I looked through my bag again and found a pen and paper, I then started to write my letter

Dear whoever reads this
Firstly alisha wewe have been the bestest friend a girl could ever have and I upendo wewe with all my heart, we have been Marafiki for like ever and now it's my time to go, thank wewe for always pushing me towards my dreams and because of wewe I found the upendo of my life lol during camping
Lakinda I know we haven't known eachother for very long but your already a great friend and I do hope wewe and ray ray stay together forever because wewe truly are destined to be together

ray ray we have had our ups and downs but through all of that wewe have the most beautiful moyo and wewe have a beautiful girlfriend to share it with so keep hold of her she's a keeper
Autumn: I've known wewe since the beggining of school and we became the greastest of Marafiki kwa just sharing jokes with eachother, im really sorry for blaming prodigy for all of this and I really hope wewe have forgiven me

Prodigy Im sorry for blaming wewe for all of this I just needed to take it out on someone and wewe were easiest to tackle, im really sorry for hurting wewe and I really hope wewe and autumn stay together and don't fight

Roc wewe have been the most sweet,kind sharing and helpful to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on au someone to talk to and I upendo wewe so much au that, please don't ever change, I wish I could say goodbye properly but I have to go
PRINCETON I upendo wewe so much I can't even describe it everytime wewe talk i shiver, Everytime wewe say my name I feel like the most special girl in the world, when wewe hug me au even touch me I end up staring straight into your georgous brown eyes and I feel like im melting
we've been through so much during this realtionship and alot of the times wewe end up getting hurt and I can't see wewe getting hurt all the time because of me So I hope wewe know why im doing this, I hope wewe forgive me and know that im doing this for wewe so wewe can have a better life I upendo wewe my little afro puff get well soon baby

I upendo all of wewe with all my moyo and please forgive me for what im about to do
My life hasn't been going very well latley and I don't know what to do anymore so please forgive me and if wewe dont mind me asking please dont forget me

upendo from leah(signed with a heart)


I finished uandishi my letter, I looked back over it and it was all smudged because of my tears and it had a little blood on it from the cuts and it was very messy because I was scared, cold and I was still shaking really bad
I went into my bag and I got out the kisu I brought from nyumbani "I knew this would be useful"
I lifted the kisu and put it straight to my chest "Please god don't let this be to painful, Goodbye world, I upendo you"
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