Me: I can't do this
Roc: yes wewe can
Me: promise me wewe won't hurt me please
Roc: I promise kuvuka, msalaba my moyo swear to die

I grabbed him close and just held him tight ,I could feel the rain falling hard onto my body but I still held him tight, then I took roc's koti, jacket off and gave it back to him but because it was raining and very cold he didn't wear it he put it back on me and kissed my forehead, Just like my dad used to when he was alive
Tears started to fall from my eyes and I quickly tried to hide them away from roc as quick as I could but I wasn't quick enough because he saw and he held me tighter and tighter until I could feel his moyo beating against my chest.
He walked me nyumbani and we alisema goodbye to eachother and he left back to MB's house
I came in and went straight up to my room and layed in my kitanda staring at my beautifully handcrafted mkufu my dad gave me when I was a baby, Inside it had a picture of me and him together when I was really young, I put the mkufu deep inside my hands and held it against my moyo and slowly drifted to sleep

Back downstairs
Liam: why do wewe listen to that little brat of a child?
Mum: I don't listen to her I pretend I do to make it look real, Are wewe Kidding I wish I never had her
Liam: So why do wewe stick up for her?
Mum: well I need to make it look really don't i *Smirks* that way she won't see it coming...

The inayofuata morning i came downstairs and made myself a quick breakfast
Me: Morning mum
Mum: Morning honey are wewe alright don't mind liam he did meant to do what he did yeasterday, Please just try and forgive him
Me: I wouldn't forgive him if my life depended on it
Mum: anyway where we're wewe yesterday?
Me:Out
Mum: Were wewe with jaden
I put my hands on my head and muttered the words " i forgot to break up with jaden o well" I picked up my phone and called jaden and dumped him over the phone

I then went back upstairs to my room got ready and dressed and then sat in my room and watched t.v.

Downstairs

Mum: wewe see its working great
Liam: Wow she really is buying it
Mum: O yeah and she won't even see it coming, It will just hit her hard
...