Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my moyo tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the kiti, kiti cha as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My moyo starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing kwa my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the kiti, kiti cha as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My moyo starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing kwa my house.
upendo wewe forever is about a girl who lives in a town, and has a few friends, she is every teachers "Perfect Student". A new boy and his sister songesha to town, and they fall in love. her father doesnt approve of the boy. the girl and boy plan to run away 2gether with his sister and her boyfriend. but her father makes her songesha towns. she is forced 2 go 2 a all girls school, she is Lost and alone, so she turns 2 suicide. the boy and his sister find her and they take her out of school and run away 2gether and promise to upendo each other forever. but her father finds out and shoots the boy, the girl is in pain and so is his sister so they run away from their lives and live new ones, under false identities, until her father finds her and kills both of them. (btw the father is crazy)
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, au does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, au does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
moto spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget wewe even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
au even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real au not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get wewe out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
moto spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget wewe even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
au even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real au not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get wewe out of my mind.
even if i die...
As I grow to think about it zaidi and more, and understand it zaidi and more, I see that, as the saying goes, life is like a game of chess. But I have made my own saying up, which seems zaidi true to me. Life is like a venture into the unknown. wewe never know what might await wewe next, zaidi dangers, au even happy successes. But one thing is for certain, wewe cannot always be happy, au always be depressed. Life is like a mountain. wewe climb it, face all the challenges life brings you. wewe dump and break up, wewe win and make up. Things happen. wewe can't control it most of the time. So never blame yourself for bad things that happened to wewe in life. Life gets confusing a lot. But I still strive to reach my goals. Without goals, I would be like a broken-winged bird that could not fly. I would be aimless. I would not become better, build my character. Life is like a venture into the unknown, and I believe that to be true. So true.
I know I asked for too much before
I know I deserved for wewe to walk out the door
But wewe didn’t need to give it away
I promise wewe I’ll give it a try
wewe don’t have to buy my love
wewe don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause wewe don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
wewe shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope wewe finally see
That wanting from wewe makes me feel
wewe shouldn’t buy my love
I know I deserved for wewe to walk out the door
But wewe didn’t need to give it away
I promise wewe I’ll give it a try
wewe don’t have to buy my love
wewe don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause wewe don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
wewe shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope wewe finally see
That wanting from wewe makes me feel
wewe shouldn’t buy my love