So this is gonna be a shabiki fic about my relationship with Danny. I'm using my actual diary entries so I don't know how fictional it is xD How many parts will it have, wewe ask? Well, however many I can come up with before it just starts to get too personal. Here we go...
May 14, 2013
Dear Diary,
I just talked to this amazing guy. Literally so amazing. Too amazing for your mind brain...er...mine for that matter. His name's Danny. And he's soooo omg soooo cute. I'm not even kidding. Soooo cute.Wait. SHIT. I have a boyfriend. Lmfao. Wow. I never thought I'd say this, but I wish I didn't have a boyfriend. So I could have a boyfriend. wewe don't have to understand what I'm saying. Point is, this guy...he's something else. I think...NOPE. I KNOW I'm falling for him, and falling hard. Matt means so much to me--but then, wewe know what they say. If wewe fall in upendo with two people, stay with the second, because if wewe truly loved the first, wewe wouldn't have fallen for the second. But Matt would be so hurt. SOOO hurt. And I'd feel bad. Would I? Because Danny...he's just--I don't know. We just connected so fast. OMFG I hate straight guys. Why are straight guys always the ones I fall the hardest for? Ugh, I'm going to friggin commit suicide if I end up really falling in upendo with guy. He better act like an asshole to me. Awwwww but I don't wanna stop talking to him :'( He's such a sweetheart. I mean, I technically already cheated on Matt. I like, kissed Danny. On the cheek. And then logged off really fast because I was so fucking scared about his reply. O.O What-the-fucking-ever OMG fuck me. Life is such an asshole. This sucks. Well, it's late. I gotta go to bed. Laters,
-X.R.
May 15, 2013
Dear Diary,
Well, I messaged Danny about how I feel. I probably ruined my entire fucking life with this. But I couldn't just keep my feelings in. I had to tell him. I HAD TO. I just don't know what he'll reply. Oh jeez. But I mean, he was really nice to me, and I don't think he'll totally screw me over. Since we did become really good Marafiki last night. In my heart, I know that straight guys don't change. But I just wish...we could be together. But then there's Matt. Ugh, now I feel less and less guilty. All I can think about is Danny. And the seminar that I'm supposed to go to. Ugh, I don't feel up to it. My head is all cloudy from Danny. He's all that's on my mind. I just can't...I can't even. I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship. Because I really like him. I'll settle for friendship. But losing him would hurt me. And...so would losing Matt. Matthew is...was my everything. But now I don't know. Not with the way I feel right now. Ugh, I'm hopeless. I should probably check hat Danny replied. Before I head to work. Be back later.
-X.R.
May 14, 2013
Dear Diary,
I just talked to this amazing guy. Literally so amazing. Too amazing for your mind brain...er...mine for that matter. His name's Danny. And he's soooo omg soooo cute. I'm not even kidding. Soooo cute.Wait. SHIT. I have a boyfriend. Lmfao. Wow. I never thought I'd say this, but I wish I didn't have a boyfriend. So I could have a boyfriend. wewe don't have to understand what I'm saying. Point is, this guy...he's something else. I think...NOPE. I KNOW I'm falling for him, and falling hard. Matt means so much to me--but then, wewe know what they say. If wewe fall in upendo with two people, stay with the second, because if wewe truly loved the first, wewe wouldn't have fallen for the second. But Matt would be so hurt. SOOO hurt. And I'd feel bad. Would I? Because Danny...he's just--I don't know. We just connected so fast. OMFG I hate straight guys. Why are straight guys always the ones I fall the hardest for? Ugh, I'm going to friggin commit suicide if I end up really falling in upendo with guy. He better act like an asshole to me. Awwwww but I don't wanna stop talking to him :'( He's such a sweetheart. I mean, I technically already cheated on Matt. I like, kissed Danny. On the cheek. And then logged off really fast because I was so fucking scared about his reply. O.O What-the-fucking-ever OMG fuck me. Life is such an asshole. This sucks. Well, it's late. I gotta go to bed. Laters,
-X.R.
May 15, 2013
Dear Diary,
Well, I messaged Danny about how I feel. I probably ruined my entire fucking life with this. But I couldn't just keep my feelings in. I had to tell him. I HAD TO. I just don't know what he'll reply. Oh jeez. But I mean, he was really nice to me, and I don't think he'll totally screw me over. Since we did become really good Marafiki last night. In my heart, I know that straight guys don't change. But I just wish...we could be together. But then there's Matt. Ugh, now I feel less and less guilty. All I can think about is Danny. And the seminar that I'm supposed to go to. Ugh, I don't feel up to it. My head is all cloudy from Danny. He's all that's on my mind. I just can't...I can't even. I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship. Because I really like him. I'll settle for friendship. But losing him would hurt me. And...so would losing Matt. Matthew is...was my everything. But now I don't know. Not with the way I feel right now. Ugh, I'm hopeless. I should probably check hat Danny replied. Before I head to work. Be back later.
-X.R.
