has been labeled kwa darkness.
Your birth is your death.
wewe have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following wewe like a limpet.
You've died,
though wewe still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
wewe don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until wewe die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The siku of your birth
has been labeled
kwa darkness.
It's everywhere wewe look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until wewe die.
I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
wewe are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
wewe are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
wewe turn.
wewe look right at me.
God do wewe see me?
No wewe dont.
wewe look right threw me.
wewe turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have Lost you.
I whatch wewe walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
wewe look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much zaidi painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A Lost upendo I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
wewe are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
wewe are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
wewe turn.
wewe look right at me.
God do wewe see me?
No wewe dont.
wewe look right threw me.
wewe turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have Lost you.
I whatch wewe walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
wewe look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much zaidi painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A Lost upendo I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear wewe voise.
Feel your touch.
upendo and be loved kwa you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
upendo is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I upendo you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear wewe voise.
Feel your touch.
upendo and be loved kwa you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
upendo is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I upendo you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
wewe try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so wewe could feel better,
so wewe could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
wewe need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My moyo strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I tafuta for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry au
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did wewe know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the upendo
That warms your moyo inside
and makes wewe pride!!!!
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My moyo strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I tafuta for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry au
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did wewe know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the upendo
That warms your moyo inside
and makes wewe pride!!!!
and tell me what wewe see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.
Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.
Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?
Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!
It's wewe trapped within,
your mind gives wewe nothing
but zaidi anxiety.
Peace is the place
wewe seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.
Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one zaidi time,
au you're the one
who should find peace
within?
When everything is black
in your heart,
wewe beg the darkness
to leave wewe be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.
I couldn't believe it!! I couldn't even find a male reading a letter!! But this one will do!!
ok just want wewe to know that I just started uandishi poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know wewe will never upendo me the was I upendo you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes krisimasi bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
au answering why upendo is so moyo breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope wewe liked them!
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know wewe will never upendo me the was I upendo you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes krisimasi bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
au answering why upendo is so moyo breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope wewe liked them!
for those of wewe that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with upendo and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a upendo at nyumbani to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with upendo and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a upendo at nyumbani to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....
i usually write makala on all my klabu so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe au Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of makala about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical wewe want wrote just maoni and ask me to.
His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.
my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills
romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet
His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.
my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills
romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.
I fear him,
But I upendo him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what wewe did,
wewe took his life.
Pleasant Death
(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)
My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Angel of death takes me?
Is there a heaven au hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell
Will my soul leave this body in tafuta for peace au will I return to this world to haunt au live once again?
I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once
My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world
As I ascend to the heavens that watch over wewe
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight
(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)
My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Angel of death takes me?
Is there a heaven au hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell
Will my soul leave this body in tafuta for peace au will I return to this world to haunt au live once again?
I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once
My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world
As I ascend to the heavens that watch over wewe
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight
tainted with what wewe see,
what wewe feel.
Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...
You're on your own,
nobody will see
who wewe really are,
nobody will dare to
try!
Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!
Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
au not.
wewe know who wewe are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
wewe yourself.
The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.
Knowing who wewe are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
au not.
So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our upendo
We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our upendo
I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug wewe but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our upendo
I think about wewe at night
wewe give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our upendo
I long to hear your voice
To see wewe face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our upendo
pain sadness upendo happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our upendo
Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our upendo
wewe and me
This is our upendo
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our upendo
We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our upendo
I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug wewe but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our upendo
I think about wewe at night
wewe give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our upendo
I long to hear your voice
To see wewe face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our upendo
pain sadness upendo happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our upendo
Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our upendo
wewe and me
This is our upendo
