Hi I've been on here for awhile and I need your guys opion

For some reason I feel like Peter doesn't like me.
I try so hard to onyesha him I believe but it doesn't seem to work.
I leave him notes and my pan flute mkufu kwa the widow every night.

Could it be I'm to young and old?

I've also eventful g for a straight mwaka now.

I don't know what to do...

Ok, the true reason I try to meet Peter is for reason beyond the personal level so I can't share them aloud but if I every get the chance to go to Neverland if stay even if it meant I die.