Your Original muziki Article: In My Past

posted by avrilsmylife

In My Past

Verse
Every night before I close my eyes,
Before i sink into a dream,
I think of all the possibilities, that lie,
And what upendo could mean,
A kiss on the lips,
A brush of the cheek,
A sweet smile,
Would make my week,
I wouldn't be stupid,
Hold onto it, make it last,
Never want to be in my future,
Looking back at a sad past

Chorus
I wanna look back and smie,
Not wonder why I did that,
Laugh at mistakes made,
That one siku I'll make,
That will be in my past,
Hold onto what I have now,
Start making memories,
Fall in love,
While I start living

Verse
Don't want to be heartbroken,
But one siku it will happen,
Maybe I'll look back,
And start laughing,
I know at the time it will be hard,
I'll have to let it be,
One siku I'll break through,
And be happy

Chorus

Bridge
Everything should be beautiful,
Wonderful magical,
Everything should be easy,
If if wewe stay with me, memories,
A dream at night,
An easy fight, no goodbyes in life,
Every night I close my eyes,
Before I dream, I think about,
What upendo could mean

Chorus

Stay Always

posted by Youmadearebel

We're a million miles away,
And only yesterday wewe were fine,
You see that was my mistake,
You play the game and get the snakes,
You've had a thousand lifetimes of,
Bad luck and heartbreaks, don't give up,
Without wewe kwa my side I feel,
Meaningless in a dream, not real,

But eight lifetimes of unhappiness is bad enough for those eight people,
Tell me I feel too much but I've had my fair share of good luck, is it too late for you,

I should've told wewe sooner than today,
That wewe mean so much zaidi than I could ever say,
And if wewe called me up and wewe asked me to stay,
I would stay,
Always,
I could've told you...

Your Saviour

posted by Youmadearebel

Your Saviour
G
You got me all Tangled up,
Cadd9
Threw the towel in when you'd had enough,
Em
Thought you'd fight for this
Love
D

G
You had other places to see
When wewe really Cadd9 should've been with me Em
I had to set wewe free D

Em
I say I don't care as I
G
Approach nowhere
Cadd9
So don't tell me I was
D
Wrong to lose you
, wewe were
Cadd9
Wrong to lose me
D
You had something true

G
But I can not be your C saviour, no
Em
God doesn't hand out favours D
G
Your feet were never Cadd9 on the ground
Em
You were high in ecstasy
D

Dadd D G
And wewe never thought of me

G
You made me swali myself
I wanted to be someone else
I couldn't...

Heaven Living In Hell

posted by avrilsmylife

Tell me what wewe think

Heaven living In Hell

Verse
Broken bottles on the street,
Lay quietly so wewe will meet,
Pain and then claim defeat,
If wewe cry no one will look over,
Everyone's carrying a chip on their shoulder,
It's just what happens when wewe get older,
Yet wewe have no room to complain,
Always some part of the day,
You let road rage and zaidi lead the way,

Pre chorus
You wonder alone at night,
What's the point of a fight,
You forget it all kwa daylight,

Chorus
It's like being from heaven living in hell,
The innocence has gone,
The devil has become our selves,
It's like being from heaven living in hell,...

Co-written with @xavrilsmylifex If wewe Had Come Back

posted by Youmadearebel

If You'd Have Come Back

The message for this song is: Nine Years
Asus2
Been spending too much time thinking of you,
Badd4
Been spending too much time thinking it through,
C#m7
Once upon a time wewe were my soul mate,
E
You used to be my interwining fate,
Every step taken was precious to me,
Every smile I made was so wewe could see,
You truly loved me and I truly loved you,
But I'm moving on and you're moving on too,

Em
Don't need to know now what you're doing,
Am
Em
C
Don't need to know how wewe are feeling,
Gotta push past the 'how comes' and truly moyo wrenching beautiful kisses,
Don't need to know now how you're...

Co-written with @cinnamonswift Nice Side Of wewe

posted by Youmadearebel

Nice Side Of You

I want wewe to ask me 'how are you?'
I'd reply 'oh just fine' when it isn't really true,
I upendo wewe but wewe act differently,
One sekunde wewe are here but never really with me,
I'd walk to the end of the Earth now,
If it would definitely onyesha exactly how,
Much I think of wewe only in the best way,
You don't know wewe take up so much of my day,

Every compliment has a sting in the heart,
Every tear stained letter just tears me apart,
I'm hurt kwa the ones I upendo and never let them go,
I wish there was a simple way just to let them know,
I'll never stop caring and I'll never stop daring,
To believe...

No Light

posted by Youmadearebel

No Light
Em

I've been crying angry words
Am
My face is a blank canvas,
I always knew upendo could hurt,
And leave wewe feeling anxious,
There's emptiness in my head
C
I'm thinking nothing at all,
My moyo is heavy and dead,
C
When depression comes to call,

G Em G
And there are endless, painful days ahead,
I plaster on my smile, hang kwa thread,
It's cloudy outside and inside this hell,
Put the sad muziki on, a wishing well,

Em Am Gsus6

I sing along to those tragic tunes,
Maybe it'll make me better soon,
Let me kumeza those happy pills now,
'Cause everything gets better
G
somehow,
That's what they tell me again, again,...

Fall

posted by Youmadearebel

Fall

Capo 3
G
It's hard to take
Cadd9
Away the pain
Em7
When it's right up in
D
Your heart
G
You can't just make
Cadd9
Love perfection
Em7
With two directions
D
Forcing wewe apart

G
I don't wanna talk about wewe and me
Cadd9
I don't want wewe calling my mobile every day
Em7
All along wewe played the game and got me on your side
D
But like everyone does, wewe alisema goodbye,

G. Cadd9
I gave wewe my all
(Guess it wasn't enough, no?)
Em7. D
I broke down my walls
(That was deception, wewe know?)
G
All the lies and cheating, I, I, didn't
Cadd9
wear make up enough,
Em7. D
You made me so small
Cadd9. D/F#
But wewe broke me down on the
G...

Things Never Change

posted by avrilsmylife

Wrote this kwa myself a few weeks ago. Was orginally called Walked Out but then I changed the name. Tell me what wewe think!

Things Never Change
Verse

Verse
She wants to go to work,
On another early Monday morning,
But the boss says don't bring in the baby,
Or that will be your final warning,
Daddy walked out on them both,
Leaving momma with all the trouble,
And the baby won't stop crying,
And momma breaks down in her own bubble,
Who's going to pay the bills,
If she can't even go to work,
No one to look after her little girl,
As daddy left being a jerk,

Chorus
She's so confused, doesn't know what to do,
As everything...

If Only wewe Were Here

posted by Youmadearebel

If Only wewe Were Here

The kauli mbiu of my life was all people ever did was stab wewe in the back,
Some people can make wewe smile after a while, I didn't realise that,
I stuck my head in the deep sand and didn't go looking for what I wanted,
But wewe turned up and I see what living is for but when you're gone I'm haunted,

What a beautiful summer this could've been if only, if only wewe were here,

We could talk until 4am,
We could dance until 5am,
Who needs sleep when we can be together?
Who needs chakula when we've got forever?
I don't know what would happen,
But I'm sure we'd be happy,
You're the best person alive,...

Useless

posted by Youmadearebel

Useless

It's the first siku of Summer,
A whole new load of memories,
This blue sky is a stunner,
Feel like I'm in a cemetry,
Everything from the last one,
Haunts me and the one with you,
Everything is alisema and done,
I'm hoping wewe feel this too,

Because I remember when Summer meant spending time with you,
I tried to make wewe fly but wewe never flew,
I hope wewe know I tried to save wewe back then,
But it wasn't good enough being a friend,
I couldn't even save you,
And yes I think of you,
I'm useless,
So damn useless and worthless,

We spent our days together,
Couldn't exist without you,
We were never forever,
I wanted...

Fly Away

posted by Youmadearebel

Fly Away

I know where we can fly away from all the stress and town noise,
We just need somewhere to be alone,
I know wewe want to run away, complications in your voice,
I just need somewhere for wewe to know,
That I'm never gonna let wewe go oh oh,
I'm always gonna hold wewe close oh oh,

Everywhere wewe turn, someone's out to get you,
Everytime wewe burn someone laughs in your face,
It's so hard to find someone who will shelter wewe from the storm,
But there was a light in wewe from the moment wewe were born,

You raise your glass to being wrong and I'm tellin' wewe everythin' wewe need to know in this song,
They...

(co-written with @ohmymytaylor) Paranoid

posted by Youmadearebel

Paranoid,

I like the way our conversations last for a day,
I know we say things we don't mean but something bugs me,
Sometimes I feel you're not lettin' me in, wewe wanna keep me out and win, not trustin' anyone, it must be so alone,
I'd better fight if I wanna earn the right to see inside your eyes of complications,

'Cause I, I, I've been waitin' for too long,
And I got no where to go,
Behind that mask of yours there is a moyo of dhahabu I know,
You never have to think twice,
It never keeps wewe awake at night,
Sometimes the things wewe say make me feel bad and paranoid,
Para, Paranoid,
Para, Paranoid,
Ooh...

I'm Not Over wewe

posted by Youmadearebel

I'm Not Over You

I wonder what options wewe took,
Never saw wewe with your head in a book,
I see you've changed your hair aswell,
You didn't catch me when I fell,
I thought that I was over you,
Guess not because the butterflies are true,
I should've told wewe what I knew,
But then again I had no clue,

She should know he's perfect and I hope she deserves it,
I hope that wewe laugh together like we used to laugh,
I wonder if wewe forgot about me way too fast,
How much clearer do I need to make it?
How much will it take for wewe to take it?
I'm not over you,
I always wanted wewe to notice me way back then,
Frustratingly...

Need To Say

posted by Youmadearebel

Need To Say

Is this all life really is?
Getting attached, falling in love, gettin' let down,
I thought upendo was the best bliss,
You don't catch me, push comes to shove, cryin' right now,

I thought I knew wewe through and through,
You gotta be a newer you,
I can't get used to this silence,
I can't just forget that slow dance,
I don't even wanna miss you,
I don't even wanna upendo too,
I shouldn't have trusted wewe then,
Need a chance to begin again,

I can't leave wewe because I need you,
Everything was so right, wewe broke me,
So I forgive wewe 'cause I upendo you,
Everything was perfect, wewe can't see,
The tears behind...

@moonyswiftie @ohmymytaylor I Have To

posted by Youmadearebel

I Have To

Something in his eyes shows complication,
You're a free spirit and I can't just say,
I upendo wewe incase I scare wewe away,
Play me like a puppet's realisation,

Baby you've got this hold on me and I, I can't let wewe go,
Pull me close and kiss me, I'm going to let the whole world know,
I broke down his barriers and became an insane rebel,
Now everything's in grey scale and I've sunk to your level,

I don't wanna need wewe this way,
I don't wanna ask wewe to stay,
I shouldn't want to,
But I have to, I have to,
Boy I know you're bad to the bone,
It's too late now, now it's been shown,
I shouldn't upendo you,...

Sick Of upendo Songs

posted by avrilsmylife

Hey, I co-wrote this with Emma so tell us both what wewe think!

Sick Of upendo Songs
Verse
Getting bored, getting tired,
Of all the songs that are fired,
In this direction, in my way,
It's the same thing siku after day,
"Oh I upendo you" "I upendo wewe too"
Yippee it worked for you,
But look I don't actually care,
Stop saying upendo is in the air,

Pre chorus
Sick of DJs nattering away,
Always the same songs they have to play,
Bang my head against the walls,
Knowing soon I'm going to crack and fall,

Chorus
Why does everybody else get to be in love,
It isn't fair, should I give up,
Maybe I should just turn my radio off,
Because...

I Was Busy Gaming @ohmymytaylor

posted by Youmadearebel

I Was Busy Gaming

It's the first time you're going to see me in a pretty dress,
You don't know I've spent all siku trying to not look like a mess,
I've re-applied my make up twenty million times right now,
I wait for an saa then I realise you've let me down,

I check my phone,
Hear no ring tone
My Marafiki have called,
I say "he's stalled,"

And now I'm walking out with tears streaming down my face,
I barely experience the cold rain in this place,
I'm running nyumbani alone,
I know I should've known,
My straight hair has gone curly in the rain, I don't care,
This is why I never trust people, they are not there,...

Left To Do

posted by avrilsmylife

hujambo so this I co-wrote with Emma (youmademearebel). It's kinda based about Avril Lavigne so tell us what wewe think!

Left To Do
Verse
You dropped out of school at 16,
You never wanted to be prom queen,
Couldn't, wouldn't fit in with the crowd,
Music was your voice, boomed so loud,
Who have a damn about the preppy girls,
The ones who made your toes curl,
All wewe needed was your guitar, gitaa and voice,
To be heard above all the noise

Per chorus
You weren't someone to be bossed about,
Told what to do,
Cause all wewe ever were,
Was only you

Chorus
16 and crazy,
Running around New York City,
Like there's nothing left to do,...

Why Can't wewe Be A Man?

posted by Youmadearebel

Why Can't wewe Be A Man?

It's a cruel game of cat and mouse,
Like today when I went to town,
You looked so thin and no one knew,
What sort of thoughts go around you,
You looked so tiny and helpless,
You looked exactly like a mess,
I should hate wewe but I upendo you,
What are my thoughts on you? no clue,

It's hard to let go of the upendo that was always there and still is,
It's hard to forget 'bout the pain when life isn't fair and I wish,
Why am I not enough?
Why do wewe live so rough?
I feel guilty when I feel happy because why do I feel that,
For a dakika I'm laughing with my Marafiki but then it comes right...

@bitxibitxina @wnswz @moonyswiftie If wewe Travel This Journey With Me

posted by Youmadearebel

If wewe Travel This Journey With Me

There are people out there who'll try to take wewe down, not carin' if they make wewe cry right now, it's 6pm and you're feeling like you're weak,
The people can come and the people can break, but all along in you're moyo you're not fake, and I've finally met someone who feels like me,

Watch me get taller, higher,
Watch me falling and fighting,

Behind everyone's smile, it takes a little while, four pale faces, tired from lonely places,
Infront everyone's jokin', but words are spoken, learn to trust, it's hard and it's tough,
But I know I can get there if wewe travel...