first I read it in class
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Marafiki yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a mwezi they are out of the group
I've known that since siku one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Lost my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to jiunge in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and upendo The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Marafiki I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
au upendo Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I upendo Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Marafiki yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a mwezi they are out of the group
I've known that since siku one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Lost my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to jiunge in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and upendo The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Marafiki I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
au upendo Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I upendo Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
With the money that I would have gone to college with, and with what Ponyboy had saved, we had bought Soda his horse.
Soda came in, in his plaid shati and jeans. His jaw dropped. Then he smile brighter than the sun.
He walked over to horse.
“Hey buddy,” he says, smiling, petting his nose.
“It took forever to get him to listen,” Ponyboy said.
“Yeah, I got myself and ornery pony.” Soda grins.
“You happy?” wewe ask Soda.
He just looks at you, smiles and nods his head.
“Yes. I am 100% serious.” He says, grinning.
“You’re joking.”
“No I’m not.” He laughs.
“Yes wewe are.”
“Come on (Y/N).”
“Fine.” wewe say.
wewe take the bia from his hand and chug it down.
“There.. Are wewe happy with my chugging skills?” wewe ask.
wewe had gotten tired of the New Years Party wewe were at, so wewe decided to have your own; complete with balloons, champagne, dancing, and the life of the party.
“This is fun,” wewe laugh as wewe look up to him.
“Yeah,” he laughs, as he dips you.
“Careful of the champagne, babe.”
“Sorry… Just trying to make things classy.” He laughs.
“You kidding me? This is some high class shit!” wewe laugh.
He glances at the clock.
“It’s 11:59,” he grins.
“Time for our New Year’s kiss,” wewe grin as wewe lean in.
“Not yet!” He yells, moving your face away. “It isn’t midnight yet!”
wewe laugh, then glance at the clock.
“Well, we missed it.” wewe pout. “It’s 12:01.”
“Looks like we have to wait a whole nother year.”
He pauses for a second, thinking.
“You.” He finally answers, smiling.
“That’s not one thing.” wewe roll your eyes and giggle.
“Yes it is. wewe are you. Without certain things, wewe wouldn’t be you. If you’re pretty eyes weren’t (eye color), wewe wouldn’t be you. If wewe didn’t snort when wewe laugh, wewe wouldn’t be you. If wewe didn’t randomly burst into song, wewe be you.
If wewe weren’t nice and sweet and funny, it wouldn’t be (Y/N). The (Y/N) I know, upendo and adore.” He smiles as he kisses wewe on the cheek.
“Really?” wewe ask.
“Really.”
“Really really?”
“Really really.”
“Johnny how do wewe think this looks?” wewe ask, holding up a black dress to you.
“How am I supposed to know?” He groans as he leans on one of the shelves of the department store.
“Well, would I look good in it?” wewe ask, twirling the dress around.
“You’d look good in any clothes, honey.” He smiles at you.
“Any clothes?” wewe ask, scrunching your nose.
“But wewe also look good in no clothes, if that’s what wewe want to know,” he grins at wewe like a little kid. “So could wewe hurry up so I could see my inayopendelewa outfit on you?”
The Outsiders has some great life lessons in it and I take them to moyo so here they are...
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't upendo you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that wewe can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and wewe won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that wewe should always stick kwa your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't upendo you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that wewe can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and wewe won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that wewe should always stick kwa your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)