THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO au SEE au au I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I alisema as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I alisema as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot kwa fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah wewe had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake wewe up before wewe screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow wewe really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on wewe
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll upendo this one
Me:Roc promise me wewe won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure wewe screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He alisema as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need wewe and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, wewe still stick with me,thank wewe so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a puppy but my mum alisema its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the puppy and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do wewe think? Do wewe like? I thought wewe needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I upendo it, Your the best" I alisema running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I upendo wewe Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of wewe saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I alisema as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on wewe shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because wewe start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone wewe have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all wewe friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come nyumbani cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at wewe he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the kitanda and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever wewe want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making wewe guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I alisema as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot kwa fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah wewe had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake wewe up before wewe screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow wewe really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on wewe
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll upendo this one
Me:Roc promise me wewe won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure wewe screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He alisema as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need wewe and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, wewe still stick with me,thank wewe so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a puppy but my mum alisema its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the puppy and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do wewe think? Do wewe like? I thought wewe needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I upendo it, Your the best" I alisema running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I upendo wewe Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of wewe saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I alisema as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on wewe shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because wewe start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone wewe have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all wewe friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come nyumbani cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at wewe he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the kitanda and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever wewe want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making wewe guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
hujambo y`all it`s me i`m back and i`m starting a newstory and im @mindlesskeke16 i`m so ssorryfor leaveing but i had to futa my account and i hope wewe guys missed me ive been gone for a while because of my mom but i really missed wewe guys and everybody that was a shabiki of me please be a shabiki of me now plzz plzz cause iwill shabiki ya back ok so upendo ya and mmiss ya loveprincetonand prod well wewe can tell kwa my user name anyways and maoni below who wewe wantto be with i`m with diggy so hope wewe guys maoni and @geekygirl1999 upendo ya no homo peace,love,and tacos.:)):)