at our grandma's and she lived around alot of creepy places. She searched this cemetary that had alot of spiritual sightings. She of corse no longer believed in all that crap, she was 19. Me and my friend Vanita dared her to go there. "well" she alisema "you have ta go with me too!". Me and Vanita agreed, Vanita had been to alot of haunted places before, and he thought that he wasn't gonna...
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posted by summerfrog
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the mti that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
ukuta ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do wewe think I did?What would wewe have done?
Dear Diary,
Yeah It's me again. I made one mistake and it's eating me inside.
Before wewe ask me "Lily did wewe at least try to escape?" I'm going to tell wewe that I did. On the first day. It's like he knew I would. I had just gotten shot kwa that ray and I was feeling Sulky and then Jerald alisema something that really ticked me off.
"So yeah your room is down the hall from where we are now"
I glared at him His stupid red hair and eyes were just pulsing out at me like I'm his prize
"You planned this didn't you? How? Well I'll never know but just know this I hate you. wewe killed the only living family...
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posted by XhuddyobsessedX
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad alisema one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. siku and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....

I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go


Dedicated to my grandfather I miss wewe ... even if I never met wewe =,[


inayofuata journal entry coming up in few please
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Thanks!!
posted by blackpanther666
Part One: Tales of Kern Age 04 Yer 00-155

Chapter One: A rather expected journey to Counquan

A young magician stomped down the shadowy path, accentuated greatly kwa the bright, luminescent full moon. The young man wore a vicious look on his light face; his bushy eyebrows swallowing much of the malice contained in his dark, blue-flecked eyes.
The young man’s name was Skye. He was travelling the stone-tiled road of Koren, the capital city of Argate, empire of the Blessed Ones.
Skye had been sent from the city, since the elder magicians had decided that he was too much trouble to train. Skye had...
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posted by Xennoxxx
(trigger warning: talks about mental health and sh ideation)

Dear Society,
This is a plea
From a broken girl
In this damaged world
A girl who never had the chance
To be herself in fear of being rejected
Cast aside for not following the public norms
This is a plea
For God's sake society,
A girl's body is not a toy
A piece of material to be passed around and thrown to the ground
To be torn and beaten
Bruised black and blue- bleeding through
Her very being

A person's dreams
Are not shared to be downgraded for being
Too childish, unachievable, and unrealistic
And yet, the sky is the limit?
For God's sake society,...
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posted by AnxiousSoul
Asperger's Syndrome is a mild form of autism with a bit of learning disability. It is the same as social anxiety. People with this kind have difficulty learning academics, socializing with other people, and forming friendships.

What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, wewe see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is wewe feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. wewe will realize that those people have zaidi intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great moyo of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.

See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.

It's better to be UNIQUE!
First off,harry potter has actual struggle and creative and developed villains while twilight centers around a girl who is completely dependent on a 2 hot guys who go to war for her and constantly abuse her.Second,harry potter has compelling storyline and fun unique characters while twilight is ALL STEREOTYPES, with the new hot shallow girl who runs a upendo pembetatu and the the two guys and their Marafiki who fight over her.And lastly, for all wewe people who say that edward is hotter than harry, cedric is hotter than edward.look at all characters,not just the main ones.peace y'all
posted by egyptprincess7
So this is my first story that I made in quite a while. So enjoy! Feel free to give me any hints on how to make it better.

    “Come on Alice! Wake up, you’re going to be late for school!” Mary, my older sister, yelled. She’s in charge of having to wake me up for school. I feel really sorry for her half the time but then again she gets to wake up earlier than me. I looked over to the door and there she still stood, her face red like a tomato. “I’m up! I’m up! Man, why do wewe always have to be so loud in the morning?” I whined, annoyed that she woke me up from...
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posted by fangs286
Jacob part 1

have wewe ever had a secret? the answer is probably yes. but have wewe ever had a secret that wewe could never tell anyone?that if wewe did, it would effect thousands,billions of people? no. wewe haven't. that is the weight i carry on my shoulders. it is the weight carried kwa people. Many people. across the world. i am one of many that are different then other people but yet the same.i wish to be what is around me. only a few are like me. i want to have a friend in this world that is like me. Someone who understands the pain and constant despair, even when i feel happy. wewe are probably...
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Chapter 1
I was sitting in a prison. A prison where everyone here hates me, well almost anyone. I’m staring out the window when I should be focusing on the boring math page on my desk. Mother has been worried recently about my grades, like she cares anyways; it burned my moyo when the thought settled. Leaving an empty feeling in its place. Ever since Dave, (my mother’s boyfriend) moved in things have gotten a lot worse. He still beats her, She still swears he loves her, and I still sneak out at night alone. Just to get away from the screaming and crying that they do. I began to forget what...
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posted by ZekiYuro
A British couple went to France for the day-and they got nyumbani seven days later.
Everything began well for Mr and Mrs.Long on their siku trip to France.They went kwa train from London to Dover and got the ferry to Boulogne in France.
They went for a short walk around the town but they got completely lost.'We walked and walked,'said Mrs Long,'but we couldn't find our way back to the ferry port.'They walked all night and finally a motorist picked them up and drove them to a small village.Here they caught a train to Paris.Their plan was to travel from Paris to London.But they caught the wrong train...
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I come nyumbani and their fighting.
I hate it! I want to tell them to stop.
But I cant, because Im stuck in the middle.
They tug me, playing with me.
I cant handle the pain!

When I go to school no one can see my pain.
I fake my happiness.
I want to go hide in a corner and cry.
But I cant.
Because no one lends a shoulder to cry on.
My Marafiki dont understand!

I come nyumbani again, and my parents pull me.
Ripping my moyo like a angry raven.
My siblings, they... they... leave me there. Alone.

I feel alone.
Deserted.
No where I feel happy.
Because Im alone.
Why cant anyone see?
Why cant my parents stop fighting?
Why cant my Marafiki lend a hand?
Why cant my siblings pull me to my feet?
Why am I alone?
posted by sonicfanAG
Sometimes wewe may have Marafiki that talk about being Lesbian au gay au bisexual is just nasty and plain gross,but It's not nasy at all.It's your personality and wewe control it no one else.There's no problem for being that.If wewe are then well i hope wewe have Marafiki who apprecite who wewe are and how your like. My best friend is a guy and yes I have a crush on him but Just today I found out that he was bisexual.At first I was shocked but the truth is that I don't really care.I upendo him just they way he is and he will always be the best's friend i could I have ever had.He's special to me and...
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posted by unknownK5
Far far away is a big beautiful forest with all kinds of trees and small, but sparkly cool water. There is a big white house with red flowers on the window shelf’s and a big garden and playfield on witch are two blue swings, kwa them there is also a yellow slide and kwa the garden there is a big pool. In that house lives a girl, her parents (Margaret and Bob) and her three years older brother Ben. The girl's name is Julia.
When Julia was young she was a normal girl. When she was 1 mwaka old she learned how to talk. kwa two years she learned how to walk and after that she learned how to ride a...
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