wewe alisema wewe needed me...then why don't wewe want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. wewe feel like wewe have zaidi energy and wewe actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! wewe kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes wewe smile, laugh, and he always gives wewe a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. wewe sing for the choir all the time and after services, wewe two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
wewe guys see Lauren walking to wewe guys calmly.
All 3: hujambo Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to wewe real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
wewe and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hujambo look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
wewe and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. wewe comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I upendo Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
wewe and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, wewe two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have wewe ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like wewe NEED them...as if wewe were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do wewe ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met wewe I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need wewe and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are wewe leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Marafiki it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think wewe and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs wewe zaidi than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me wewe believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs wewe Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so wewe want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, wewe turn around and wewe run away. wewe leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: wewe wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are wewe and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and wewe just tucked in Angie to sleep. wewe quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when wewe hear a car pull up in your driveway. wewe look out the window to see Randy's car! wewe sigh and wewe go out to see Randy walking up to wewe with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are wewe doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs wewe the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: wewe alisema wewe needed me too. Why are wewe putting other people in front of what wewe want? wewe alisema wewe needed me...then why don't wewe want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and songesha on. It'll be better for wewe and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at wewe and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
wewe start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. wewe can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get wewe to change your mind. But wewe don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and wewe cry with your head on your knees. wewe feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping wewe warm and safe. wewe hug him back and wewe just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, wewe manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. wewe feel like wewe have zaidi energy and wewe actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! wewe kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes wewe smile, laugh, and he always gives wewe a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. wewe sing for the choir all the time and after services, wewe two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
wewe guys see Lauren walking to wewe guys calmly.
All 3: hujambo Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to wewe real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
wewe and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hujambo look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
wewe and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. wewe comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I upendo Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
wewe and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, wewe two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have wewe ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like wewe NEED them...as if wewe were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do wewe ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met wewe I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need wewe and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are wewe leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Marafiki it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think wewe and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs wewe zaidi than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me wewe believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs wewe Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so wewe want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, wewe turn around and wewe run away. wewe leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: wewe wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are wewe and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and wewe just tucked in Angie to sleep. wewe quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when wewe hear a car pull up in your driveway. wewe look out the window to see Randy's car! wewe sigh and wewe go out to see Randy walking up to wewe with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are wewe doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs wewe the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: wewe alisema wewe needed me too. Why are wewe putting other people in front of what wewe want? wewe alisema wewe needed me...then why don't wewe want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and songesha on. It'll be better for wewe and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at wewe and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
wewe start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. wewe can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get wewe to change your mind. But wewe don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and wewe cry with your head on your knees. wewe feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping wewe warm and safe. wewe hug him back and wewe just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, wewe manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
Chapter 10: Do wewe realize?
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never alisema I upendo him" alisema Landon
"He knows wewe loved him," alisema Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," alisema Landon
"I know," alisema Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" alisema Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" alisema Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," alisema Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because wewe can't make two people come back from the dead" alisema Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" alisema Landon
"No we didn't" alisema Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" alisema Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" alisema Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never alisema I upendo him" alisema Landon
"He knows wewe loved him," alisema Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," alisema Landon
"I know," alisema Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" alisema Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" alisema Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," alisema Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because wewe can't make two people come back from the dead" alisema Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" alisema Landon
"No we didn't" alisema Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" alisema Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" alisema Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10