The end of the summer is here again.
I feel the same melancholy I have felt
since I first knew summers ended –
the melancholy of the crickets’ valiant singing
in the early coming dusk,
the melancholy of the boy who soon must return to school –
the melancholy of the summer’s end.
I wish that I could be again
eleven years old in the backyard
watching the night come early
and feeling the change in the leaves
the crickets can’t sing away.
I wish I had to go back to school –
so I could be eleven years old again and dread it.
Why must I like the crickets grow old?
Why must I like the summer end?
I feel the same melancholy I have felt
since I first knew summers ended –
the melancholy of the crickets’ valiant singing
in the early coming dusk,
the melancholy of the boy who soon must return to school –
the melancholy of the summer’s end.
I wish that I could be again
eleven years old in the backyard
watching the night come early
and feeling the change in the leaves
the crickets can’t sing away.
I wish I had to go back to school –
so I could be eleven years old again and dread it.
Why must I like the crickets grow old?
Why must I like the summer end?
who am i to wewe ? who am i to you? i gave my life time to you.. so who am i to you? what wewe think about me? what wewe think about me? i am always thinking about you..so what wewe think about me?
what do wewe do for me ? what do wewe do for me? i will do anything for wewe .. so what do wewe do for me?
do wewe ever loved me? do wewe ever loved me?
i am always loving you.. so do wewe ever loved me?
do wewe ever ask swali about me? do wewe ever ask swali about me? i am always asking about you..so do wewe ever ask swali about me?
please answer my question.. please answer my swali ...i am always answering your swali even for your moyo beat.. so please answer my swali my love..
She Doesn't Know
kwa Cody Herman
Through the window I stare inayofuata door
When is she coming out
She's the only one I adore
But then why do I doubt
Her hair is golden like the sun
Shining bright and strong for all to see
She looks at me and I'm undone
I didn't foresee that she was the one for me
Why do I hesitate
It wasn't too long ago
My moyo beats at a faster rate
But she doesn't know
The power she has over me
I putty in her hands
She just couldn't leave me be
Her wish is my command
When will I find the courage
To tell her how I feel
Am I able to break this bridge
Will I stand au I kneel
I can't do it
I'm afraid she'll say no
I need to get a grip
She still doesn't know
kwa Cody Herman
Through the window I stare inayofuata door
When is she coming out
She's the only one I adore
But then why do I doubt
Her hair is golden like the sun
Shining bright and strong for all to see
She looks at me and I'm undone
I didn't foresee that she was the one for me
Why do I hesitate
It wasn't too long ago
My moyo beats at a faster rate
But she doesn't know
The power she has over me
I putty in her hands
She just couldn't leave me be
Her wish is my command
When will I find the courage
To tell her how I feel
Am I able to break this bridge
Will I stand au I kneel
I can't do it
I'm afraid she'll say no
I need to get a grip
She still doesn't know
wewe said...
wewe said
wewe would
try to make
this up.
wewe said
wewe wanted
me kwa your side.
wewe said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.
wewe said.
wewe said
wewe wanted
the fresh start
for us,
wewe said
wewe wanted us
back,
wewe wanted
me back.
wewe promised.
wewe said
wewe would
try,
wewe said
that things
would be better
this time,
wewe said
I would feel
better
from now.
Remember,
wewe said.
No zaidi tears,
wewe said,
no more
empty words,
remember?
wewe said.
wewe said
wewe wanted
a fresh start
for us.
wewe said,
no zaidi pain,
wewe said,
no more.
And no zaidi lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
wewe gave,
no zaidi pain,
that's what
wewe said.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one siku someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate wewe for who wewe are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because wewe have white skin
because I have two dads
because wewe have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge wewe by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one siku someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate wewe for who wewe are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because wewe have white skin
because I have two dads
because wewe have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge wewe by.
wewe seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows wewe
like a hook,
won't let wewe go,
won't leave wewe alone.
wewe smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that wewe hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves wewe not,
wewe don't see the Angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give wewe a strength.
wewe long for life
that wewe don't know of,
wewe seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
