I apologize for my behavior from the last couple days. I don’t do well with losing, not in this category, anyway, but the way I’ve handled it was out of line.
The only reason I acted like a first class bitch, kahaba was to prevent myself from bursting into tears. I know it shouldn’t be such a big deal, but it is to me. That’s what I do, when I’m upset. I become this spoiled brat, who I don’t even like myself, when all I want to do is cry.
It’s not an excuse, I know that. I just wanted to explain myself.
I guess, in the heat of the competition, I forgot why I wrote ‘The Host’ in the first place. Obviously, I didn’t write it for FGT, because it was already written in 2009. I wrote it for Delena, I wrote it for the Delena fandom, and I wrote it for myself.
The Host is a great story. Even now, people are complimenting me for it. The Delena mashabiki upendo it, and that’s what matters. Just because three people decided it wasn’t good enough to be considered for the finals, doesn’t mean it isn’t good enough. It’s just their opinion, it isn’t fact.
Each and every finalist rightfully deserved their spot, and inayofuata mwaka I’m going to be one of them.
Fact is, I had a lot of fun uandishi it, even cried a little, and I wouldn’t change a thing. And I’m grateful to everyone who has read it.
So, here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to work even harder on Foster Careless (The Following), if that is even possible. It’s going to be full of angst, romance, tragedy, and I promise you, wewe will be blown away. And inayofuata year, it will be in the finals. I’ll make sure of that.
The only reason I acted like a first class bitch, kahaba was to prevent myself from bursting into tears. I know it shouldn’t be such a big deal, but it is to me. That’s what I do, when I’m upset. I become this spoiled brat, who I don’t even like myself, when all I want to do is cry.
It’s not an excuse, I know that. I just wanted to explain myself.
I guess, in the heat of the competition, I forgot why I wrote ‘The Host’ in the first place. Obviously, I didn’t write it for FGT, because it was already written in 2009. I wrote it for Delena, I wrote it for the Delena fandom, and I wrote it for myself.
The Host is a great story. Even now, people are complimenting me for it. The Delena mashabiki upendo it, and that’s what matters. Just because three people decided it wasn’t good enough to be considered for the finals, doesn’t mean it isn’t good enough. It’s just their opinion, it isn’t fact.
Each and every finalist rightfully deserved their spot, and inayofuata mwaka I’m going to be one of them.
Fact is, I had a lot of fun uandishi it, even cried a little, and I wouldn’t change a thing. And I’m grateful to everyone who has read it.
So, here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to work even harder on Foster Careless (The Following), if that is even possible. It’s going to be full of angst, romance, tragedy, and I promise you, wewe will be blown away. And inayofuata year, it will be in the finals. I’ll make sure of that.
A NEW COMPETITON FOR ALL FANPOPPERS .
hujambo fanpoppers I have noticed that there is only one annual contest held for us to onyesha our talents. Even that is being held after 3 years. This mwaka I have decide that I am gonna create an annual and official contest for all wewe fanpoppers to portray your talents. I hope wewe are interested in this event. Plz reply as fast as possible whether wewe like the idea au not. Iwant majibu kwa 30 April 2014. And if you’re wondering when the contest will be held it is in July 2014 but registration will start from june2014.
I have decide the name and motto
NAME: - Flying Colors
MOTTO: - Celebrating Uniqueness
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLZ COOPERATE
Thanking You,
Dqwert
hujambo fanpoppers I have noticed that there is only one annual contest held for us to onyesha our talents. Even that is being held after 3 years. This mwaka I have decide that I am gonna create an annual and official contest for all wewe fanpoppers to portray your talents. I hope wewe are interested in this event. Plz reply as fast as possible whether wewe like the idea au not. Iwant majibu kwa 30 April 2014. And if you’re wondering when the contest will be held it is in July 2014 but registration will start from june2014.
I have decide the name and motto
NAME: - Flying Colors
MOTTO: - Celebrating Uniqueness
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLZ COOPERATE
Thanking You,
Dqwert