trust me i know wewe either
a leader of my dreams IN MY DREAMS FEELING My DEEPS trust me

i knew from a long time
hearing your voice in my ears everytime
everymoment everyhour
listening to my moyo saying wewe are coming back
no way ,no way,no way

(chours)
trust me i know either
a leader of my dreams
IN MY DREAMS FEELING MY
DEEPS trust me

who are wewe to take my moyo away with you?
(chours who are you?) to take me along with love??
do wewe feel my moyo bringing me back to you??
knowing alot about wewe and me?????

(chours)
trust me i know wewe either a leader of my dreams
IN MY DREAMS FEELING ME DEEPS
x3


TRUST ME!!!!!!!!

When I was 11 I auditioned for a competition called the Echt factor(I know it's a cheesy name:D) After the audition I was really anxios to know if I had been accepted. Then two days later when I came nyumbani from school my parents were waiting for me.
" They called!" my mum alisema shaking her head.
I really thought I hadn't gotten through to the finals. But then it tuned out I had. I was sooo happy to have the chance to win something this big. But 1 mwezi 2 weeks later the practicing had paid off. I had won, I got handed my £150 and my medal, I was so proud and I got to shake hands with someone that knows an awful lot about music, he worked on the radio. Nothing much has changed since then, except that I am so much zaidi confident than I was before the show.

I wrote this as a diary of someone who is depressed.


I am dying,
It feels my soul is rotting in my fragile heart,
My fragile Bones will soon rot,
Should I give up?
I miss happiness,
muziki helps me through this,
People say my songs are great,
What do wewe think?
Could my dream come true?
That’s why I’m alive,
I’m waiting,
My life isn’t over yet,
I have things to live for,
And things I haven’t done,
People unmet,
Songs unsung,
Marafiki not made,
I want true happiness,
Can’t heal my heart,
Must harm my body to numb the pain inside,
Scars cover my body,
To burn my flesh would be giving up,
So I run I the heat,
Slowly pushing my fingers into my eyes,
Bleeding moyo is all I know,
I haven’t told anyone,
Secrets,
My mouth is sealed shut,
I can’t stand the pain,
Why is it like this?

If wewe are afraid of blood don't read my songs.

I run away from the pitch black,
Fall in a pool of my own blood.
And the zaidi we stay together the zaidi we pull apart.
A pool of blood and glitter five feet high, five feet wide.
I hit the ground hard,
Fall through the earth.
A mouthful of my blood,
Choking.
Lifeless bodies on the ground,
I'm bleeding now.
upendo used as poisoning
So I run away.
Consider your blood I'm running out.
In the water I can't swim.
The mysteries of life.
The light looks promising,
I'm charcoal in its flames
The wind sucking away my life,
Leaving me to dance in the stars.
To dance with my nine lives.


Sorry it's so short

I can't beleve
The light that I see
When I walk through the door
But I'm laying here
With a broken heart
And I don't know what to do
Yeah, without you
Cause your my only dream but about our relationship baby
Oh it can't be mended
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh it just can't go on
Yeah it cant be mended
Oh your my one and only
But wewe don't really upendo me
Though your my greatest dream
I don't feel like I am yours
So I am leaving you
Oh it can't be mended
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh it just can't go on
Yeah it cant be mended
Even though I upendo you
I am gonna have to leave even though your my dream
Oh I'm gonna say good bye
Goodbye

I don't know what it's about.

I say yes wewe say no oh,
I say yes wewe say no.
But I don't really care what wewe say.
'cause my head is bleeding,
My hair is wet.
My clothes are soaked and blood red.
Blood dying out,
I say yes wewe say no oh
I say yes wewe say no.
If wewe upendo me I will hurt you.
Oh waoh oh waoh
Oh waoh oh yea wawawaoh oh oh,
Oh I say yes and wewe say no oh
I say yes wewe say no
Waoh oh waoh

Please maoni even if wewe hate it. It's not that good. Oh also please jiunge my club "funny cat videos"

this is my third song---hope its good

pink peatals

red as a rose,
wewe all seem embarased,
when wewe throw down your sorrows,
let me know,
let me know

go pick a flower,
when wewe all belive,
that this time is ours,
tell me soon,
tell me soon

Chorus:
to belive,
we all need,
a chance to express ourselves,
to throw our own pink peatals.

when wewe find chance,
dont be araid,
find your own flow,
dont say no,
dont say no

if wewe belive,
in chance and wewe find it,
wre-unwind it,
dont take a big blow,
dont take a big blow

Chorus:
to belive,
we all need,
a chance to express ourselves,
to throw our own pink peatals

so for all wewe know,
youve always took chances,
know wewe know,
yuo always need more,
wewe always need more,
pink peatals

I'm makin things worse
but,you aint even tryin
you're making things bad
but,instead i'm cryin
you're lying you're right
but,you aint even got
the right to talk this way....

(Verse 2) [Rap]

About our relationship babe
I'm cupid!
Makin things worse babe
Lets loop it!
Make it like its syndicated
i just wanna make things
how wewe wanted
bad,cruel
Stay cool
Well,thats how wewe got it!

(Chorus)

baby,i'm makin thing worse
to run away from you!
But,you're makin it hard for me
to do so!
I just want to get away!
I'm makin it worse,worse,worse x 2
I'm makin it worse

(verse 3)

Ignore me as wewe want
Baby i dont care
You're loveable as a teddy bear
Well,Who cares?
My upendo is less for you!
wewe never loved me too!
And yes! I have the right
To do so!

[Chorus]

(Bridge)

It was all because of you!
I never loved wewe too!
I never told wewe i loved you!
So turn away & get away now!
No more! No,no,no!

[Chorus]

I upendo to sing and of course everyone in this club loves to. But God gave us a reason to upendo imba it means one siku we are going to be singers and that we will be successful. wewe have to get up on the stage and sing your moyo out and be the singer wewe want to be, but it is a big choice. wewe have to ask yourself "What sacrifices will I have to make if I am famous?" wewe will probably never get your privacy. But wait don't wewe want to go on the world tour with your biggest mashabiki screaming for you. I hope wewe make the right choice and let God take control on your big life.