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posted by ilovekud
i can hear the cracking of the walls.
ready to crumble. her world falls.
alone and desperate, she wonders, why?
taking precautions. moving things along,
there is no room for misfortune.
suddenly without warning. hope is lost.
numb with fear she realizes that it was all for nothing!
blood sweat and tears do not prevail.
who alisema if wewe want something bad enough wewe can make it happen?
LOST! no one can change fate. no one can live anothers life.
NO ONE will ever know what its fucking like to be me.
always agonizing in the distressed tourture the world bullshit the world tries to shove down my throat.
my moyo is broken. my mind is warped. damaged.
nothing to lose so bring it motherfucker im always battle ready!
always on the front line, i stand strong! yet just longing for someone to understand.
posted by ilovekud
Sabatoged.
your words, your hate, all misundstood?
all diriven from ignorance.
fucking HYPROCRITE!
Burning like the witches were once burned at the stake.
never understanding that sinners hold great purity.
mayb they are all dark saints.
lost, the souls pretend to be saved.
all alone to worship. wewe find it within.
herds of cattle and flocks of sheep.
when death is approaching.
your fear is your guiding light.
as wewe realize its over wewe then feed the flame.
ignited from within. fear?
as it burns,the oncome of pain,
eventually blistering the skin.
as wewe peel away from your Bones and your
ashes fall your...
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posted by ilovekud
listless drops of tears, timeless ,shameless. alone to be showered in the light of a dream unreal, so surreal. knowledge.deterioration hurts. the cut of the wound the pain of the slice, burning, dying, my life is withering. Lost spirit rises forth. dancing imba thrusting through a whilrwind of lite, projected kwa the purity of stars. melting. recreating life. yet another to walk a nother path, another one. maybe another time! perserverence will finally shine. but, the cycle is solid.
the tear once again falls. all alone all along all to be. once the vast deterioration begins i carry it. its my kuvuka, msalaba my penance, my life. now everything i touch is in ruins, crumbling, melting, falling away. just out of reach accepting not to receive. all gone all alone all me. just left to be. the withering mind of a child the listless moyo from my scars. all meaningless to wewe but a slow deterioration to me. once again, all JUST INEXPLICABLE!!!!!
posted by ilovekud
A surplex life rotated to complex dreams
where does it all start where did it all bgin.
desperate. tired.
she walks alone a lifetime path.
so unfullfilling.
she pauses, feels light. au is it death?
he pauses. finding each other ...
she knows the truth.
but cant warn him.
he knows she knows his demise.
but he is unable to speak the words.
watching it ufold, unable to warn her love,she desperately falls into a deep anxiety,
a womb to her fear.
her sheltered hiding.
its a perpetual repitition.
he knows that there is no way out now.
following morals, he pushes through... sad, desperate, lonely,
will he ever see the truth?
now destin for dispair.
his regret is Lost a grain of the sand on a beach, pwani of life.
the new begining will never b.
the unconditional upendo starves. waiting for the connection from your soul.
unwillingly she suffers.
knowing there is no happiness,
we r just a guiding light of life.
ill miss wewe my love. xo
posted by taytrain97
(Originally written kwa Raynie Wood. I wrote this when I was very mad at my father, so don't think my dad is abusive au anything, because he is a very loving, gentle, kind man.)

--

Daddy,
Lately these tears I've been crying
Have been increased kwa much
Because of the way
I'm feeling.

Daddy,
The reason all this crap is happening
Is that it seems nobody cares.
Not even
You.

Daddy,
It's like when I try to
Do a good job,
Make wewe proud of me,
You turn it around
To make it seem like
Everything I do is a
Failure.

Daddy,
At first I feel like I can do it,
And then I start to,
But the yelling makes it seem like
There's no point...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Once upon a time
In a land far, far away
A girl named Catherine
Thought: “Hey, let’s play a game”
She started this foramu topic
And called it Story Time
Where people could write Charmed parts
That came up in their mind
A lot of dedicated Charmed fans
Started to write a story
But the progress seemed to be far gone
And soon it became history
Our friend Catherine
Felt really, really sad
Whatever she had expected
She knew it wasn’t that
Then one siku she checked her mail
While surfing on her pc
And saw she had a message from Ellen
Who the hell was she?
She saw she had added something
And checked her foramu topic
She read the few lines
And thought: “This is fantastic”
Now, three stories later
This awesome team still works together
And each story
Gets better and better
Now, I may sound bragging
But truth has got to be told
Call us butter, baby
Because we’re on a roll ;)
posted by kaitlinndnathan
The Vampire
Kaitlin

    Clare was walking down the mitaani, mtaa to Dylan's house. She was looking at all the pretty
flowers on the side of the street. She could finally see his house; she stopped walking when she
saw Dylan walk out onto his porch. She was watching him and he started running. She was so
suprised at his speed that she passed out. When she woke up Dylan was right in front of her and
they were in his bedroom. She was so confused that she started babbling he put his hand over her
mouth and she stopped. Dylan took his hand off of her mouth. I don't get it she said. How are...
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posted by HaleyDewit
The rain is falling upon the window
And I'm sitting here all alone
There's nothing really that keeps me here
I'm just staring at the floor
Than suddenly I stand up
I walk right out of the front door
Across the rain I start to run
'Cause I wanna scream for more

I upendo you
And I need you
I've tried to keep it inside
But now it has to come out
I've fought the hardest fight to get wewe in my life
And now you're standing inayofuata to me
I guess this was meant to be


The rain is falling upon our faces
But that doesn't matter anymore
Don't let our precious time getting wasted
You know you're the only one I adore
And when the...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe can break my fingers
You can cut my hand off
You can stab my eyes out
You can cut my leg off
You can kill me
But in the end you'll see
That no matter what you'll do
I'll always be haunting you

The feeling of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember what you've done
And I could let wewe live and die in peace
But that's so not me


You can spread gossip 'bout me
You can ruin my world
You can chase my Marafiki away
You can be that bitchy girl
You can make me freak out
But in the end you'll figure out
That no matter what you'll do
I'll always be haunting you

The feeling of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember...
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posted by kissxmexgoodbye
I don't know if I'm alive au not
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've Lost so much blood,...
But I'm still alive

I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days

I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down inayofuata to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive

kissxmexgoodbye
This is my first story that I've been uandishi for a while now. It has three chapters so far, and I just wanted to share the first chapter with wewe guys. Tell me whhat wewe think and if I should continue on it.



Chapter One:
"One twenty-four in the morning. The house is quiet. My current mood is curiously calm and accepting for whatever is to happen tonight..."


I huddled up in my covers and stared out the window into the black, heartlessly dark night. My teeth were chattering so hard I was sure it would hurt to brush my teeth in the morning. The goose, bata bukini bumps that were rising on my arms and legs...
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posted by edward-lover456
Always a smile on her Angel face.
her laugh is like a million birds imba their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a upinde wa mvua after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.

~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~
posted by edward-lover456
Lies were all I herd, Now tears feel the silence of you. I thought i did the right thing making wewe leave, But now I miss wewe worse, I tried to call wewe but some girl picked up. I will not beg nor will i plied wewe don't deserve me I'll be a free bird dancing in the song of spring, I'll be a dolphin, flipping above the water to see how it feels. I'll try to cover the untraceable remainders of you. And when I can not hide no longer, I will be myself and I will not loss who I am, I tried to get wewe back, but it's over now. Be with her, and hate me. I'm fine as long as wewe know I'm alive, because if I died I'd be haunting you. And I'd be a spirit in the last depth of the early morning wind.
posted by tool82cry
colored liquid spewing into whirlwinds.

foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.

Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much zaidi extravagante.

brilliant hues of red and machungwa, chungwa are tossed carelessly into the sky.

shades deepen in the sky and onyesha darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.

an assortment of magical paths mgawanyiko, baidisha the world into sections.

many people onyesha confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.

which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?

My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.
"you have to, stay after school Tuesdays and Thursdays for the inayofuata two weeks helping the janitor clean." she alisema with a smirk shinning on her face, "okay thank you." I alisema as I walked fast out the door, I didn't want her to change her mind as I got to the hall way I looked every were for Nick. but I saw nothing but then I smelled blood. and I looked to my feet to see a long line of blood leading to the boys bathroom. I ran in there to see what happened. Mike was standing there leaned over the sink, laughing at some boy in the third stall I walked over and say that it was my nick he was bleeding,...
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I looked over to her, and smiled and alisema "Thanks I hated this shati anyway!" but I lied again this was my inayopendelewa shirt. But kwa the time I got to the bathroom to clean the shati off, Nick had a hold on my arm wiping the tears that were on my cheeks, off. "Emma. I can't do this to you, I upendo wewe so much but I can't let her do all this to you, I think we have to break up." I felt myself hit the floor, I rolled into a ball, and he came eo me and alisema "Emma, I'm sorry please forgive me, I thought that was what wewe wanted." I looked at his green eyes and alisema "never." and he held me tight and...
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"Hey Emma I had no idea, sorry for even going there i guess, bye the way your really lucky." as I read the words off the screen I felt my moyo go to my stomach. I felt mensurable. I knew that she only wrote that to me to make me feel bad and it's working, but I'm not going to let some girl who is au wewe could say was my friend, hurt our relationship. I ran to my room, the tears dropping like rain drops, I only could stand the pain because I waited-ed for the upinde wa mvua to come out, but it never came, So was this my life now. Hating myself for crushing a Marafiki heart, there was only one thing...
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posted by twilightfan03
I have a problem with my self
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't wewe see
I know wewe think im selfish
But wewe don't know my life,my motto,or my wish


I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like moto and ice then i would say upendo cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella
posted by taytrain97
wewe pass me by,

I stop and stare

How cute wewe are

How wewe didn't see me there.

I sigh and walk away,

I stop and wonder why?

wewe wouldn't talk to me,

wewe wouldn't even pass a glance

I look at wewe all day

I think about wewe at night

I'm jealous of that girl

Kissing wewe in plain sight.

I become frustrated

About how, wewe see

I never meant to hurt you

Yet my moyo is hurt

And wewe don't care,

I run and cry

I stop and think

And I fall in love

With wewe back again.

My moyo is healed

Til she comes back

And my moyo is broken

In one solid glance.

I can’t imagine

Why wewe don't

Talk to me

Walk with me

Be my friend

au possibly more

I cry and I run

I stop and stare

At the one person

Who my friend used to be...

No, not my friend.

You.
As I was eating nick kept looking at me with a smile "what do I have something on my face?" I asked "No your just so pretty, your like an Angel au something, did I say that out loud?" he asked "yeah wewe did, but that's okay because..." he was turning so red I had to tell him how I felt "because I feel the same way, I wish wewe could be mine but I know, there are so many other girls at this school wewe like to right?" "no way wewe are the only one that made me look twice at you, is it okay if I um kiss you?" "sure if wewe want to...." I alisema really scared "really?" he asked I kinda answered kwa leaning...
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