whats the meaning of upendo when wewe end up hearbroken?

when i saw wewe kissing her my moyo stopped and my eyes filled with tears i felt like my world was nothing anymore without you

when wewe saw me wewe just stared looked down and walk away.and i just stay there hoping that everything was a dream a nightmare.i closed my eyes and when i opened them i realised that it was true wewe left me.

now wewe dont talk to me anymore wewe just stare at me with those green eyes and i feel my moyo be eradicated

wewe shouldnt have alisema i upendo wewe wewe shouldnt broke wewe shouldnt make me sad wewe shouldnt make me cry.

ALL i asked for was upendo and it was definatelly not what i expected from wewe ....