I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock wewe back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock wewe back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
What would wewe say if I lied about who I am?
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I upendo them; and all my Marafiki left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only wewe can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I upendo them; and all my Marafiki left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only wewe can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my moyo won't listen anymore.
What do wewe mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. wewe just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your moyo says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when wewe close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever wewe need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank wewe for listening.
Thank wewe for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on Facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The kauli mbiu is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play mpira wa kikapu because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If wewe like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If wewe don't, simply onyesha your support.
:) Thank wewe for reading.
The kauli mbiu is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play mpira wa kikapu because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If wewe like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If wewe don't, simply onyesha your support.
:) Thank wewe for reading.
upendo hurts,
upendo scars,
upendo wounds and marks
Any moyo not tough au strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
upendo is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing au two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
upendo is like a flame It burns wewe when it's hot
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
upendo is just a lie made to make wewe blue
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
upendo is just a lie made to make wewe blue
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
Ooo-oo, upendo hurts, Ooo-oo
upendo scars,
upendo wounds and marks
Any moyo not tough au strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
upendo is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing au two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
upendo is like a flame It burns wewe when it's hot
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
upendo is just a lie made to make wewe blue
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
upendo is just a lie made to make wewe blue
upendo hurts,
Ooo-oo upendo hurts
Ooo-oo, upendo hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes wewe feel better.
A feeling of pride.
au more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when wewe smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
wewe make me happy.
wewe are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always upendo you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
wewe are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes wewe feel better.
A feeling of pride.
au more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when wewe smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
wewe make me happy.
wewe are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always upendo you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
wewe are everything to me. :)