Tears push against my eyes
why can't they come out
frustration and anger filled my eyes
why can't things be easy
Things are filled with pain
why can they be easier
why do they have to be this hard
why does being a friend mean choosing
since when do wewe have to choose which friend wewe keep
since when
Why can't wewe stay fr4iends with everyone
why does this so called life we live
takes everything out of us
so we cannot live
is there somethign out there that wants failure that wants death
because it is drawing me in
i need that death
I need that
i can't even speak
why does friendship kill
WHY?
I can't cry
and pain is horrible
but I need my rae
i need my light
yet she won't stay
she won't speak
all because of a slut
who i upendo
all because !
why do I have to choose?
Since when is talking a feleony
since when?
Why is this like that
I don't want problems
I want piece
I want science
yet I throw that all away
waiting for my light
It kills me to let go
i can't
yet she won't even looka t me
i disgust her
because what
I threw all this away to talk to a slut
a whore
why?
I can't chooose
i think i want to throw my one friend away
i think I want to leave her
i need my light
i can't even futa her texts from my phone
because my light keeps me going
but she is gone
she hates me
I hate myself
i am torn
i am dying inside
and I can't live
I can't live without her
I just can't
i need a light
but she has left me
and there is no one left
all I see is dark
all I see is death
it wants me
but I can't give in
au can I?
I can't do this
I am frustrated
i am broken
my liht has left
and i am left with darkness
and uchungu, chungu hatred
i am left with nothing
how could she do this?
how could this slut hurt me like this
if it wasn't for her i would still have my light
see what is does it tears me apart
i upendo my light
but I upendo the so called slut
I can't do this
i'd rahter die then choose
but my light won't come back
unless i do something drastic
i need my light
au the darkeness will take me
and inside i die
i have no safety
why can't they come out
frustration and anger filled my eyes
why can't things be easy
Things are filled with pain
why can they be easier
why do they have to be this hard
why does being a friend mean choosing
since when do wewe have to choose which friend wewe keep
since when
Why can't wewe stay fr4iends with everyone
why does this so called life we live
takes everything out of us
so we cannot live
is there somethign out there that wants failure that wants death
because it is drawing me in
i need that death
I need that
i can't even speak
why does friendship kill
WHY?
I can't cry
and pain is horrible
but I need my rae
i need my light
yet she won't stay
she won't speak
all because of a slut
who i upendo
all because !
why do I have to choose?
Since when is talking a feleony
since when?
Why is this like that
I don't want problems
I want piece
I want science
yet I throw that all away
waiting for my light
It kills me to let go
i can't
yet she won't even looka t me
i disgust her
because what
I threw all this away to talk to a slut
a whore
why?
I can't chooose
i think i want to throw my one friend away
i think I want to leave her
i need my light
i can't even futa her texts from my phone
because my light keeps me going
but she is gone
she hates me
I hate myself
i am torn
i am dying inside
and I can't live
I can't live without her
I just can't
i need a light
but she has left me
and there is no one left
all I see is dark
all I see is death
it wants me
but I can't give in
au can I?
I can't do this
I am frustrated
i am broken
my liht has left
and i am left with darkness
and uchungu, chungu hatred
i am left with nothing
how could she do this?
how could this slut hurt me like this
if it wasn't for her i would still have my light
see what is does it tears me apart
i upendo my light
but I upendo the so called slut
I can't do this
i'd rahter die then choose
but my light won't come back
unless i do something drastic
i need my light
au the darkeness will take me
and inside i die
i have no safety
Everything I am
Everything I want
wewe are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
wewe are all I feel it for
imba every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell wewe how I upendo wewe now
And even though we are apart
Separated kwa borders
I’ll be with wewe
Everything I feel
Everything I say
wewe are always in my mind
Holding wewe in my arms
Keeping wewe from harms
Protecting wewe from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
wewe will always mean everything to me
Everything I want
wewe are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
wewe are all I feel it for
imba every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell wewe how I upendo wewe now
And even though we are apart
Separated kwa borders
I’ll be with wewe
Everything I feel
Everything I say
wewe are always in my mind
Holding wewe in my arms
Keeping wewe from harms
Protecting wewe from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
wewe will always mean everything to me
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The onyesha is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This onyesha is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The onyesha is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This onyesha is over,
Now go home.
By A'leleah Steortz
____________________
I wake up to see your face,
Smiling brightly and warm.
When wewe hold me tight I know I'm safe.
Our hearts are together and they start to form,
Into something lovely.
When we kiss its like moto and ice,
wewe upendo it my drug,
The antidote for pain,
Your touch is all that will suffice.
Your life is all that makes me sane.
We are something lovely.
Like the cold winter wind,
au the hot summer air.
wewe are like an Angel the heavens sent.
Eyes so bright, skin so fair,
wewe are something lovely.
~ <3
____________________
I wake up to see your face,
Smiling brightly and warm.
When wewe hold me tight I know I'm safe.
Our hearts are together and they start to form,
Into something lovely.
When we kiss its like moto and ice,
wewe upendo it my drug,
The antidote for pain,
Your touch is all that will suffice.
Your life is all that makes me sane.
We are something lovely.
Like the cold winter wind,
au the hot summer air.
wewe are like an Angel the heavens sent.
Eyes so bright, skin so fair,
wewe are something lovely.
~ <3
FALLING
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID wewe DO IT
HOW COULD wewe
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD wewe DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR wewe
HOW COULD wewe CHEAT
HOW COULD wewe
BABY WHY
WHY DID wewe LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
wewe KILLED ME
wewe STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
wewe HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID wewe LEAVE ME?
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID wewe DO IT
HOW COULD wewe
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD wewe DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR wewe
HOW COULD wewe CHEAT
HOW COULD wewe
BABY WHY
WHY DID wewe LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
wewe KILLED ME
wewe STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
wewe HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID wewe LEAVE ME?
Trajedy
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one kwa one
hearts will stop in sekunde
necks will snap in dakika
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all flowers
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no zaidi breathes
no zaidi heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no zaidi joys
just notthingness
that wewe wished for
that wewe started
damn wewe robert pickton
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one kwa one
hearts will stop in sekunde
necks will snap in dakika
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all flowers
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no zaidi breathes
no zaidi heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no zaidi joys
just notthingness
that wewe wished for
that wewe started
damn wewe robert pickton
I Give wewe These Verses So That If My Name
I give wewe these verses so that if my name,
A vessel favored kwa a strong north wind,
Fortunately reaches the distant future's shore,
And some night sets the minds of men to dreaming,
Your memory, like fables shrouded in the past,
Will weary the reader like a dulcimer,
And kwa a mystical, brotherly bond
Remain suspended from my haughty verse;
Accurst being to whom, from the deep abysm
To the highest heaven, nothing responds, save me!
— O wewe who, like an ephemeral ghost,
Trample lightly and with a serene look
Upon the dull mortals who found wewe repugnant,
Jet eyed statue, tall Angel with a brow of bronze!
I give wewe these verses so that if my name,
A vessel favored kwa a strong north wind,
Fortunately reaches the distant future's shore,
And some night sets the minds of men to dreaming,
Your memory, like fables shrouded in the past,
Will weary the reader like a dulcimer,
And kwa a mystical, brotherly bond
Remain suspended from my haughty verse;
Accurst being to whom, from the deep abysm
To the highest heaven, nothing responds, save me!
— O wewe who, like an ephemeral ghost,
Trample lightly and with a serene look
Upon the dull mortals who found wewe repugnant,
Jet eyed statue, tall Angel with a brow of bronze!
I can see your tears
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if wewe never alisema your moyo hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making wewe cry
On the inside where nobody can judge wewe
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If wewe were mine
That would be reality but wewe can't see that yet
I will help wewe if wewe let me
I know you've been hurt
And wewe can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if wewe never alisema your moyo hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making wewe cry
On the inside where nobody can judge wewe
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If wewe were mine
That would be reality but wewe can't see that yet
I will help wewe if wewe let me
I know you've been hurt
And wewe can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Every Seasons has it's time to ENDS
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does upendo will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will wewe be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will wewe Lies to me that wewe just Playing??
alisema it to my Heart,please
alisema it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed kwa then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes wewe don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make wewe understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make wewe come back
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does upendo will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will wewe be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will wewe Lies to me that wewe just Playing??
alisema it to my Heart,please
alisema it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed kwa then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes wewe don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make wewe understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make wewe come back
To My Love, I hate to upendo wewe but i dont upendo to hate you, wewe touch my hand and tell me wewe need me but then in a moments notice wewe push me aside and tell me to go, wewe make me a hundred feet tall then one foot small, your soft smile i shall allways hold but your words of sharp glass i dare to take but to stumble at the hurdle i needed to pass the most will forever haunt me im sorry my dear anna for ever letting wewe go but i shall never be sorry for loving you, holding your hand feeling a spark looking in your eyes and seeing only magic i shall never be sorry for that never
its not dark.
Over hatetred,
never be betraded.
Very loving,
really touching.
Everyone loves another,
we will be always together.
upendo is importent to others,
even sister and brothers.
Their is no hatetred,
no body is hated.
Roses bloom,
they grew.
Tears and blood,
there is a ton.
Nightmare dosent scare,
its always fair.
No one can onyesha fear,
not even near.
Memories can bring pain,
that problem is main.
THE END
THANK wewe FOR kusoma THIS!
