summery:I witness a horrible upendo problem between Ashley (my friend) and Dakota (the boy I love) when my friend gets togther with the boy I love. part 2: I arrive nyumbani still very upset. my mom asks "whats wrong hun?" I say nothing! I'm fine! "Ok then" replys my mom. So I run into my room, lock the door and jump on the bed. I look in my one of my special books. I collected pictures of all my Marafiki and classmates. They are orginized kwa alphibetical order. I look to the D section and see a picture of the boy I loved deeply. I feel tears fall from my eyes. "Why did this have to happen to me?" I asked myself. Why is my life so complicated? I felt zaidi tears running down my face. I.....I don't know what to think of her now.... It's like I'm mad at her but at the same time I'm not. I'm so confused. I...thought he liked me.... Did he like me but get over it? Wait....how could anybody like an idiot like me? She's prettier than me. I see why he likes her. "I look down and see my kitanda covered in tears." Crying isn't going to help me... But there's nothin' else I can do. "2 days later" Recently in the 2 days I haven't gotten much sleep. And the time that I spent sleeping I had nightmares. I felt to sick and sad to eat. I didn't feel like doing anything and I still don't. "I'm in my room looking depressed suddenly my mom walks in" Hun, you've been uigizaji really strange in the past 2 days. Did anything bad happen at school that I need to know about? I say no. "Ok whatever wewe say" mom walks out. I still don't know what to do. Maybe I should tell my mom. Ok thats part 2 of a true story that i'm going through. I feel really sad but uandishi this story of whats going on in my life is helping me feel a little better. There will probably be part 3 soon.