I met this girl four weeks zamani and since then we have spent most of our time together; we even worked out the other siku we've seen each other everyday for nearly 3 weeks. From the beginning our relationship was very touchy feely and I had no problem with that; the only thing is I think I've started developing feelings for her plus I've never liked a girl before.
After a few times of her coming round my house my family started making funny maoni like 'are wewe decent?' before coming in the room when she was around. I thought nothing of it until we were at the chajio, chakula cha jioni and they started questioning me on whether I like, obviously I alisema no and that we were just friends; I know they'd be 100% fine with it but I don't want to go round saying I like her if its not true.
We always give each other kisses and she's even aliyopewa me upendo bites! When I'm with her I feel salama like nothing could go wrong; before I met her I was dealing with controlling anxiety and depression but since I've met her myself and others have realised how much better I'm doing; I've never been good at opening up but with her its just so simple. I don't want to lead her on as she's had a pretty rough history with relationships and when I think about it I want to be the girl that changes all that for her. she also has people telling her that they like her all the time; I get jealous and don't like it when she hangs with them. I'm just not sure whether what I'm feeling is friendship and the fact I'm confused is letting me lead her on au whether I genuinely like her?
I'm not the type to tell someone I like them but I don't want to loose her either. I know she likes me, she's told me before but I don't want to say I like her back then realise that it was just friendship all long and be yet another girl who's messed her around and hurt her feelings. I just need advice/opinions that may help me become less confused.