mom-*coming upstairs n opens my door* mariah?
me-*layng in kitanda wtchng tv* yeah?
mom-i hav 2 work ovrtime 2nite at the office so i hav 2 go okay?
mw-kk
mom-i luv u mariah
me-lol i luv u 2 mom!
mom-good nite!
me-nite!
mom-*leaves*
me-*still wtchng tv n about 15 dakika l8r i feel lik dancing so i go 2 the studio hopng nobdy is there*
me-*thnkng out loud *FINNALLY!!!!!!!!!!*
me-*starts dancing 2 Shakiria hips dnt lie. so u knw i was gon belly dance n stuff lik tht i dance 4 lik 5 dakika replayng the song cuz...OMG ITS MY SONG!!!!*
???-wow i hvnt seen dancing lik tht since evr!
me-*stops immediatly n turns off music* dnt tlk 2 me ray ray
ray-y not?! i ddnt do anythng rong!
me-U PUT ME IN THE HOSPITAL TWICE!!!! IF THTS NOT SOMETHNG THN IDK WAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-2 keep u safe!
me-2 break my heart
ray-*walks ovr 2 me* mariah im sorry! how many times do i hav 2 say it 4 u 2 4giv me?!
me-u dnt hav 2 because thts nvr gnna hppn
ray-*walks closer 2 me*
me-*steps back*
ray-plz mariah just listen 2 me!
me-*bumps in2 wall. dang*
ray-*stops in frnt of me*
me-plz! just get away frm me!
ray-just tlk 2 me! plz!
me-okay! how tha h3ll r u doing?
ray-not tht kind of tlk. lik how we use 2
me-im not tllng u anythng about me au my life. tht was a whole conversation now MOVE!!!
ray-no mariah plz!
me-ray ray u hit me. u hurt me. i h8 u now move
ray-*runs hand dwn briads*
me-*wen he put his hands up i flinch n put my hands ovr my face*
ray-im not gnna hit u mariah
me-u might as well do it. it's the best thng ur good at
ray-mariah ur workng my nerves up!
me-r u gnna leave if i do?!
ray-no
me-dam
ray-*grabs my hands* mariah?
me-wat?!
ray-look me in the eye n tell me u h8 me n i will walk rite throught tht door n u will nvr see me again
my pov
i cnt do tht. idk wat kind of stunt he'll pull if i do tht!!! i still hav a little bit of feelings 4 him. i nvr meant it wen i alisema i h8 him! i just wntd 2 aviod being hurt
me-*puttng my head dwn* i cnt do tht
ray-just say it. i promise u i'll leave
me-i-i-i h-hate u-u
ray-*lets me go n leaves*
me-*slides dwn ukuta cryng*
tuesday
me-*at my locker*
my pov
i was really prayng ray ray ddnt keep his promise cuz i really did miss wen he would slam my locker shut just so we could tlk
???-hey girlie!
me-hey chrystal
chrys-where's ur "friend"?
me-*starts cryng*
chrys-*hugs me* mariah dnt cry plz dnt!!!!!
me-he's nvr coming back n its because of ME!!!!!
chrys-*aftr startng another crwd, chrys takes me 2 bathroom 2 clean me up*
chrys-wat hppnd?!
me-i kept tllng him i h8 him n put EVRYTHNG on him n wen i was at the studio i told him 2 leave me alone n he told me 2 look him in the eye n tell him i h8 him n he will leave n i'll nvr see him again!
chrys-plz tell me u ddnt and tht he's just sick!!!
me-I alisema OKAY?! I alisema IT! I ADMITT!!!!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!! *starts cryng all ovr again*
chrys-i'll take u 2 see him 2day aftr school
me-NO!!! i cnt do it!!!! he hates me now i knw it!!!
chrys-either u go au i'll tell him u hate him 4real!
me-okay i'll do it!
*bell rings*
chrys-come on *helps me up*
me-*hugs her* thnk u soooo much 4 being there 4 me!!!!!!!
chrys-anythng 4 a friend!!!!
aftr school
chrys-*drives me 2 ray ray's house
me-i cnt do it!
chrys-i'll come with u!
me-i still cnt!
chrys-i'll go tlk 2 him n thn tell u wat he said
me-okay
chrys-*gets out of car n goes 2 steps n rings the doorbell*
ray opens the door
ray-wat?
chrys-hello 2 u 2 and yes im doing good!
ray-okay?
chrys-mariah-
ray-hates me
chrys-no she doesnt! she luvs u truely!!!!!! she nvr meant tht!!!!
ray-she alisema it she meant it
chrys-*slaps him* can u shut up 4 a sekunde n listens 2 me?!
ray-fine wat?
chrys-she luvs u. she made a mistake! one mistake!!! she cried 2day because of u!!! she hates the fact she alisema tht!!!! she misses u ray! take her back! i mean she luvd u evn AFTR u playd her!!!!!!! she kept dreamng about u at night!!! trust me i knw! she would call me in the middle of the night not being able 2 sleep just 2 talk about u 2!!!!!!!! now if thts not luv, idk wat upendo is! u would sacrifice anythng if u luv somebdy!!! plz ray! im bggng u 2 take her back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she had pains just thnkng about u 2 not being 2gthr!!!! PLZ RAY! *okay i admitt chrys was cryng!!!! she hardly evr cries only wen someone important 2 her gets hurt*
ray-i cnt face her now! i messed up thngs between us!!!!
chrys-n evn wen u did she nvr stppd luvng u! *turns n walks away n drives me home*
me-*layng in kitanda wtchng tv* yeah?
mom-i hav 2 work ovrtime 2nite at the office so i hav 2 go okay?
mw-kk
mom-i luv u mariah
me-lol i luv u 2 mom!
mom-good nite!
me-nite!
mom-*leaves*
me-*still wtchng tv n about 15 dakika l8r i feel lik dancing so i go 2 the studio hopng nobdy is there*
me-*thnkng out loud *FINNALLY!!!!!!!!!!*
me-*starts dancing 2 Shakiria hips dnt lie. so u knw i was gon belly dance n stuff lik tht i dance 4 lik 5 dakika replayng the song cuz...OMG ITS MY SONG!!!!*
???-wow i hvnt seen dancing lik tht since evr!
me-*stops immediatly n turns off music* dnt tlk 2 me ray ray
ray-y not?! i ddnt do anythng rong!
me-U PUT ME IN THE HOSPITAL TWICE!!!! IF THTS NOT SOMETHNG THN IDK WAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-2 keep u safe!
me-2 break my heart
ray-*walks ovr 2 me* mariah im sorry! how many times do i hav 2 say it 4 u 2 4giv me?!
me-u dnt hav 2 because thts nvr gnna hppn
ray-*walks closer 2 me*
me-*steps back*
ray-plz mariah just listen 2 me!
me-*bumps in2 wall. dang*
ray-*stops in frnt of me*
me-plz! just get away frm me!
ray-just tlk 2 me! plz!
me-okay! how tha h3ll r u doing?
ray-not tht kind of tlk. lik how we use 2
me-im not tllng u anythng about me au my life. tht was a whole conversation now MOVE!!!
ray-no mariah plz!
me-ray ray u hit me. u hurt me. i h8 u now move
ray-*runs hand dwn briads*
me-*wen he put his hands up i flinch n put my hands ovr my face*
ray-im not gnna hit u mariah
me-u might as well do it. it's the best thng ur good at
ray-mariah ur workng my nerves up!
me-r u gnna leave if i do?!
ray-no
me-dam
ray-*grabs my hands* mariah?
me-wat?!
ray-look me in the eye n tell me u h8 me n i will walk rite throught tht door n u will nvr see me again
my pov
i cnt do tht. idk wat kind of stunt he'll pull if i do tht!!! i still hav a little bit of feelings 4 him. i nvr meant it wen i alisema i h8 him! i just wntd 2 aviod being hurt
me-*puttng my head dwn* i cnt do tht
ray-just say it. i promise u i'll leave
me-i-i-i h-hate u-u
ray-*lets me go n leaves*
me-*slides dwn ukuta cryng*
tuesday
me-*at my locker*
my pov
i was really prayng ray ray ddnt keep his promise cuz i really did miss wen he would slam my locker shut just so we could tlk
???-hey girlie!
me-hey chrystal
chrys-where's ur "friend"?
me-*starts cryng*
chrys-*hugs me* mariah dnt cry plz dnt!!!!!
me-he's nvr coming back n its because of ME!!!!!
chrys-*aftr startng another crwd, chrys takes me 2 bathroom 2 clean me up*
chrys-wat hppnd?!
me-i kept tllng him i h8 him n put EVRYTHNG on him n wen i was at the studio i told him 2 leave me alone n he told me 2 look him in the eye n tell him i h8 him n he will leave n i'll nvr see him again!
chrys-plz tell me u ddnt and tht he's just sick!!!
me-I alisema OKAY?! I alisema IT! I ADMITT!!!!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!! *starts cryng all ovr again*
chrys-i'll take u 2 see him 2day aftr school
me-NO!!! i cnt do it!!!! he hates me now i knw it!!!
chrys-either u go au i'll tell him u hate him 4real!
me-okay i'll do it!
*bell rings*
chrys-come on *helps me up*
me-*hugs her* thnk u soooo much 4 being there 4 me!!!!!!!
chrys-anythng 4 a friend!!!!
aftr school
chrys-*drives me 2 ray ray's house
me-i cnt do it!
chrys-i'll come with u!
me-i still cnt!
chrys-i'll go tlk 2 him n thn tell u wat he said
me-okay
chrys-*gets out of car n goes 2 steps n rings the doorbell*
ray opens the door
ray-wat?
chrys-hello 2 u 2 and yes im doing good!
ray-okay?
chrys-mariah-
ray-hates me
chrys-no she doesnt! she luvs u truely!!!!!! she nvr meant tht!!!!
ray-she alisema it she meant it
chrys-*slaps him* can u shut up 4 a sekunde n listens 2 me?!
ray-fine wat?
chrys-she luvs u. she made a mistake! one mistake!!! she cried 2day because of u!!! she hates the fact she alisema tht!!!! she misses u ray! take her back! i mean she luvd u evn AFTR u playd her!!!!!!! she kept dreamng about u at night!!! trust me i knw! she would call me in the middle of the night not being able 2 sleep just 2 talk about u 2!!!!!!!! now if thts not luv, idk wat upendo is! u would sacrifice anythng if u luv somebdy!!! plz ray! im bggng u 2 take her back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she had pains just thnkng about u 2 not being 2gthr!!!! PLZ RAY! *okay i admitt chrys was cryng!!!! she hardly evr cries only wen someone important 2 her gets hurt*
ray-i cnt face her now! i messed up thngs between us!!!!
chrys-n evn wen u did she nvr stppd luvng u! *turns n walks away n drives me home*
